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[amberwritesstuffs]

Hello, everyone.

I am devastated as I write this right now. I actually thought a lot before coming here and talk to you.

I am Amber's beta, Asler. My pronouns are They/She.

I wanted to come here and tell you guys that Amber... Passed away.

It's been a few months, but even though time has passed, still hurts like the first day. She was my best friend above all and I thought I owed you guys an explanation as to why she's not active anymore.

Last few months of her were rough, and even though she wanted to keep writing, health was always in the way.

When we had a last little chat, she said this account really meant a lot for her and if possible, I could keep writing for her. (She had some drabbles, and some unfinished fics which she consulted me a lot.)

So, I don't know if I should do that and I wanted to ask you guys if you would like if I finish and polish the ones she had in her behalf, or if I should leave this account as for what it is.

Thank you so much to everyone that supported her, read her words and enjoyed it overall. I know she was happy with this account even for being just a little time.

Thank you for being there for her.

Amber, out and over.

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Red.

Summary: Wanda likes to toy with her always good girl, but what happens when she finds out you’ve been bad?

Warnings: 18+ smut, mommy!Wanda, bondage (Wanda uses her magic), toys (vibrator and nipple clippers), edging, overstimulation, pussy spanking (Just a little), fingering, degradation. (If I’m missing anything please let me know!) Word count: 1.6k

You shifted in your place, barely holding a moan that threatened lo leave your mouth.

Wanda was casually reading a book that was on her right hand, since the left one was already occupied. You shifted again seeing your girlfriend’s fingers work her red magic, practically begging for them to be trusted into you.

“I can hear you, sweetheart… Thinking that loud counts as making a sound.” You almost huffed, that was not fair, she was taking advantage of her powers for her own fun. “That is on you, baby, you wouldn’t be on this situation if you stayed a good girl. Now stay silent, little one, Mommy’s trying to read in peace.”

As it her thoughts could focus on anything more than you, being on the side of the bed, floating with your back to the wall. Her magic had you bonded, working as ropes. Your hands were tied hard above your head, your breasts were firmly bonded as well with her magic making a rope like shape pressing tightly around them making them peak out, your neck had the sightliest pressure too, just enough to have you stimulated; your thighs separated wide open for your pussy to drip into the floor, legs folded as in a butterfly, pressed hard against your stomach with no chance of moving them an inch. You were not gagged yet, but your girlfriend had already threatened you with it.

How did you end up in this situation? You only wanted some relief from the torture she put you on.

Wanda had been out for more than a week now on a mission with Steve and you were hella needy. She made it clear you were not allowed to touch yourself without her permission and took great advantage of that edging you three times just moments before she had to leave. You were cranky, sensitive, needy and horny in a whole new level; and she made it less easy, as she would totally tease you and make fun of how pathetic you were for begging for a release over the phone. She made it clear that she was the only one touching what was hers, and your hands were not owning your own pussy.

Things got even worse when you received a package both you and Wanda were waiting for, a new strap, some clippers that were meant for nipples and clit united with a chain and a ring in the middle, and your favorite you begged for her to get you, a powerful vibrator that switched speeds.

You called her immediately and begged for her to let you try the vibrator and have some peace, but she just laughed and told you to wait for her. You knew that if she ever found out you touched yourself without permission, the punishment would be bad. Could be from edging you again for days, to overstimulating you to the point of not being able to walk without having an orgasm.

But you were needy, and horny, and so upset.

Everyone at the compound had no idea why you were like that, snapping at them for a little thing and being more irritated than ever. So, when Wanda told you she was off for at least 3 days more, you made your decision, you would get that orgasm you craved so much and Wanda would never know, all you had to do was to cover it up with an act of being desperate for her (Not that you needed to have it, you were always desperate for her touch).

That night, for the first time in almost a week and a half, you smiled at the team and said your good nights to head to your room and finally get what you craved for.

Little did you know that as you were testing the speeds and your moans were louder than you expected, Wanda opened the door to your shared room with her eyes glowing red.

You immediately stopped and cowered under her gaze.

“What. In. The. Hell. Are. You. Doing?” She all but growled. Fuck, you were in so much trouble.

“I-I-I am sorry, mommy…” You whispered, frustrated again because, once again and without planning it, you were edged.

“Didn’t I specifically tell you not to touch what’s mine?” Her eyes never stopped glowing as she approached you.

“I’m- So sorry, mommy, I- I- I needed it! And you wouldn’t give me permission! And I thought-“

“Oh, poor dumb little whore…” Wanda cooed, reaching for your hair. “You thought you could get away with this? You thought I wouldn’t find out?” She mocked, her fingers starting to form red magic.

“I’m sorry, mommy” You finally whispered, eyes watery because of your mistake.

“That’s okay, little one, I’ll make you pay for trying to be a smartass.” You had no time to process her words before her magic lifted you and had you bonded to the wall. “If you make just one sound, you will regret it.”

Currently, you had no other thought as to have your Mommy fucking you hard and making you scream, but right now she just ignored you, reading a book she so casually grabbed after taking a shower and setting herself on the bed. Her fingers were red with the magic that had you tied up, casually moving a little.

You felt as crying, you were so desperate for her, this was not fair.

“I’ll tell you what’s not fair, princess… Not following orders you strictly have to follow… You had one job, little one, only one. But you decided to be a whore, and this is how you are paying right now. You like it?” You deny with your head, tears already pricking into your eyes. “That’s what greedy little sluts deserve… Opened up, cunt dripping wet, making a mess on the floor, no sign of relief near you…” You closed your eyes, letting your tears fall from your eyes to your cheeks.

You have no idea if that made Wanda’s heart soften, but next thing you knew was something was pressing hard your neglected clit, you gasped and moaned loud opening your eyes to see your girlfriend turn her hand, you looked down and saw how she made another rope like force to put it against your clit. At this point you were desperate for anything, so this little stimulation had you already gasping and moaning, trying to move to create friction.

“Such a greedy little whore…” Wanda cooed. “You were always Mommy’s good little girl… How disappointing…”

“I’m sorry, Mommy” You gasped, voice raspy from all emotions. “I am so sorry, I am your good little girl, I’m sorry I was bad, I needed you… Just… Please… Let me have one… I can’t anymore, please…” You were crying at this point, but that made nothing to her as she returned to her book, left hand moving slightly forward, putting more pressure on your clit. You felt a stinging sensation over your nipples and when you looked down you saw her magically put you the clippers. “Mommy!” You cried out, dropping your head back, you felt like just wanting to die there, so much torture for you to bear.

“You are not going to die, sweetheart…” Wanda kept her gaze glued to her book, but her magic then switched to a vibrating sensation against your clit, she put the vibrator you were using before. You screamed, loud, the position having you more sensitive than ever. “Keep it down, pretty girl, you don’t want everyone to hear how much of a whore are you…” She finally gaged you with her magic, as she had a lot of plans for tonight.

She set her book down to look at you when she heard you coming close to the edge again. “You want to cum, slut?” You nodded, not really being able to think anymore, you just wanted her. “Cum then, fucking whore” her magic increased the vibrator at the maximum and the buzzing sensation on your clit made you cum harder than ever before. You finally felt like resting contently only to be disturbed as the buzzing sensation never stopped. You opened your eyes, trying to get away from it as it was too much, and looked at your Mommy. She just smiled innocently. “What? You thought I was letting you get away with it?” Her eyes glowed red as she came to the edge of the bed sitting before you. She moved the vibrator a little only for her right hand to come spanking your cunt hard. You screamed loud even with the gag. “Such a slutty pussy, already so sensitive for me…” as she spanked you again.

“Yes, Mommy! Only for you!”

Her fingers brushed your oversensitive clit and moved to your entrance, trusting 3 fingers inside of you. “So wet for me…” She went hard on you, not even teasing a little as she moved the vibrator against your clit again. It was too much, too much stimulation for you to bear… So you came hard against her hand, and after a couple more trusts you came all over again. You were shaking at this point, crying because it was too much.

Wanda let you rest a little, your eyes were heavy with exhaustion. Until you felt the fake cock start sliding into you. You had no idea when she put it on, but now she was in front of you, one hand on your hips and the other one guiding the toy.

“Mommy… I don’t think I-“ She cut you with a passionate kiss.

“You wanted to cum… I’m not stopping, little one.”

a/n: I literally had this idea at 3 am and started writing before losing it, so, if some things don't make any sense, please let me know so I can prof read.

Apparently I have more imagination for smut than for a love triangle xD.I sure hope Part 3 of You&Me comes out later this month.

So, yeah, thanks for the support as always!

I hope you liked it, and feedback is always appreciated it.

[amberwritesstuffs]

Red.

Summary: Wanda likes to toy with her always good girl, but what happens when she finds out you’ve been bad?

Warnings: 18+ smut, mommy!Wanda, bondage (Wanda uses her magic), toys (vibrator and nipple clippers), edging, overstimulation, pussy spanking (Just a little), fingering, degradation. (If I’m missing anything please let me know!) Word count: 1.6k

You shifted in your place, barely holding a moan that threatened lo leave your mouth.

Wanda was casually reading a book that was on her right hand, since the left one was already occupied. You shifted again seeing your girlfriend’s fingers work her red magic, practically begging for them to be trusted into you.

“I can hear you, sweetheart… Thinking that loud counts as making a sound.” You almost huffed, that was not fair, she was taking advantage of her powers for her own fun. “That is on you, baby, you wouldn’t be on this situation if you stayed a good girl. Now stay silent, little one, Mommy’s trying to read in peace.”

As it her thoughts could focus on anything more than you, being on the side of the bed, floating with your back to the wall. Her magic had you bonded, working as ropes. Your hands were tied hard above your head, your breasts were firmly bonded as well with her magic making a rope like shape pressing tightly around them making them peak out, your neck had the sightliest pressure too, just enough to have you stimulated; your thighs separated wide open for your pussy to drip into the floor, legs folded as in a butterfly, pressed hard against your stomach with no chance of moving them an inch. You were not gagged yet, but your girlfriend had already threatened you with it.

How did you end up in this situation? You only wanted some relief from the torture she put you on.

Wanda had been out for more than a week now on a mission with Steve and you were hella needy. She made it clear you were not allowed to touch yourself without her permission and took great advantage of that edging you three times just moments before she had to leave. You were cranky, sensitive, needy and horny in a whole new level; and she made it less easy, as she would totally tease you and make fun of how pathetic you were for begging for a release over the phone. She made it clear that she was the only one touching what was hers, and your hands were not owning your own pussy.

Things got even worse when you received a package both you and Wanda were waiting for, a new strap, some clippers that were meant for nipples and clit united with a chain and a ring in the middle, and your favorite you begged for her to get you, a powerful vibrator that switched speeds.

You called her immediately and begged for her to let you try the vibrator and have some peace, but she just laughed and told you to wait for her. You knew that if she ever found out you touched yourself without permission, the punishment would be bad. Could be from edging you again for days, to overstimulating you to the point of not being able to walk without having an orgasm.

But you were needy, and horny, and so upset.

Everyone at the compound had no idea why you were like that, snapping at them for a little thing and being more irritated than ever. So, when Wanda told you she was off for at least 3 days more, you made your decision, you would get that orgasm you craved so much and Wanda would never know, all you had to do was to cover it up with an act of being desperate for her (Not that you needed to have it, you were always desperate for her touch).

That night, for the first time in almost a week and a half, you smiled at the team and said your good nights to head to your room and finally get what you craved for.

Little did you know that as you were testing the speeds and your moans were louder than you expected, Wanda opened the door to your shared room with her eyes glowing red.

You immediately stopped and cowered under her gaze.

“What. In. The. Hell. Are. You. Doing?” She all but growled. Fuck, you were in so much trouble.

“I-I-I am sorry, mommy…” You whispered, frustrated again because, once again and without planning it, you were edged.

“Didn’t I specifically tell you not to touch what’s mine?” Her eyes never stopped glowing as she approached you.

“I’m- So sorry, mommy, I- I- I needed it! And you wouldn’t give me permission! And I thought-“

“Oh, poor dumb little whore…” Wanda cooed, reaching for your hair. “You thought you could get away with this? You thought I wouldn’t find out?” She mocked, her fingers starting to form red magic.

“I’m sorry, mommy” You finally whispered, eyes watery because of your mistake.

“That’s okay, little one, I’ll make you pay for trying to be a smartass.” You had no time to process her words before her magic lifted you and had you bonded to the wall. “If you make just one sound, you will regret it.”

Currently, you had no other thought as to have your Mommy fucking you hard and making you scream, but right now she just ignored you, reading a book she so casually grabbed after taking a shower and setting herself on the bed. Her fingers were red with the magic that had you tied up, casually moving a little.

You felt as crying, you were so desperate for her, this was not fair.

“I’ll tell you what’s not fair, princess… Not following orders you strictly have to follow… You had one job, little one, only one. But you decided to be a whore, and this is how you are paying right now. You like it?” You deny with your head, tears already pricking into your eyes. “That’s what greedy little sluts deserve… Opened up, cunt dripping wet, making a mess on the floor, no sign of relief near you…” You closed your eyes, letting your tears fall from your eyes to your cheeks.

You have no idea if that made Wanda’s heart soften, but next thing you knew was something was pressing hard your neglected clit, you gasped and moaned loud opening your eyes to see your girlfriend turn her hand, you looked down and saw how she made another rope like force to put it against your clit. At this point you were desperate for anything, so this little stimulation had you already gasping and moaning, trying to move to create friction.

“Such a greedy little whore…” Wanda cooed. “You were always Mommy’s good little girl… How disappointing…”

“I’m sorry, Mommy” You gasped, voice raspy from all emotions. “I am so sorry, I am your good little girl, I’m sorry I was bad, I needed you… Just… Please… Let me have one… I can’t anymore, please…” You were crying at this point, but that made nothing to her as she returned to her book, left hand moving slightly forward, putting more pressure on your clit. You felt a stinging sensation over your nipples and when you looked down you saw her magically put you the clippers. “Mommy!” You cried out, dropping your head back, you felt like just wanting to die there, so much torture for you to bear.

“You are not going to die, sweetheart…” Wanda kept her gaze glued to her book, but her magic then switched to a vibrating sensation against your clit, she put the vibrator you were using before. You screamed, loud, the position having you more sensitive than ever. “Keep it down, pretty girl, you don’t want everyone to hear how much of a whore are you…” She finally gaged you with her magic, as she had a lot of plans for tonight.

She set her book down to look at you when she heard you coming close to the edge again. “You want to cum, slut?” You nodded, not really being able to think anymore, you just wanted her. “Cum then, fucking whore” her magic increased the vibrator at the maximum and the buzzing sensation on your clit made you cum harder than ever before. You finally felt like resting contently only to be disturbed as the buzzing sensation never stopped. You opened your eyes, trying to get away from it as it was too much, and looked at your Mommy. She just smiled innocently. “What? You thought I was letting you get away with it?” Her eyes glowed red as she came to the edge of the bed sitting before you. She moved the vibrator a little only for her right hand to come spanking your cunt hard. You screamed loud even with the gag. “Such a slutty pussy, already so sensitive for me…” as she spanked you again.

“Yes, Mommy! Only for you!”

Her fingers brushed your oversensitive clit and moved to your entrance, trusting 3 fingers inside of you. “So wet for me…” She went hard on you, not even teasing a little as she moved the vibrator against your clit again. It was too much, too much stimulation for you to bear… So you came hard against her hand, and after a couple more trusts you came all over again. You were shaking at this point, crying because it was too much.

Wanda let you rest a little, your eyes were heavy with exhaustion. Until you felt the fake cock start sliding into you. You had no idea when she put it on, but now she was in front of you, one hand on your hips and the other one guiding the toy.

“Mommy… I don’t think I-“ She cut you with a passionate kiss.

“You wanted to cum… I’m not stopping, little one.”

a/n: I literally had this idea at 3 am and started writing before losing it, so, if some things don't make any sense, please let me know so I can prof read.

Apparently I have more imagination for smut than for a love triangle xD.I sure hope Part 3 of You&Me comes out later this month.

So, yeah, thanks for the support as always!

I hope you liked it, and feedback is always appreciated it.

[amberwritesstuffs]

Y/n, not caffeinated: Anxious.

Y/n, caffeinated: Anxious, but faster.

Wanda, watching from afar: Is she okay?

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You&Me. (AU!College) Pt. 2

Summary: You have always had what you wanted. There’s just only one thing you don’t have: Natasha Romanoff.

Parings: Wanda x fem!Reader, Nat x fem!Reader, mentions of Nat x Bruce(?

Warnings: Love triangle. I mean nothing really? Just a little melancholic towards Nat, I think? But on another hand there's fluff for Wanda.

Word count: 2k

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3

A/N: This is the second part of my College AU!, I recomend reading the first part, thanks!

You dropped your bag on the floor, sighing loudly while you took off you coat to put it on the rack beside the door.

“Baby?” You heard her call out to you. Immediately a smile crept on your lips.

“Yes, love?” You shouted back, leaving your shoes and changing them to a pair of slippers.

“You home already? How was work?” You followed the sound of her voice to the kitchen where you saw her roaming around with her cute apron you gave her a while ago. She stopped cooking when she saw you and a smile crept on her face as well.

“Yeah… I started to feel sick so Maria let me come back little early.” You sighed again and sat on the counter facing your girlfriend.

“Sick? What happened? What are you feeling?” She washed her hands and walked towards you to take your face in her hands, watching you with concern. You smiled tenderly.

“Dunno, got a headache and… I couldn’t think properly.”

“Princess… Did something happen?” She just knew you so well. These 2 years of relationship and 1 of living together taught her everything she needed to know about you.

You smiled. “I can’t get away from you, can’t I?” You smiled again, pecking her lips, she chuckled and took a little step back, so she was resting her hands on your tights.

“Well, you signed for this when you decided to be my girlfriend.” She kissed your hands while you chuckled slightly.

“That I can agree.”

She was always like that, even when you met her when you were doing a degree while looking for a job.

Wanda Maximoff was the most incredible girl on the planet, and you knew that when you landed your eyes on her for the first time.

When you moved to Seattle after finishing college, you were heartbroken on a whole different level. You lost everything you knew and that shattered you. You started to make a degree on a college that was close to your apartment and pretty much got drunk every time you could, trying to drink away every single thought that was bringing you the pain of remembering your old happy days.

You had no one, and that was your reality, you lost your best friend, your crush, your hometown, everything you knew… And hell, it was hard. Sometimes you got to talk to Tony on the phone, and it was fine at first, craving to have at least someone to talk to, but eventually, it was too hard for you. Having to hear about everything that was your ex life, was making it harder.

So eventually you told him to stop calling you, that if he wanted to talk, he could via messages but not phone calls. If you wanted to heal, you needed to take a break from that period of your life that was shattering for you.

One time, at the cafeteria of the college you were studying, someone spoke to you for the first time.

“Hi…” A timid voice captured your attention.

“Hi…” Was your timid answer, not really being used to someone actually talking to you.

“Can I seat here? It’s crowded and there’s no seats available.” She asked shyly, hanging tightly to her tray.

“Yeah, sure, take a seat.” You nodded, dumbfounded because the girl standing AND taking a seat in front of you was incredibly beautiful. She noticed your staring and blushed, trying to hide with her brunette hair.

“I’m Wanda… Wanda Maximoff” She said after a couple of seconds, not bearing your intense stare anymore.

You coughed awkwardly, trying to dissimulate you just got lost with her beauty. “Y/N Y/L… I’m sorry if I ask but Maximoff’s a pretty unusual name around here, are you foreign?”

“Yeah… Actually I am, I’m from Sokovia, moved here to make a degree they didn’t have back there.”

“Wow, that’s so cool, I’m not from around here either, I just moved from across the country, I’m from New York.”

And that’s how it started.

Wanda and you grew incredibly close to one another, you became best friends and after a solid 7 months and a lot of thinking, you started dating. After a year of dating and both of you finished with the degree and with stable jobs, you moved in together.

It wasn’t easy, having the memory of Natasha, the only girl you ever loved, being so fresh in your memory, it was hard to give yourself a chance, you used to be so closed and keeping everything for yourself, but Wanda was the most caring, patient person you ever knew; she never pushed you to talk and waited for you until you were ready. You told her everything about your past, about how it was hard for you to open up and to give yourself an opportunity to love again.

She waited and proved everyday she was worth it. That you were worth it. And eventually you knew it too, and it was the best decision of your life, you never knew what it was like to love and being corresponded equally.

After 2 years, you knew nothing better that Wanda Maximoff was the love of your life, and the woman you were going to spend your life with. And you were truly happy about it.

Until things got complicated…

“Baby?” Your girlfriend gently asked, touching the side of your face, “Where’d you go? Stay here with me, please” She smiled tenderly, watching you with adoration.

You smiled sheepishly. “I’m sorry, I’m here.”

“Want to tell me what’s troubling your mind?”

You wanted to just ignore it, to let it go and focus on the dinner your girl was making and cuddling with her after. But you knew you couldn’t do it.

“Nat reached out to me.” Her face scrunched in confusion. Of course, she knew who Natasha was, after everything she did for you, you trusted her enough to tell her about that hurtful part of your life. She knew what happened and always supported you.

“What did she say?” She asked calmly, but her eyes were showing a slight turn of anger, she always supported you and knew she was a very big part of your life, but that didn’t mean she liked her at all, in fact, she couldn’t understand her at all, how she was supposed to be your best friend but couldn’t be there to talk about it if she never felt the same as you, but instead, she left you there shattered to pieces.

“Nothing, she just…” You started, Wanda just took your hand in hers and tried to calm you, she knew this part of your life was hard, and this was just reviving your trauma. She didn’t push you, she just waited patiently for you to be comfortable enough to talk. “She just sent me a message saying ‘hey’.”

“How are you feeling, princess?”

“I… I don’t know… We haven’t even talked in… I don’t know, 3 years? Since the incident… What could she possibly want?” Your anxiety was coming back, the feelings once you buried deep inside you were bubbling back again.

“You don’t have to do anything about it yet, baby, think about what you feel and if you want to answer, then you will.” You smiled lovingly at her. Wanda was the most beautiful person you’ve ever met, inside and out, she always knew how to support you and what things to say.

“Thank you.” You murmured before pecking her lips. “But how about now we eat dinner and then we cuddle watching ‘Harry Potter’?” You smiled widely, pecking her lips one more time, and excitedly hurrying to set the table while your girlfriend chuckled returning to the forgotten dinner she was cooking for the both of you.

--

To say you were having a bad time was sugar coating it. After that day where Nat tried to reach out to you, you kept overthinking everything and that was taking a tool on your mood. You were sad again, remembering all of the times you had with her and how you had to just throw it away because of feelings. And because of her too. She could’ve just talked about it, but no, she just went on, ignoring everything you once had and making you hate yourself for feeling.

You still haven’t answered her text yet, and, hell, you doubted if you even were going to reply. This week was hell for your feelings so you just kept your mind occupied with work. Wanda was the sweetest girlfriend of all the time, giving you space if needed and being patient with you. She knew this was something heavy for you, so she kept her distance but taking care of you, nonetheless.

Wanda worked on the morning shift, and you worked the evening shift, so it was an agreement you made breakfast and she made dinner. You were cooking when she came downstairs, fully clothed and ready to go.

When you were both eating at the table, your gaze stopped at her and your mind started to drift away. This week has been hell for you, but Wanda always stood by your side, giving you time to figure it out and listening and giving you her advice when asked. You knew you couldn’t ask for a better girlfriend, she knew Nat would always take a heavy tool on you, being your first love, but you were sure Wanda was the love of your life. Your relationship was the best and you were happy and safe with her, you knew it. And answering Natasha implied you getting unstable with feelings you were trying to understand and heal, you felt betrayed, angry, sad, but still you loved her, you were not sure if you still loved her romantically, but she was your best friend, and that feeling of so many years together couldn’t just vanish away. You were almost sure the answer was clear: Not replying. Letting her and whatever she wanted with you to just be forgotten and keep moving on with your life and with the love of your life, but something always pulled your thoughts back, the feeling of maybe she wanted to comeback after all this time… The curiosity of what she could possibly want…

“Earth to my baby princess…” You snapped out of your daydream when you felt your girlfriend’s hand on yours, bringing you back to reality. “Where did you go, my love?” She asked tenderly, bringing herself closer to touch your cheek softly, like asking for consent you wanted to be touched, so you leaned into her. And you knew… You knew nothing was better than with her.

“I’m not replying.” You said, making Wanda stop.

“Are you sure, baby?” She was eying you carefully, concern written on her features.

“Yes… I don’t need her anymore, I don’t know what she could possibly want, but… I’m still hurt because of what happened, and I still need time to heal and forgive. I don’t want to snap at her and end up with more hurt.” Wanda smiled sweetly.

“I’m proud of you, baby.” She leaned and captured your lips softly, both of you sighing, craving the closeness as you were a little distant over the week. What started as a soft touch started to get hungry, missing the feeling of your bodies together. She stood up and sat on your lap, kissing with need, harshly. You moved your hands, one to her thigh and the other one on her waist, keeping her in place.

The need was getting bigger and bigger, both of you moaning as hands explored and touched; until a ring on the bell made you stop. You stared at each other, questioning looks on your eyes and debating if answering the door or finishing what you already had started. Another ring made you sigh.

“I should get that.” You tapped her thigh, asking her to get up but she just whined and held you tighter.

“Nooooo… Please, I need this, I’m already wet, please, let’s just ignore it and I’ll call myself sick.” You chuckled at her, you needed her too but if you kept going she was going to late for work and you couldn’t bear that.

“We’ll have all night together, I promise.” She smiled and kissed you again before standing up and going upstairs to the bathroom to the finishing touches before leaving. You saw her go up and smiled to yourself.

Yeah, she was the one.

Another ring on the bell made you remember someone was at the door so you went to answer it. And nothing could ever prepare you to what was coming.

You opened the door and froze in place, you face went pale and you’re sure you forgot how to exist.

At the door, was no one more than Natasha herself.

a/n: Alright, put the torches out, FINALLY I'm here. I wrote and delete this a lot of freaking times because I had no idea of where to lead it. And what initially was going to be just a one-shot, kept as a two-shot and it's going to end as a three-shot.

This time I wanted to explore a little bit of Wanda's relationship and make you wonder... Maybe it's clear reader will end up with Wanda... But will she? Nat is back, what would she want?

Stay tuned for the last part!

Thank you so much, bebes!

[amberwritesstuffs]

Hello, everybody

I'm sorry I got lost

I had some vacations and I had no internet connection.

Thank you so much for all the love I've been receiving even when I was away!

I've been writing some drabbles and I'm going to be posting soon!

Thank you so much, loves!

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A very special dinner.

Summary: Wanda has been working a lot lately and you decide to make her dinner to cheer her up.

Warnings: 18+ smut, mommy!Wanda, fingering, degradation, praise kink, oral (r giving), slightly choking. (If I’m missing anything please let me know!)

Word count: 2k

Wanda was working home tonight too, arranging some paperwork Steve asked her to, she had been sitting in front of the desk nonstop since morning. She had been working a lot but today was the worst yet. The only time you actually saw her through the day was when you brought her some take out lunch and ate with her while straddling her lap, you talked a little but after eating you let her work again.

You were missing the attention of your Mommy but at the same time you knew she was going to be tired of working as she was for the entire week.

You were lying in bed watching a movie, hugging her pillow that had her scent and made you always feel safe (and turned on, but this was not the time) when you decided to do something nice for her, she was the one to always take care of you and made you feel better when you were tired or sad, so you could do it for her too. She deserved it for being such a good Mommy.

After evaluating your options, you decided it would be better to make her dinner since for lunch you had take-out. You were not the best like her, but you can defend yourself, besides, doing something easy but fancy should be a piece of cake. The recipe you mastered like Gordon Ramsay (According to you, but you fooled no one, that was not your fort) was a simple lemon pasta with garlic shrimp. You knew Wanda would love anything you cook for her, even if it was just a plain sandwich, but this was a different special occasion. She had been working nonstop and barely had any free time, but every little time she had, she made it up to you, to care and make you feel good, so, it was fair to do the same.

You started cooking the pasta, plain spaghetti in some boiling water while retreating the shrimp from the freezer. Meanwhile it was a relatively easy recipe and you made it before, you looked for it from your phone to just not mess it up.

Unfreeze the shrimp, clean it, cut it, and into a pan with butter. You started making your way through the kitchen, while listening to some music and moving your hips to the rhythm. It was getting better and better, and the kitchen smelled awesome with the mixed aroma of the shrimp combined with the butter, garlic and parsley. You were going to drain the water from the pasta when a pair of arms wrapped around your waist and a face buried on the crook of your neck. She inhaled deeply and you relaxed on her embrace, leaning into her.

“You smell good.” She said huskily, and you bit your lip.

“Is it the smell of the food that just impregnated on me?” You joked turning around to meet her eyes, ignoring the way her voice caused you to wet your panties a little.

“No, but that smells good too” she chuckled. “Was the occasion, princess?” She asked, pecking your lips and taking some steps back, letting you continue to cook.

“There’s no occasion, Mommy, I just wanted to do something good for you, since you were working so hard” was your reply, smirking while moving the shrimp and adding some crushed red pepper.

“Oh” she cooed, “My little princess is so good for me”, you bit your lip again, pressing your thighs together a little as an automatic response to her praise. Wanda noticed this and decided that she wanted some relief herself, but since she wanted to eat the dinner you were cooking, she decided to tease you a little, but in a different way she usually does, since she didn’t want you burning yourself or the dinner.

She hopped up the counter at your left and you eyed her cautiously. She smiled and gestured you to continue. You kept cooking and mumbling to some music while almost finishing the recipe when you heard a moan.

You returned your gaze to your Mommy only to see her massaging her breasts. Hard. You gulped. “M-Mommy?” You asked, gripping at the spatula.

“Keep cooking, baby, you don’t want to burn the dinner you’ve been cooking so perfectly for Mommy, hm?” She opened her legs, the short she was using reveling her inner thighs to you; she pressed her fingers through the fabric directly to her core, causing a long moan that send a chill down your spine. You wanted her. You made a move indicating you wanted to come close to her when she stopped everything, moving her hands off her body. “No, princess, keep cooking.”

“But- Mommy- I want to help you. I want to make you feel good, please.” You whined, struggling with the urge between your legs and the dinner that was on the stove.

“Finish cooking, princess, if dinner is good, I’ll think about rewarding you by using you like the toy you are to make Mommy feel good.” You gulped, your mind going hazy with need, but you nodded, trying to focus yourself on the food and not your girlfriend touching herself less than a meter from you.

She started moaning again when her fingers returned to her core, rubbing it slightly. Your mouth was watering, your hand gripping hard on the handle of the spatula, wishing to make her cum on your mouth.

She removed her shirt, revealing her boobs to you and you whimpered at that, her pretty nipples hard and calling for your mouth. She brought her fingers to her mouth and wet her index and thumb to then use them to circle her nipple, she let out a long, loud moan at that.

“Mommy-“ You whined, unable to focus fully on dinner.

“Be a good girl, baby princess, you are almost done cooking.” Her other hand finally dipped inside her shorts and she moaned loudly feeling her own fingers. You saw her hand inside her shorts moving and finally lost it. You approached her and latched your mouth on her right nipple while touching her thighs; Wanda let out a surprised moan at that and grabbed the back of your head. “Princess, you are not being good right now, I told you to finish cooking.”

“Mommy- I- I need you- Please” The look on your eyes made her own soft. She knew she was working a lot lately and had little time for you, and you missed her as much as she missed you. She smiled and kissed your forehead.

“How much until it’s ready?” She motioned the food on the stove while grabbing your jaw.

“Not much, it’s almost ready.” You whined, looking at her lips and latching again to her nipple, sucking eagerly.

“Come here, princess, I’m going to help you finish so you can finish me.” You gulped but smiled. Both of you moving to the stove, Wanda behind you, and you could feel her breasts against your back. You were done pretty quickly, when you turned off everything, and covered the just made food to put it on the oven to keep it warm.

“Mommy-“ You whined for the millionth time before turning into her arms and kissing her needly. Your lips moved on hers and when she used her tongue you complied and let her dominate you. “I want to make you feel good, please” you mumbled when she started kissing your neck, leaving pretty hickeys here and there.

“My sweet girl wants to make Mommy feel good?” You nodded, pulling her closer to you. “My little fuck toy…” She grabbed you by your neck and guided you to the counter she was minutes before. “Kneel.” She commanded and you complied, looking at her with needy eyes. She shimmed her shorts off and leaned on the counter again, making you gasp and your mouth water at the sight of her wet cunt. “Tongue out, pretty toy, Mommy is going to make herself cum on your mouth.” You did as she said and then guided your mouth to her core, the smell of her arousal only making you needier. Your girlfriend moved her hips against your mouth, letting long moans to be heard for you. “That’s it, baby, your mouth feels so good against my pussy.” Her movements were getting faster and faster, and you couldn’t take it, wrapping your lips against her clit and sucking harshly, she screamed at that, falling to the edge, while you continued to flick your tongue rapidly against her clit. “That’s it, Mommy is going to cum on your mouth, slut, you want that, don’t you?” She was pulling your hair at this point, making you moan against her. A few seconds later she let out a scream, gripping your head and moving you where she wanted. You let her ride out her orgasm before doing another long lick and raising yourself to kiss her.

She kissed back and the taste drove her crazy, she stood up and then turned you around leaning you against the counter, never breaking the kiss. She all but ripped your clothes, throwing them to the side and kissing your neck just the way you liked it. Her hands gripped your sides before hopping you on the counter the same way she did, opening your legs and standing between them.

Her hands went to your thighs, caressing them while going higher and higher getting close to your core. She dipped a finger, gasping at the wetness she found. “My pretty princess is so ready for me, hm?” When you didn’t answer, she slapped your pussy, making you cry out. “I asked you something, whore, who made you this wet?”

“You! You did, Mommy! Only you, please.” You grinded your hips, hoping she would take some pity on you.

“That’s right, mine” She said huskily while sliding two fingers inside of you and pumping them in and out steadily. “This pussy is only mine to fuck; I’m the only one who can make you moan.” You moaned loudly, bucking your hips, silently asking for more. “What is it, slut? It’s not enough for you?”

“No, Mommy, please, I- I need it harder- Please- I need you so much.” You whined, pleading into her eyes. She growled and started a rough pace making you scream. She grabbed your neck and squeezed, your mind going fuzzy at the feeling. Wanda felt you were close, but she knew what you needed to come harder than ever. With the same hand that was squeezing your neck, she guided your lips to her breasts; she certainly did not have to tell you twice as you took her nipple into your mouth, moaning against her. You sucked hard, loving the feeling of her boobs on your mouth, making her moan.

“You look so beautiful like this, dorogoya” Her accent was thicker and caused you to moan loud again. “You look so pretty sucking at my boobs while I fuck hard your tight pretty pussy.” Her pace increased if it was possible. You were close, and Wanda knew, so she moved her hand to rub your clit rapidly.

“M-mommy, I-“ You struggled talking as you wanted to continue moaning.

“I know what you want, princess.” She cooed, never stopping the brutal pace contrasting with her sweet voice. “Tell me who you belong to.”

You rolled your eyes in pleasure but answered as you could. “You. Only you, Mommy. I’m yours. I belong to you, only you- Please, let me cum for you, Mommy, let me be your good girl, please.” You frantically chanted, lost in pleasure, your entire body begging for release.

“Go ahead, princess, cum for me.” She kissed your head, guiding your lips to her nipple again. You latched to it finally letting yourself go, hard. You screamed, muffled a little by her breasts, body trembling as brutal orgasm ripped through you and slumping into her. Wanda let you ride your high and making you come down lightly, whispering sweet nothings to your ear. “You did so good, baby, you are such a good girl. My good girl.”

You sighed happily, finally opening your eyes to look up and meet her smiling at you. You smiled sheepishly and leaned to kiss her, feeling tired.

“Come on, princess, let me taste the dish you made for me.” She kissed your forehead and helped you down the counter. You went to take it out of the stove while Wanda set up the table. She then took a seat as you sat down on her lap, your head laying on her shoulder. When she served herself and took the fork to her mouth you straighted out, looking at her impatiently, curious of if the food was good. After taking the bite and swallowing she smiled at you, her arm on your waist tightening reassuringly. “This taste amazing, princess, you did so good”. She smiled, pecking your cheek as you blushed and smiled too, pleased with yourself for doing a good job for her.

Dinner went on Wanda eating on her own, and then feeding you too until all the food was gone. She rested on the chair and you snuggled closer to her as one of her hands rested on your thigh and the other one stroked your hair, enjoying this intimate time together. It was until she pulled you by your hair to look at you, making you yelp.

“I enjoyed this thoroughly, baby, but I did say you could get a reward if dinner was good.”

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Woo, you've been tapped for drunk love. Here's my appreciation for your works. Enjoy!

omg, thank so much, love <3

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This is actually not a joke, guys, please if you are "mature" as you say you are, don't read what you are not supposed to.

Minors please do not interact with any type of SMUT and if the blog say +18 please respect it.

i sadly and very regrettably read smut from a TOO YOUNG age and it 10000% fucked me up and desensitized me ://

for any minors reading this, PLEASE do not read smut. you might think you’re “mature” but it does have it’s consequences.

exactly. there’s no only legal consequences, it can be bad for their mental health. this is a friendly reminder to any minors on my blog, please unfollow and block me!

i’m assuming you’re of age now if you’re on the blog, otherwise please block me

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I'm such a whore🥲

h word thots you say 👀

sub!r and switch!bratty!wanda are left home alone by mommy!nat. when she gets back r is moaning, covered in cum and sweat on the sofa. r is begging for her mommy to help as she’s getting overstimulated so nat picks her up and takes her to the bedroom still confused until she spots wanda fucking herself on the bed with a dildo and using her magic so that it’s also fucking r

warnings (18+ only): smut, mommy kink, bondage, ball gag, voyeurism, vaginal fingering

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you do not have permission to translate/repost my works anywhere! likes, comments, and reblogs are always welcome & appreciated <3

“i’m home!” natasha exclaimed, kicking the door shut behind her. “you won’t believe who i ran into today at the-” the redhead almost dropped her belonging on the floor when she saw your nude form on the sofa. “what did you do?”

her voice was stone cold since she was under the assumption you had come without permission while she was gone. right as she was about to call out for wanda, you spoke. “mommy, w-wanda…”

natasha stepped closer to you and sat down picked your legs up before sliding them into her lap. she saw the streaks of tears running down your face and realized you may have not been the one behind all of this. “what about wanda, sweetie? did she misbehave while i was gone?”

you explained that wanda had asked you to watch a movie with her, which quickly escalated into her riding your face while using her powers to edge you. at some point she had decided to stop using you and head into the bedroom, leaving you alone in the living room in a mess of her cum and your tears. you were extremely frustrated when she didn’t let you cum and that showed.

“calm down, baby.” natasha cooed, massaging the inside of your thigh. “is my sweet girl sensitive?” you nodded shyly, slowly sitting up. “do you need mommy to take care of you?”

“yes, mommy. please, i need you so bad!”

“alright, honey, but i want wanda to see this.” natasha helped you to your feet and led you to your shared bedroom. “she needs to learn a lesson.”

you were greeted with the sight of wanda using her magic to pump a dildo into her cunt. she stilled when natasha grabbed the base and withdrew the toy from her. “n-nat, i can explain-”

“i don’t wanna hear it.” natasha grabbed the witch’s ankles and effortlessly bound her to a chair that she placed near the end of the bed. the russian pushed you to lay on the bed and kneeled beside you. “now, you’re gonna sit there and experience what it’s like to be a bad girl for mommy.”

natasha turned to you and cupped your heat, sliding her fingers through your folds. “wanda left you so needy, honey. i’m gonna fix that like i always do.” a strangled moan made its way past your lips as she slipped two of her digits inside your core. “mommy’s gonna make you cum over and over again until you’ve decided you’ve had enough.”

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Y/n: Nat, Wanda’s mad at me and she won't even look at me. How do I fix it?

Nat: Well, what'd you do?

[Earlier that day]

Wanda: Hey babe, I bet you can't tell me something that will make me happy and sad at the same time.

Y/n, putting her book down: You have the best tongue game out of the whole team.

Wanda:

Wanda, eyes glowing red: Get out.

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Would you ever write something where the reader is like forced to hold in their pee by Wanda and she keeps toying with them until they physically can’t anymore or a lactation kink? neither of them were on your rules for kinks so i was just wondering

Hello, anon, thanks for the ask!

Yes, I will write about lactation kink! With either Wanda or Nat or both, no one knows👀

And about the piss play, I'm not so sure, I tried to write one but is not good, actually is shit, so, I'm not sure if I will, that's why it's not in my guidelines, because I'm not sure if I'll be able to write about it or not

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“When someone loves you, the way they talk about you is different. You feel safe and comfortable.”

— Jess C. Scott

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70s wanda needs more appreciation

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do you ever just?? daydream about dating a soft, pretty witch??? living in a house full of rescued pets and keeping an herb garden together???? reading each other’s tarot cards and helping each other write new spells????? curling up on a cold winter night and reading to each other from your favorite books while you sip herbal tea?????? making out under the full moon??????? can you imagine????????

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Thank you so freaking much for reading it and recommending it! It means a lot to me🥺 I'm so glad you liked it

A touch of fire.

Summary: You have the power to control fire, you get an invite to join the Avengers; but what happens when they know the truth about you and your past?

Warnings: Little angst!/Mentions of death/Mentions of suicide.

Word count: 6k

Blurry.

That’s all you see. The trees passing by at a relatively fast speed before you… Or are you passing them? Are they running, afraid of you or are you the one that’s moving?

You try to focus yourself a little because all is extremely blurry and confusing.

“Y/N?” A voice asks and you do your best to just focus on where the voice is coming from.

“The tranquilizer must have been stronger than we thought” he says.

A tranquilizer. Right. You remember vaguely now.

The man sitting in front of you of the limousine is now your boss, Nick Fury, you can see his brow furrowed at you, concerned.

“Y/N? Can you tell me how you feel?”

You try and nod. “Everything is blurry… Where am I?” You tried to ask where they were taking you but couldn’t focus enough to say it.

“We are on the road… We should arrive maybe in half an hour” Fury says. Arrive… Where? “Y/N sleep a little… I’ll call Dr. Cho to tell her the tranquilizer was too powerful to you, she should change it immediately, so you don’t have any problems, alright?”

You nod, not exactly registering his words, so you focus on the trees moving outside, when your eyes give in.

You wake up in a room you’ve never seen before, it’s bright and the light is too much for your eyes, but you try to keep them open. Scanning the room, you realize your boss is there.

“Well, soldier I thought you’d never wake up!” he says smiling, you smile too, even though you are a little confused, mind still a little hazy.

“Where am I?” you ask sitting up.

“At the Avengers compound. Do you remember something?” he says carefully.

Remember… Ah, yes. You remember being on a medical bed, Dr. Cho telling you something about a new drug she created that was supposed to keep you relaxed so your emotions couldn’t go crazy, and your powers exploded.

“Yes, that’s exactly it. You remember why you need said drug?” Fury keeps interrogating, concern written all over his face.

“Not really…?”

“Well, it was the deal the government proposed when I got you out of their prison to bring you here.” Here… That’s where it clicks, you are on the Avengers compound, Fury said they needed to bring you here so you could train your powers and (as the government said) ‘not be a threat’.

You start to panic, your emotions getting the best of you as you start feeling fear and guilt all over again. They think you are dangerous, and you actually know you are, but it’s not what you want, you don’t want to be dangerous, you never wanted any of that to happen.

“Y/N I need you calm down, everything is going to be alright, you are safe now, I need you to focus on me and breathe or I am going to have to sedate you again” Fury says approaching you with his hands on either side of your face as he makes you look at him. When you do, you see concern and understanding on his features, so you try to do as he said. You close your eyes and take a deep breath.

You open your eyes relaxing as the panic starts to flow away. Fury smiles at you proudly. “That’s it… Now… We need to go, they are waiting patiently for us but are dying to meet you.”

--

Maybe an hour later you are walking out of the meeting room following Fury being a nervous ball. He introduced you to all of the Avengers, having you stand by his side before the large table where everyone was reunited. Eyes scanning you did nothing for your nervousness so you just ducked your head and played with your sleeves, not really listening to what Fury was saying next to you.

You know he filled them in with general information about you but reserved the details like you asked him to. They know your powers appeared a year ago, there was an accident where your powers got out of control and there were casualties, the government captured you and you spent months on a maximum-security facility where they used a collar to suppress your powers. He didn’t talk about the worst parts, just that he was informed months later about you and he fought for your release until he made a deal that state you had to control your powers and in the meantime you had to take a sedative drug to prevent more accidents. Or that they experimented on you trying to know where your powers came from. Or that you almost gave yourself to the pain and was about to give up on life. He talked to you and gave you hope again.

“We hope we can make you feel welcome, if you need anything just ask.” Captain America, or as he said: Steve, told you as you soon as you were outside the room.

“We don’t want you feeling any pressure, we are all family here, and we are happy to have another member”, the famous Tony Stark smiled to you.

“Thank you” you said, feeling a little less nervous, knowing that they were trying to make your stay pleasant.

“Fury told us about you a few days ago, and we tried to accommodate your room, but you can always tell us if you want something changed; what about if we show it to you so you can relax and set in?” Tony spoke again, and his tone was like he was talking to a son, and you felt warm inside. You smiled and nodded.

“I can take her there.” A feminine voice said.

Holy shit. Wanda fucking Maximoff was volunteering to show you the place. You felt your cheeks heat up.

Of course you knew who the Avengers were. You remember watching the news and seeing them save the day, even on Instagram and Twitter you would see videos of people experiencing up close the battle.

But out of all of them, Wanda Maximoff always stood up at your eye. You knew she was relatively new and she lost her brother some time ago. But since, you’ve been seeing her everywhere saving the day. Not mentioning you found her terriblybeautiful and hot. You would fantasize about meeting her but now there she was, standing in front of you, a warming smile on her lips and her green piercing eyes watching you with kindness.

You did nothing but nod with a new renewed nervousness to have your celebrity crush smiling you like that. Her face lit up with excitement and she offered a hand for you to take it. You felt a blush creeping up your neck as you took her hand and let her guide you around the compound. You smiled and said a thank you to the people that were talking to you before Wanda dragged you through the corridors.

--

You almost gasped as you took in the room that was supposed to be yours. It was big, and modern, and it had everything you needed and more.

“So… You like it?” Wanda smiled shyly to you, with her hands behind her back and an amused smile on her lips.

You could only nod, mouth open in amazement. The bed was bigger than you ever had and you almost felt like crying since this was the first time in… A lot of time… You were going to sleep on an actual bed. The past months being on jail and barely sleeping on the bunk that was nothing but super uncomfortable. You sat down on the bed, feeling the softness and warmth of it as your fingers traced it. “It’s so soft and warm…” You echoed your thoughts.

Wanda stopped smiling slightly, hearing what you said. “Yes… That is your bed… You like it?” She chewed on her lower lip, remembering what Fury said about you being on a maximum-security facility, and feeling the need to read your thoughts as they were really loud, but she knew better, before she would’ve, but now she was better.

“Yeah… It’s not cold and uncomfortable…” She looked at you, sadness written all over her face, you being so deep in thought and overwhelmed with emotions. But this time was different, there were good emotions.

Wanda moved and knelt before you, taking your hands on hers. “Everything will be fine from now on.” She said staring right into your eyes that took your breath for a moment. “You are safe here and we are going to protect you and care for you… I really hope you can see us as a family, because right now we are accepting you.”

Your eyes filled with tears, and the only thing you could do was nod as you felt warmth on your hands, but it was way different from the warmth you were used to feel.

“I’ll let you settle in, alright? It will be almost dinner time and we would love to have you there, what’d you say?” You nodded again, and Wanda smiled with amusement at your loss of words. “If you need anything, I’m in the room beside you. The one in front is Natasha’s, and the one beside hers it’s empty, we kinda separate from the boys for our commodity.” She explained and felt a little relieved to know there were only women around you.

But you felt hella intimidated too.

Natasha fucking Romanoff and Wanda fucking Maximoff were your neighbors. This was both intimidating and awesome.

Wanda left your room with a shy “See you later” and you fell completely on the bed, feeling overwhelmed again but in a good way now.

After thinking about it, you went to take a shower and change your clothes, and right after you fell asleep almost instantly. Someone knocked on your door and you stirred awake.

“Come in”. Wanda peeked her head into your room, smiling.

“Hi, Y/N, can we come in?” You furrowed your brows, we? You nodded, standing up, just as two women entered your room, and your eyes widened.

Natasha Romanoff was standing right next to Wanda, a friendly smile on her lips.

“Hi, Y/N, I’m sorry I couldn’t come with you and Wanda after the meeting, I had to make some paperwork for Fury. I’m Natasha” She held out a hand, and you took it, starstruck by both women.

Both women giggled when you said nothing, and you cleared your throat. “Hi, I’m Y/N” you blurted out awkwardly and they giggled a little again.

“So, dinner is almost ready, you hungry?” Wanda said, feeling joyful.

“Yeah, I am…” You said quietly but smiling. Wanda offered her hand again and you took it as Natasha guided you with her hand on the small of your back.

Normally this would be scary. Holding hands with someone for more than a second, or the proximity both women offered you would just give you anxiety. But this time was different, they seemed to not fear you, instead, they had kind eyes and warming smiles that just made you feel safe even when you knew them for a few hours.

--

Dinner was quite something, everyone joking and laughing as someone was telling some story, or Sam just said something funny mostly towards Bucky, as he was the loudest and Bucky the quieter. It felt like home, and you were grateful for it as you missed the feeling. No one asked you intrusive questions, nor pushed you to talk, they sensed you were feeling shy and instead, tried to make the environment more welcoming for you.

After it, you head up to your room with Natasha and Wanda beside you, talking about nothing.

“So” Nat begun “Tomorrow we start with your training, please be ready at 8 am, yes?”

“Yes” you said, a little more confident to speak this time. The women smiled at you and were parting to their rooms when you felt the need to talk. They’ve been so sweet and caring for you, and you only got out a few words towards them. “Um…” You began, not sure of what to say, both stopped and looked at you carefully. “Thank you… For, uh, for everything you did for me today… It’s a little overwhelming… But I’ll try my best.” You were looking down and playing with your sleeves all time, until Wanda used her hand to lift your chin so you could watch her.

“I know it’s overwhelming, no one is going to push you, you are safe here.” Natasha agreed putting her hand on your shoulder. You nodded, feeling loss at words again. They smiled again and said their good nights before disappearing into their rooms, you did the same, feeling relaxed and at peace for the first time in a long time.

--

You almost overslept, the bed was comfier that you thought and rested what you couldn’t in a long time but you were ready just in time when a knock came to your door.

“Y/N? Are you ready?” You heard Natasha’s voice on the other side. You opened the door and smiled, saying a “Yes, Nat”. She smiled at the nickname and motioned you to follow her. Before heading out, she knocked on Wanda’s door. “Wanda? Are you ready?” Wanda shouted an “Yeah, give me 2 seconds!” and short after she was stepping out with a smile on her face.

“Good morning, Tasha, Y/N” She greeted and both Natasha and you said the same. “Let’s go, it’s a big day today” Wanda seemed to be excited, but you could only feel nervous and anxious. This was going to be the first time they see your powers, and you could only think they were going to be scared and kick you after. Wanda, being the telepath she was, sensed your troubled mind and touched your arm kindly. “Are you okay?”

“Yeah…” You said, not feeling sure. Wanda smiled cutely.

“Hey… Everything’s going to be okay, we are here to help you, okay?” You nodded.

When you arrived at the training area, Steve, Bruce and Tony were already there. They greeted everyone and Bruce addressed you.

“Fury told me to give you this, but he didn’t quite tell me why, he said you needed to explain.” You stomach made a turn and felt heavy as you took the vial you recognized as the tranquilizer Dr. Cho created for you. Everyone eyed you carefully, questioning looks on their faces but said nothing.

“They are… Tranquilizers… They are supposed to make me feel relaxed.” You said sadly. And the Avengers noticed it. Tony tried to lighten the mood.

“Banner, I think you could ask Fury for some of those, they would be quite handy.” Everyone laughed slightly at Bruce’s face that reflected confusion, indignation and irritability.

Steve talked. “Well, Y/N, show us what you can do” when he finished, everyone started to back off, you looked at Wanda and then Natasha, they had reassuring smiles on their faces, as if saying “You got this”.

You sighed, and the anxiety came back, you didn’t want anyone to be harmed, and when you used your powers, that happened. Wanda must have sensed your doubt, as she approached to you. “Y/N, everything is okay… You can do it.”

“I don’t want anyone to be harmed” you whispered. Wanda touched your arm reassuringly.

“No one is going to be hurt, I promise you, I won’t let it.” You finally looked at her eyes and almost gasped at the intensity they reflected. You don’t know why, but you knew you could trust her. It was maybe that she felt what you felt a lot time ago, when they accepted her as one of the Avengers, maybe she understood, that’s what made you give her the shots.

“Please… If you see something going out of control with me… Just take the shot, this should calm me instantly.” She took them and nodded. Then she smiled and you felt a little better.

She backed up again and you took the chance to do it.

You brought your arms before you and tensed your fingers, concentrating. Then it happened. A little flame came out of your fingers and quickly became a full fire floating around your hands. You closed your palms before the fire could spread and looked at the Avengers, scared of what they might think.

“Can you do something else? Like throw them? Fire balls or something?” Tony asked, genuinely concentrated.

“Yes… And I can throw fire from all of my body too, but hands are the easiest.” You responded, shyly.

“Can you-“

“Tony what the hell, she can’t throw fire here, it can be dangerous.” You flinched at Bruce’s words… He was scared… You thought they were different, but here, you could see it, he thought you were dangerous…

“No, she’s not” Wanda spoke above their voices. You jerked your face up to see her. She had an annoyed look on her face as she walked to you. You only watched her until she got in front of you, a decided look on her beautiful eyes. “I can help. Throw them to me” Your eyes widened.

“What-?”

“Trust me” She whispered. But you didn’t know. Throw them? To her? What- was she crazy? “Y/N, trust me, I have powers on my own.” She said teasingly and you nodded, still doubtful.

She backed up a little, being opposite to you, and got into position.

“It’s okay” She said, still sensing your doubts. “You can do it, throw them. I’m ready.”

You were still scared but prepared to do as she said. You tensed your fingers again and the fire grew, then you separated your hands so each hand had a fire ball. Then you threw it.

You regretted it the moment you did, what were you thinking? It’s fire, it’s dangerous, but it was too late now, the fire ball went directly to Wanda. But she then used her powers to create a barrier that suffocated the fire ball when reached to it. You were dumbfounded. She just extinguished it? She smiled at you. “Told you.” She said happily as her eyes drifted from red to green.

After that, it was settled that Wanda would train you, since she was the one that could take the hits safely.

--

You grew extremely close to Wanda. Natasha would see you train too, always being pending on what you needed. She assumed this motherly figure to you and you were really grateful for it. But for Wanda…

Both of you would train for hours and you grew more confident of your powers because of her. She figured out a way to teach you how to use your powers correctly, and how to control your body temperature, as when you used your powers, your hands would end up burnt, and Wanda bandaging you carefully taking extra care. You were getting better and better at not burning your own skin.

It was a matter of time for you to develop strong feelings towards the witch. You already had a sort of celebrity crush but getting to know her personally up close was a totally different story. It was with her that you learned about a new way your face would heat up as you spent most of the time blushing because of her, as if it was a compliment or Wanda’s laugh. You spent a lot of time together and did everything together; she was the cook for the team and quickly you became her assistant, the team would constantly tease you because every time you both cooked, you would linger on it playing around.

The time you realized you were in love with her was when you were making Bolognese pasta for dinner and you started to play around pretending to play an accordion like the “Lady and the Tramp” as you sang the most horrible way possible just to make her laugh. She quickly picked up as she laughed to sing along with you; her laugh, combined with her melodic voice, became your favorite sound on the whole world. Then, as the last part of the song came, you took a single noodle in your mouth and motioned her to take it, she blushed but took it as you progressively went closer, stopping only until you were inches away, you stayed like that for a few seconds until you pulled away coughing awkwardly trying to hide your blush, Wanda giggled and served a plate only to push a single meatloaf your way, you catch the reference and quickly feel your neck heat up as you giggle, staring lovingly at her eyes. You stayed like that a moment, both of you unable to tear your gazes apart until Nat came through the door asking for the food. Both of you coughed awkwardly before Wanda blurted out a “Yes, it’s ready”, as you took the plates to take them to the table, feeling all your face go red. Nat only watched as an amused smiled grew on her lips. Since that day you were certain that your feelings for the witch were bigger than you thought, and it confused you since you weren’t sure if she felt the same way or she was just being friendly.

Your friendship with the team grew progressively quick as you kept training. When the team saw more control over your powers they started training you in 1v1 combat too, telling you that you needed to know how to fight too. Natasha was the one to help you with that, and every time you fought with her, Wanda was close to check on you, earning a knowing look from Nat as she teased how you weren’t able to be alone anymore, normally you’d laugh to hide the blush covering your cheeks. Everything was going just fine, until Fury came one day.

He claimed you weren’t taking the tranquilizers and scolded you for that, because that was the part of the bargain. But you didn’t like taking them, they made your mind hazy and affected your life inside the compound, not being able to socialize or train properly with the team.

Your argument got heated (quite literally) as you felt your body get hotter. He feared you. You were dangerous on his eyes and that’s why you had to take the tranquilizers. He did not care about you getting better at controlling them. He feared you could go crazy again and murdered everyone.

You got out of the conference room and headed straight to the training room hopeful you could calm down on your own and not with the stupid drugs. That’s when Nat came in and saw you punching the punching bag with steam coming out of your hands. She tried to talk to you but you were blinded in so much pain.

You tried. And it wasn’t enough for him. Him… The person that got you out of the misery. Without him, you’d still be at the hands of the government or dead. But still, no matter how hard you tried. You. Still. Were. Not. Enough.

Nat tried to get your attention but all she did was to burn her hands as she tried to touch you. When she screamed, you finally registered her presence, when you saw what you did to her, you got scared. Not her, you didn’t want to hurt her. Any of them.

“Nat, I’m so sorry.” You said, panicked, she tried to smile but only came out as a crocked smile, still holding her hands, you tried to come closer to her and grab her hands to see the damage, and she allows it, only to scream again when your heated palms touched her wrists. You look down and see her wrists red, as the smell of burn flesh invades your senses. “I’m so sorry, Nat, please.”

She sees you with terrified eyes, and you try to approach only for her to back off, trembling in pain. She didn’t want to be scared of you, but the hurt was making her act out of pure instinct. When you saw the fear on Natasha’s eyes, you panicked, and then ran off to your room, not seeing how your feet were leaving little flames everywhere they touched.

When you got to your room, you nearly set up everything on fire, everything you touched got burnt at some level. You went on full panic attack mode, where you grabbed your head, feeling a burning sensation as your palms were still heated. You tried to concentrate but the guilt came back, making you hate yourself, as you tried to stop thinking. And the familiar feeling came. The one you felt back at the maximum-security facility. The guilt fueled at maximum level and your mind trying to take it out. You stopped to see your hands and after a few seconds, lit them on fire, just for you to start bringing them to your own head, it would be easier, to just stop feeling. It would just hurt for a while, then everything would be at peace.

Then you felt something, a pinch, and your mind became blurry as your powers shut down. Someone dragged you to the bathroom and placed you under the shower. You felt cold water as your body poured out steam as it went back to it’s normal temperature.

--

You wake up feeling your head hurt. And when you open your eyes, Wanda is right next to you, eyes teary and a sad smile on her face. You try to smile and ask what happened when you see a burn on her right cheek. It’s red, and even though it does not look as bad at what you did to Nat, you can still see the damage. You try and reach before stopping yourself and dropping your hand again, afraid to hurt her.

“You are okay. Don’t worry, you are okay.” She must have sensed you wanted to ask, so she answered. “I shot you the tranquilizer, then got you into the shower. We all heard Tasha’s screams and went to check on her, but everything is alright now. She is fine.” You saw something in her eyes and you knew there was something she wasn’t telling you. But before that, you pointed her check.

“Did I do that?” You asked, scared of it. When she nodded, you felt even worse than before. You didn’t want to hurt any of the team, but Wanda and Nat were the ones that had a place in your heart. But knowing you hurt Wanda… The girl you fell for, just added to the feeling you had earlier. However, your mind was still hazy from the tranquilizer, so your powers remained shut down. “How… How did I hurt you?” You asked barely above a whisper, feeling your throat clench and your eyes starting to burn.

“I’m not sure… I entered the room and saw your hands on fire, and I listened what you were thinking and trying to do, so I just took the shot as you told me, but I think it was a reflex, as your hand brushed my cheek… Then I tried to take you into the shower but you were extremely hot for me to touch you directly, so I used my powers to do it. You fell asleep short after… You’ve been asleep for half an hour.”

“How’s Nat?” you asked after a little silence.

“She will be fine, Bruce treated her wounds and he said she will be fine.”

“What are you not telling me, Wanda?” You asked, sad all over your face. She sighed.

“You almost burnt the compound…” Your eyes go wide and the tears that were forming started to fall. “You left little flames with your feet. And it started expanding. Thanks to Tony and Steve everything was controlled, and didn’t go big…” A silence comes next, and you feel worse than before.

Then you start crying, “Not again…” You say, covering your face with your hands. “It is all over again, I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry.” Wanda moves from where she is sitting at the edge of the bed and climbs with you, making you lay on top of her. You tense, afraid of hurting her again, when she says “I’m not afraid of you. You could never hurt me.” And then tears come down full force as you hide your face on the crook of her neck as she hugs you tight.

When you calm down, she says “Since I met you, I felt this guilt and fear inside you… Fury never told us why they captured you and were on jail at a maximum facility.” You tense and she continues “I felt what you were going to do, you were going to use your own powers to kill yourself… And that wasn’t the first time you thought about it… What happened? Why are you so scared? Please talk to me, Y/N, I want to help you.”

You remain silent for a moment, after you decide it’s time to tell her, at least her.

“My powers came to me after being exposed to a weird animal. My parents used to work to the government in some place they had weird creatures they were experimenting on. There was this kind of Phoenix I always felt attracted to, I didn’t know why. My parents used to let my little brother and I go to their laboratory for us to see what they were working on. But this creature was so fascinating to me, I made the mistake of wanting to watch it up close. It was cute at first as the creature was friendly. And then it bit me. I felt sick at the very moment and my parents treated me the best way possible.” You make a pause, and snuggle closer to Wanda, which only hugs you tighter. “They kept it hidden to their bosses and everyone, but eventually my powers emerged. My parents did not want any trouble or for me to be captured and experimented on, so we all kept it a secret. But they kept growing and getting stronger by the second. I would release little amounts of energy with little balls of fire or just a flame to light the stove or to lit up the chimney. But one day my parents and I got involved in a big, big fight.” You took time to compose yourself, knowing this was the first time you actually talked with anyone about this, and Wanda, sensing where this was going, only sighed and hugged you closer, afraid that you might break.

“The fight began with me telling them I wanted to go to college and make some friends. After the incident I was quarantined on my home, not being able to see anyone else than my parents, and it was killing me, even though it happened merely a month before. They said no. I wanted to go. They said it was too dangerous. I said I could control them and be normal. And they screamed that I wasn’t normal and I was dangerous. And then I lost it. I think it exploded… All of the energy kept inside me… My emotions got the best of it… And I just let go…” You flinch again, remembering the scene and starting to cry uncontrollably again. Wanda says nothing as she feels her own tears stream down her face. “I just… Remember after seeing their bodies… What once was their bodies, burnt… Dead… Because of me… My father, my mother… My little brother… I didn’t mean to-… It was an accident…” And then you couldn’t talk anymore, as you crumbled in Wanda’s arms, crying, pouring your heart out. The woman beside you only hugs you and cries silently. But she sensed there was more. Seeing you couldn’t talk, she asked: “Can I look inside your head?” She tried to say it as gentle as she could so she didn’t disturb you. After thinking about it, you nodded, and her hand went to your temple and her eyes lit up red.

She saw everything, the moment the creature bit you, the moment you gained your powers, the frustration you felt of being kept, the argument, the accident, when they captured you and experimented on you, suppressing your powers with the collar, the moment Fury came to you offering an opportunity. She saw and felt everything. After it, you just cried until you fell asleep on her arms.

Wanda couldn’t sleep that night. She was afraid that someone could rip you away from her. All the fear that you felt during everything was stuck in her brain. She understood you. She lost her parents and her brother too, but this was different, very different. She could only imagine the amount of guilt you felt. “Don’t worry, princess, I’m going to take care of you from now on. This is a promise.” She couldn’t deny it anymore. She was so deep in love with you. Since the first day she felt drawn to you, being the newest Avenger until you arrived made her want to be close to you, and she only wanted to know you better and better, until she couldn’t deny it anymore. Seeing you grew out of your shell, from the quiet new girl to the newest member of the family, she loved everything about you, and she was not going to give up on you. You suffered enough, you deserved to be loved.

The next morning Wanda carefully slipped out of your embrace to go to the kitchen to make some coffee. She was tired but she didn’t want to leave you alone.

When she reached the kitchen, Steve was already there, leaning against the counter.

“Wanda” he said when he saw her, and she knew he wasn’t going to say something good. “We need to talk, come with me to the conference room, please.” She followed him without saying much.

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“You can’t do that!” She yelled at the team. When she arrived to the conference room, everybody was already there, and they filled her in with what the team decided. They were going to throw you out and back to Fury.

“It’s for the best.” Tony spoke, tired.

“How is it for the best?! How is she going to be better out?!” Wanda was starting to feel desperate.

“It’s not the best for her… It’s the best for us…” Bruce said quietly. Wanda got quiet as she saw everyone in the room. Last being Natasha. She had her hands and wrists covered in bandages, sitting quiet on the corner of the room, eyes glued to the floor.

“Do you agree with them?” Wanda asked her. Natasha said nothing. “Tasha… Seriously? After everything?”

Nat finally lift her gaze and met with Wanda’s. “I don’t… But this could’ve gone wrong…”

“That’s why we are here! We all agreed to help her! Why are you turning your backs to her?”

“We are scared…” Bruce spoke again, quietly.

“As scared as I was when I murdered my own family?” You spoke gaining everyone’s attention. Wanda felt your presence earlier, so she said nothing and just sighed clenching her fists, looking down.

Everyone was shocked to hear what you said, Nat watching you with surprise. “I’m sorry?” She asked, disbelieved.

“I think it’s time I tell you what Fury didn’t.” Wanda went to your side and intertwined your fingers, giving you her support.

--

Some time later, everyone watched you with surprise and horror on their features. Except for Wanda, she was watching you lovingly.

“I-I’m sorry, kid.” Tony spoke first. “We had no idea.”

“Yeah, I know, and I don’t blame you. I just wanted you guys to know the truth before you ask me to go.”

“You are not going anywhere” Nat said with conviction. Wanda and you eyed her surprised of her tone. “I’m sorry. We are your family, and it’s not fair what we are doing to you. We are supposed to support you, not leave you when you need us the most.” Nat started to tear up. “I’m sorry I even thought about it. I was scared… But it’s no match to what you are feeling. I want to help you feel like home, to know that you are safe and you can count on us. Please, forgive me, Y/N” She was tearing up at this point, moving to sit beside you, taking your hands with hers that were still bandaged to show you she didn’t fear you. You nodded, feeling overwhelmed again as she hugged you tight, telling you sorry.

Everyone apologized and made an effort to make you feel like home again. It wasn’t just Wanda the one that helped you train anymore, all of them helped in their own way. Bruce helping you control your emotions given his situation being similar. Tony helped to make the training room safer for you to use your powers freely. Steve and Nat trained you on 1v1 combat. Fury came back and both of you apologized, you agreeing to take the new medicine Dr. Cho made that it was significantly lighter than the others. Everything was fine again. Except one thing you had left to do.

--

You were sitting on the roof with Wanda, both of you admiring the stars, and chatting while eating a pizza you ordered before. You used to do that since the night you told Wanda the truth; she dragged you to the roof to watch the city lights and enjoy the company of the other one; Wanda was decided to show you the beauty of life and had a lot of events planned just for you and her. Eventually your eyes drifted to the witch beside you. She was gorgeous and you couldn’t control your feelings anymore. You were in love with Wanda Maximoff.

“Take a picture, it’ll last longer” She teased and you laughed at her comment.

“Nah, I prefer your live beautiful face.” You said back and she blushed. She scooted over to you and cupped your cheek with her hand. Since the incident where you burnt her, you wouldn’t touch her, afraid to hurt her again, but this time, Wanda took your hand and kissed it. “I’m not afraid of you, princess.” Your breath hitched at the pet name.

“I can’t deny it anymore, Maximoff, you made everything take meaning again… You did so much for me… You make me want to live, to actually be happy, to forgive my past and move on… And I can’t deny anymore that I’m so deeply in love with you.” She smiled beautifully as her eyes sparkled.

“Y/N, I’m glad to hear that… Because I’m so deeply in love with you too.” You dreamt of those words, and now you were hearing them directly from her. “I’m going to show you a world full of love, because you deserve it, and I’m going to help you heal.”

You smiled, knowing that you were already healing from your painful past.

She then leant and captured your lips on a sweet kiss.

You knew you were far from being good and at peace completely with your powers and your past. But this was a great start.

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