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Smol Donquixote Babies (◕◡◕-)

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Happy Birthday to my beautiful deranged man in pink <3

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I'm deactiving my Twitter but if you would like to follow me on Bluesky here is my account :3

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Gentle souls 🦋

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I missed Crocodile's Birthday by a month but I've been mad stressing over real life things so accept my thirst art inspired by Joe Manganiello's announcement!! 🐊

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Quick Sketch of Homing being a new happy dad! :')

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Some Thoughts on Homing Donquixote.

I'll always have a genuine soft spot for Homing Donquixote. So much potential and such an interesting character who has like the fraction of screen time Rosinante had, yet I think about him a lot. I'd love to know what brought about that passion and interest to "live as humans do."

I genuinely feel so sad for Homing and how naive he was, and how Doflamingo grew to hate him for his mistakes. He had such good and pure intentions but total unawaress of the real world and the sins of the celestial dragons in it.

It seems once they were exposed and on the run from reality, Homing started to feel the weight of it all, his mistakes of exposing his family to the world that hated them and the sins the Celestial Dragons carry as well as their own family and just wanted to die to pay for it, but only him not his family.

I love that there's Martyr part about him that completely contradicts the demon Doflamingo becomes. Upon my first watch I got a lot of Christianity metaphors vibes from it (or I'm looking at it way too deep) but Doflamingo screams fallen angel sybolisim so much.

I wonder if in that case, that's something that Doflamingo grew to hate that Homing just suffered and endured the punishment, he didn't fight back. (giving Homing the benefit here is that he probably just didn't know what to do, he was also scared and losing his wife also just left him lost)

But that's probably why Doflamingo hates weakness as well, one of the many reasons, but he never wants be put in that vulnerable and helpless position again. That's why when Trevol gave him power, he took it. Homing had no idea his son had wondered into the evil hands of Trebol, who knew how to use Doflamingo's anger and power but also his need to gain control back over his life because Homing failed to protect him and their family and instead put them in so much danger.

I noticed that just before Doflamingo kills Homing, he gets angrier and kills him when Homing says "I'm sorry you had a father like me." which is probably the last thing he wanted hear because in his mind it justified that Homing was weak and just putting them in danger with his naivety and gentle nature that never fought back.

It's so sad because Homing never stopped loving Doflamingo and was sorry for the hell he had put them through, exact opposite of what he wanted his boys to grow up and experience, I think it's so interesting that at some point, Homing had this moment and dreamed about taking his family somewhere out of Mary Geoise, that the grass was greener on the. Other side, it was better to live as humans do than it is to live as "gods", I'd love so much to know what was it that gave Homing that dream and pushed him to do it.

(it would be so sad if it was because of something a baby Doflamingo did or said, oof)

Anyways, this is my thoughts of Homing Donquixote. He may have had like a minor role in Doflamingo's backstory but I love his character so much and am probably 1 of 3 whole Homing Donquixote fans.

I should start working on something for Crocodile's birthday but the image in my head wants to draw Homing with a toddler Doflamingo now cause I would have loved to seen those happier moments before it all went down :')

I still get emotional over this drawing, I haven't moved on from drawing this.

I think A LOT about Homing hurting over Doflamingo's anger and hatred towards him. :'(

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Happy Birthday Monet 💚🕊️

27/08/2024

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"I have no intention becoming like you... Unlike you, I was saved."~Law 752

I think a lot about the fact that Law was the little Doflamingo that Rocinante was able to save, that he was able to be the good and much needed Love that would save Law from the tragic fate Doflamingo wasn't able to deviate from.

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Finished watching Dressrosa, I'm so in love with this character, everything Ive ever wanted in an villain tbh

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Rewatching one piece with my sister has been great because I've been Documenting every episode Doflamingo makes an appearance in with minor descriptions.

I can list it here and update as I go along if anyone's interested :3

There's other notes for Monet and Crocodile cause they're my other favs too.

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Crocodile over the years🐊

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Maybe in another life, we could have lived as humans do...

And you wouldn't have to try to forgive me.

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So from what I can gather, Doflamingo has his mother's eyes :') I wanted to draw it for myself and he looks so much softer but damn I love him.

Apparently I read that Cora said Doflamingo really loved his mother which just hurts more :')

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Emotional support Demon

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DonQuixote brothers