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my favorites pics of 'the eras tour' ♡

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false alarm it's been 48 hours since I answered so safe to assume I've been ghosted again

a girl messaged me first on hinge...it's been 84 years

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Autism is so funny because literally the only thing I can get myself to eat right now is fucking nacho fries from Taco Bell 😭

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I'm so tired today is gonna be interesting

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Got a rare dopamine boost scrolling bluesky and seeing:

1) US politicians in deep red districts being confronted by their increasingly angry constituents.

2) Seeing the size and number of protests happening at tesla dealerships (scroll TeslaTakedown or check out Alex Winter’s feed)

3) Vermont showing up to scream at vance and ruin his ski holiday

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finished with the emergency. I leave with ambulatory in 20 minutes 🙃

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my rotationmate who's supposed to take morning cases because she's moving on to large animal medicine in the morning is not answering phone calls. I'm on my own and won't get to sleep before I leave at 5 IF they let me leave

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I got called in. I have to be up in four hours. I'm feeling murderous

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someday I will have my own land and will plant the most beautiful flower garden

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I don't want Elon Musk to kill himself because that would get him some sympathy from liberals and "oh so you don't care about mentally ill people?" would become a common line. Ideally I'd like him to be assassinated Luigi-style, but again that runs the risk of him becoming a martyr. No, the best way for him to die is in a stupid accident of his own creation, which I'm frankly shocked hasn't happened yet. Y'know like Tesla malfunction, falls over the non-OSHA-certified guard rails in his own factory, SpaceX explosion, crushed to death trying to fuck one of his ugly robots, ect.

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I still reserve the right to be a whiny complaining bitch though

this is very weird but like...I think I'm not depressed anymore? I have been pretty much my entire life and this last six weeks or so I just feel so much better. which makes no sense because the world is falling apart and I'm stressed as hell about everything! and yet I'm constantly planning out fun things to do and enjoying my alone time and can't drive anywhere without thinking about how pretty the world is and how much of it there is I want to see. how bizarre

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this is very weird but like...I think I'm not depressed anymore? I have been pretty much my entire life and this last six weeks or so I just feel so much better. which makes no sense because the world is falling apart and I'm stressed as hell about everything! and yet I'm constantly planning out fun things to do and enjoying my alone time and can't drive anywhere without thinking about how pretty the world is and how much of it there is I want to see. how bizarre

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warm winter tones

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remembered I have free will while shopping for lunches this week so I will be having cosmic brownies in the vet truck

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new dilemma: what is my doctor name going to be? my last name is three syllables which seems too long and my first name isn't common enough to not have issues with pronunciation/spelling

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if I have to be part of this surgery my day is ruined