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still feel this heavy… missing yall 💙💛🤍

i haven’t posted in months life’s been crazy! cant believe it’s been over a year since i started writing

im so emotional tn and this edit made me feel some type of way

a year ago i was the most depressed i’ve ever been in my entire life

and when i would escape to outer banks it was like everything wasn’t as bad as it felt

now a year later im not as attached to the show and im feeling happier in my life

thank you outer banks for actually saving my life in a way i cant explain

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oh thank god

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i fear today is the day i draw the line

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i forgot how much i love this one

Could you do dark!rafe with a pouge reader he has just started dating. I don´t know just how dark you would do, so perhaps just a bit toxic and mean. The reader has an insecurity and Rafe in his own toxic mean way tells her that he wants her as she is. So the reader is insecure and feels like needs to step up, not able to compete with the pretty kook girls. She dresses more comfortable/girl next door but switches it up for a party they are going to thinking that is what he wants. Heavy extreme makeup, short dress, high heels. Rafe meets her at the party but is taken by how she looks and is quite direct with telling her that she looks ridiculous and she gets a bit sad feeling embarrassed

“what the fuck are you wearing? you look fucked. did you hit your fuckin’ head or somethin? c’mere.” your eyes started welling up with tears as your boyfriend rafe pulled you by the wrist through the crowd of kooks and into the nearest bathroom of topper’s party. embarrassed by his actions, the second he closed the door you felt as though you were about to break.

“y-you just humiliated me in front of all your kook friends, rafe.” you said quietly, still taken aback by his harsh words.

“i embarrassed you! are you fucking serious right now?” he laughed cruelly as he yanked you in front of the mirror. “do you not see yourself? l-look at yourself, you showed up like a slut, y/n. you look like some wannabe kook.” the man you met a month ago, who had fallen madly in love with everything about you, who treated you like a princess and told you how beautiful you were every chance he got, was tearing away every single bit of confidence he once helped build.

now the clumps of mascara you had layered on were streaming down your tear-streaked face, blending with the thick foundation. rafe lifted you up so you were sitting on the sink. “baby, don’t cry, j-just fucking take it off. here, i’ll take it off. i think these are makeup wipes.”

“i-i’m sorry, i thought… i thought you’d like it. i wanted to fit in, look like the other girls,” you said, your voice trembling despite your best efforts to stay composed.

he sighed deeply, his expression softening slightly but not enough to hide his irritation. “yeah, well, you don’t need to try so hard, okay? just be yourself or whatever. stop trying to be something you’re not.” he roughly wiped at your face, removing the makeup in harsh, impatient strokes.

“there, better. i love you, ok? just… don’t embarrass me again, alright?” rafe pulled your slutty dress down to cover your ass, then pecked your lips. “let’s get out of here. i need a drink, and you need to get out of those ridiculous heels.”

a/n: i hope you like this!!!!🤍 i love getting requests

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ok but how do i make a cute masterlist??? asking for a friend

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might start writing again???

im thinking like shypogue!reader who is childhood best friends with rafe but readers parents are fucked and leave a lot so rafe has to take care of her idk help

send me your requests babies🤍🫶🏻

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You were born bluer than a butterfly

Beautiful and so deprived of oxygen

Colder than your father's eyes

He never learned to sympathize with anyone

I don't blame you

But I can't change you

Don't hate you (don't hate you)

But we can't save you (but we can't save you)

(via @/iconistaedits on tiktok)

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life has been so crazy! i need to start writing again when life calms down!

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do you think drew and angel gossip about how unprofessional rudy is

yes and drew is trying to mediate angel’s anger about the topic. he’s all like “yes you’re right, but it’s just none of our business, kay?” and angel is just like “no. i actually do think it is my business.” like girl shut up

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omg i feel so honoured!! thank you! this tag means so much!🤍🫶🏻🤍

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Credits to the divider owner: @bernardsbendystraws

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★ drew looks sooooo country boy here i’m going insane <3333

…need him to fuck me in an abandoned shed until I pass out

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no cause like what??? how can someone be THAT hot

HELLO ??? hey so like i just died—

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nah, give me s2 rafe back. i need his psychotic reckless mind doing all of it, fuck this softie

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im curious on y’all’s opinion on her (personally i like her but also jealous ahah)

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i miss s2 batshit crazy rafe😢

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yes sofia is a pogue and it is mentioned!!

omg yay i love that sm

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wait hold up pls spoil it for me!!

is sofia a pogue???