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part 7 of me remembering my old emails and having to reset passwords for everything omg

[amajanah]

𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚒𝚛 𝚐𝚘𝚎𝚜 𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚌 𝚊𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚎𝚛. time slows down. 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐫𝐮𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐩𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐨𝐬. she sinks into a trance, plummeting deeply into a bottomless well of cosmic energy. she reaches across the barriers of time and space, 𝑎𝑐𝑟𝑜𝑠𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑢𝑙𝑓 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑟𝑖𝑓𝑡  [ … ]  

𝖜𝖆𝖓𝖉𝖆 𝖒𝖆𝖝𝖎𝖒𝖔𝖋𝖋, as understood by layilil.    credit.

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CALL OUT POST FOR CIANA @ mudwoven !

WARNING: If you do reblog this post, please DO TAG IT with both of the following tags: cianada tw, cianadatw. It is to protect others from her. Thank you very much.

This is a call out post against Ciana (formerly known as Taylor on blogs with the urls “mercying” and “blkhaven”) who’s currently active on her “mudwoven” account which was formerly known as “iwasburning” or “redhoneyhq” and this blog was probably made between years 2018-2019 (currently we only have proof of her new existence as “redhoneyhq” back to April 2019).

She is a person who’s BLACKFISHING / CATFISHING. You read correctly, Ciana is not black. She’s already been called out for this back in 2018 and apparently she just didn’t have enough. She’s also WHITEWASHING characters (f.e.: using JLaw for Katniss) and USING PROBLEMATIC FCs or supporting them (Henry C*vill, Ian S*merhalder, Nathaniel Buz*lic, JLaw,…). I also heard several terrible stories that include Ciana as the BULLY (and if you ask her for her version of the stories, she gives various versions and makes them up completely). Please don’t take all this lightly, in fact it’s gone too far.

All these titles include links to evidence:

ORIGINAL CALL OUT FROM 2018 + PROOFS IT’S HER

SIDE-BY-SIDE PICS + DISCORD NAME

N WORDS AND CLAMING SHE’S BLACK

PAGES GOING MISSING + THEIR NUMBER COUNT TOO

APPROVES USING HENRY CAVILL AS FC DESPITE HE’S PROBLEMATIC

KATNISS/JLAW ISSUE

KOLVINA ISSUE

Have a great day! <3

[amajanah]

the stories i could tell you  ─  what i have suffered,  what i have endured,  what i have survived.  and also the horrors i have committed.𝙸 𝚄𝙽𝚂𝚃𝙸𝚃𝙲𝙷𝙴𝙳 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙻𝙳 𝙾𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝚃𝚁𝚈𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚃𝙾 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝚃𝙴𝙲𝚃 𝙼𝚈𝚂𝙴𝙻𝙵.

private 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚊 𝚖𝚊𝚡𝚒𝚖𝚘𝚏𝚏,  loved and honored by layilil.

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i  did  laugh  at  diana  dramatically  screaming  “  i’ll  never  love  again !!!  “  when  she  did  finally  let  steve  go  though

theres  so  much  wrong  with  ww84  but  the  fact  that  they  want  me  to  believe  that  diana  was  so  hung  up  on  steve  (  the  first  man  she’s  ever  met,  someone  she  only  knew  for  maybe  a  week  when  she’s  …  thousands  of  years  old ??  )  that  she  was  physically  incapable  of  moving  on  from  him  even  after  seven  decades,  bought  a  ranch  just  to  name  it  after  him  &  got  so  violently  upset  at  the  thought  of  him  leaving  again  that  she  put  the  world  at  risk  …  no

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theres  so  much  wrong  with  ww84  but  the  fact  that  they  want  me  to  believe  that  diana  was  so  hung  up  on  steve  (  the  first  man  she’s  ever  met,  someone  she  only  knew  for  maybe  a  week  when  she’s  . . .  thousands  of  years  old ??  )  that  she  was  physically  incapable  of  moving  on  from  him  even  after  seven  decades,  bought  a  ranch  just  to  name  it  after  him  &  got  so  violently  upset  at  the  thought  of  him  leaving  again  that  she  put  the  world  at  risk  . . .  no

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❝       THEY SAY YOU SHOULD NEVER LEAVE THE  SON  OF YOUR ENEMIES ALIVE BECAUSE HE’LL GROW UP TO TAKE REVENGE   …   BUT THEY DON’T SAY ANYTHING ABOUT DAUGHTERS.      ❞     IND  &  PRIV.   𝙷𝙴𝙻𝙴𝙽𝙰 𝙱𝙴𝚁𝚃𝙸𝙽𝙴𝙻𝙻𝙸 of  DETECTIVE COMICS.       by  paulina.

[amajanah]

“ it's never too late to come back to my side. ”

❛❛    mother..    ❜❜    her lips part to say more,   but her mind comes to abrupt standstill.   she wrings her hands in an unusual show of apphrension.   compose yourself,  diana.   do not act like this in front of everyone.   it takes her a few moments to do so before continuing,   her gaze lingering only on the horizon beyond them.    ❛❛    you know that i cannot do that..   even these fleeting visits are too much..   it’s..    ❜❜   diana’s naturally passionate voice falters as she speaks,   her eyes cast downwards   &   her fingers quickly wiping away unwelcomed tears;   she feels the burn of embarrassment in the ones that draw hot lines across her cheeks   &   down her jaw----    this is her duty,   was it not ?    what is there to cry about ?    how could she present herself to her sisters,  to the gods..   to her mother if she lets such unrestrained weakness show ?   a part of her is angry that she were the one picked to carry such a task,  &   another part of her knows she wouldn’t have wanted anything else.   it doesn’t matter what she thinks of her fate anymore for the constant emotional exhaustion shatters the last of her willpower;   she reaches for her mother,   in the only way a daughter knows how.

❛❛    i am so---   [ a sob interrupts her whispers ]  tired,   amma.    i miss you---   everyone,   [   &  another ]  so much.    ❜❜

 prompt.      accepting.

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RED MOONLIGHT  &  THE CHAOS AROUND IT.     [   @arachnai  &  @nexusbeing   ]

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DANGER HAS A NAME   /   𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚊 𝚊𝚕 𝚐𝚑𝚞𝚕   ─   DAUGHTER OF THE DEMON.   executed by layilil.

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@stalkjustice​  said :  “  you’re  heavenly  and  yet  so  human .  “

 she   is   equipped   to   handle   a   great   many   things ;   flattery ,   though ,   has   always   felt   somewhat   foreign  to   her .   centuries   of   shelter   can   do   that   to   someone .   despite   the   title   [   OH ,   KING   OF   THE   AMAZONS   ]    —   she   had   never   been   anything   less   than   an   equal .   always   tried   to   act   as   such :   never   arrogant ,   never   demanding .   her   gaze   comes   to   rest   on   the   woman   at   her   side ,   fingertips   calloused   by   thousands   of   years   of   war   betraying    their   appearance   in   their   tender   embrace   of   misty’s   shoulder .    ❛❛     i   appreciate   that   you’ve   noticed   that   side   of   me ,   where   many   often   don’t .      ❜❜    an   earnest   sentiment ;   no   historian   on   earth   could   quantify   alone   what   she’s   seen ,   what   she’s   lived   through .   the   fall   of   empires ,   the   fall   of   entire   civilizations    —     with   such   longevity ,   how   does   one   hold   so   tight   to   their   humanity  ?   

 she   remembers   how ,   as   she   straightens   her   posture   once   again   (   the   difficulty   of   standing   out ,   so   literally ,   among   outsiders ;   it   requires   a   great   deal   of   bending   over   )   with   a   smile .   ❛❛      i   also   appreciate   your   company ,   misty   knight .   ❜❜   her   fond   touch   lingers   a   moment   longer ,   before   her   hand   is   removed   from   the   woman’s   shoulder .     ❛❛      perhaps   you   could   grace   me   with   it   more   often ,   it   is   . . .   rather   refreshing ,   i   think .     ❜❜

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@alceia​  said :   "  long  story  short ,  i  survived .  “

 ❛❛      are   you   so   sure  ?   perhaps   i’m   merely   hallucinating    —      ❜❜   the   king’s   hand   playfully   nudges   diana’s   shoulder   as   if   to   confirm   for   herself   that   she   did ,   indeed ,   survive .   of   course   she   did ;   but   it   wasn’t   in   hippolyta’s   mind   that   any   thoughts   to   the  contrary   did   linger ,   she’s   quick   to   assert   as   such   as   she   quietly   draws   lengths   of   black   hair   away   from   her   daughter’s   face .   ❛❛      as   much   faith   as   i   have   in   your   ability ,  one   could   be   forgiven   for   a   night’s   worry   or   two .   philippus   was   nearly   inconsolable   when  i   relayed   the   news   to   her .      ❜❜    where   hippolyta   has   long   kept   her   feelings   more   closely   guarded ,   they   both   share   such   an   intensity   of   feeling   toward   her    —   motherly   instinct .   and   while   they   lay   awake   together   at   night ,   their   ache’s   about   the   dangers   in   diana’s   path   plaguing   their   dreams ,   a   part   of   them   knew   she   would   always   survive .   they   could   at   least   take   some   solace   in   that .

 ❛❛      if   i   were   you ,   i   would   seek   her   out   next .   i’m   sure   she’d   be   happy   to   smother   you   with   attention .         ❜❜    oh ,   who   is   she   kidding ;   grateful   arms   coil   tight   around   the   princess ,   gentle   kiss   pressed   to   her   daughter’s   forehead   in   concert   before   it   is   shaped   into   a   tender   smile .    ❛❛      though ,   i   will   make   no   effort   to   hide   my   relief .     ❜❜

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              𝙷𝙰𝚆𝙺𝚆𝙾𝙼𝙰𝙽™.     –––       EVERY SEAM OF MY SELF,  IT IS SEWN TOGETHER BY AN ACT OF LOVE.  BY SOMETHING HEARTFELT,  AT ITS VERY CORE.     –––     (  private  writing  blog  by  róisín.  )

[amajanah]

dear everyone. today i tried to commit suicide due to my mother beating me, pulling my hair, calling me monster, saying i deserve it. all she does is patronize me everyday. im a homeless trans man and i cant do this any more. please im begging you. I am begging you. Please support me to move away. please im ao desperate. i cant do it anymore. i escaped a toxic father who tried to kill my mom, now im with this beast of a woman. i dont think i can last much longer. i need at least 2000 to just try and move away . im begging you. help me.

https://paypal.me/jacemart?locale.x=en_US

cashapp: $jacemart

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❝     i would rather beall dead or all alive—   but never half of one,    or half of the other at the same time.      ❞    »  jessica drew  of  marvel comics  by paulina.

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                           𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃    𝙸𝚂    𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁    𝙼𝚄𝚂𝙴𝚂    𝙰����𝚂𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚃𝙸𝙲

BOLD  what  applies  to  your  muse  ,   ITALICIZE  what  they  like    /    repost  ,    don’t  reblog  !

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tagged by  :    @saintehylia  xox

tagging  :   @nexusbeing @arachnai @dinopunching + whoever sees this !

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the stories i could tell you  ─  what i have suffered,  what i have endured,  what i have survived.  and also the horrors i have committed.  𝙸 𝚄𝙽𝚂𝚃𝙸𝚃𝙲𝙷𝙴𝙳 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙻𝙳 𝙾𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝚃𝚁𝚈𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚃𝙾 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝚃𝙴𝙲𝚃 𝙼𝚈𝚂𝙴𝙻𝙵.

private 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚊 𝚖𝚊𝚡𝚒𝚖𝚘𝚏𝚏,  by layilil.