alprazangel

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crossfaded watchin goodfellas w my man is always the fuckin best

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he brought me 2 high noon tall boys 💛🍑🥤

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btw the trick worked, i literally was not hungry all day and im still not hungry for dinner but my bf is cooking pretty healthy tn so ill have a lil salmon and some veggies. he thinks im doing low carb for health issues but still brings me beer 🍻🤣 men are funny. don’t have enough in my script to be doing that daily but probably once or twice a week to speed up my progress.

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i love xannaps 🤍

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got drunk ln & when i was like 4 beers in my ex added me on snapchat….and then i stupidly sent a message like hope you’re doing well🤍 ugh why tf didn’t i just let him reach out first. i dont wanna check and see if he answered. i saw someone else on here say that 2mg of xans and a white monster will kill your appetite for the day so im going to try it right now lol. i have one beer left over so ill drink that first. not sure what else im gonna do today but i def will not be clicking on that evil little app!

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wide awake at 2 am.

48 hours without a drink. i’m trying to make it at least four days.

just dosed, 3mg xanax. waiting for it to kick in then gonna get comfy w my bong. i’m sad, my brains full of recurring thoughts i’d rather not deal with right now.

heartache.

barely ate yesterday - starting to feel a small difference especially in my face, bloating is down. i need to add some workouts in to help speed up my progress.

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2mg xanax & .5 klonopin

wax pen & joints

no alcohol td, hungover and sad

meal plan - ramen lunch, filet mignon & veg dinner

depressed, in bed, no workout td

thank god for benzos. no thoughts, no anxiety, don’t even feel the need to journal or even ruminate on last nights mess.

decided it’s time to enter a season of isolation again so i can work on myself and glow up in all areas of life.

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when he comes home with a 12 pack 🤍

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i fasted til 3 td :-)

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xanaxxx & paxx