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Woah.

Hello.

It's legit been years since I've been on this website, oh my. A friend mentioned tumblr and I thought about this blog, and honestly, how much I have put out about myself here. How much I've changed as I was on here.

I have spent a solid hour or two just scrolling through my old posts. The people I interacted with, and now dearly miss, my old thoughts, beliefs and just over-all being...how I shared things I was never comfortable with, things I was scared to expose to the "real world". How I was so confused and scared of things that I just didn't understand.

And wow.

I had this blog back when I was entering a very...difficult period of my life. And this blog really starts to shows that. And it also shows how crucial this place was during those years. So much has changed since I've left tumblr. And also, so much has remained the same.

Anyway.

Hello again to those who see this and remember me. I became sentimental and thought it'd be fun to just...make a fun update to an abandoned place that once held so much of me.

I've always thought about deleting this account, but truthfully, i do enjoy seeing my development into who I am now.

Anyway - if any old mutuals see this, hello! Its been a while and I would love to chat again. Feel free to respond or DM, or...whatever else you do on this site (so many things have changed, what?)

'Til then, off I go once again.

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Moving

Hey y’all, so i’ve been thinking about this for a while

but I will be abandoning this blog; one because I barely come on to this site as it is with rl responsibilities in the way and two, because theres a lot on here that I’d rather forget. However, I feel like there’s also a lot of things on here that show me that I have changed and overcome a lot of things that I didn’t think I originally would. 

Right now I think I am going to open a blog where it likely will just mainly be art and a separate one for reblogs, things to keep separate while also keeping my personal life out of it. It won’t be up now, probs later on when I have the time to focus on drawing again. 

The amount of friendships I’ve formed from this blog, interests and encouragement from everyone is more than I could say. Thank you to those who stuck by me, especially for years. I’ll eventually be back, eventually. With a new blog and art. 

Thank you <3

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Moving

Hey y’all, so i’ve been thinking about this for a while

but I will be abandoning this blog; one because I barely come on to this site as it is with rl responsibilities in the way and two, because theres a lot on here that I’d rather forget. However, I feel like there’s also a lot of things on here that show me that I have changed and overcome a lot of things that I didn’t think I originally would. 

Right now I think I am going to open a blog where it likely will just mainly be art and a separate one for reblogs, things to keep separate while also keeping my personal life out of it. It won’t be up now, probs later on when I have the time to focus on drawing again. 

The amount of friendships I’ve formed from this blog, interests and encouragement from everyone is more than I could say. Thank you to those who stuck by me, especially for years. I’ll eventually be back, eventually. With a new blog and art. 

Thank you <3

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Moving

Hey y’all, so i’ve been thinking about this for a while

but I will be abandoning this blog; one because I barely come on to this site as it is with rl responsibilities in the way and two, because theres a lot on here that I’d rather forget. However, I feel like there’s also a lot of things on here that show me that I have changed and overcome a lot of things that I didn’t think I originally would. 

Right now I think I am going to open a blog where it likely will just mainly be art and a separate one for reblogs, things to keep separate while also keeping my personal life out of it. It won’t be up now, probs later on when I have the time to focus on drawing again. 

The amount of friendships I’ve formed from this blog, interests and encouragement from everyone is more than I could say. Thank you to those who stuck by me, especially for years. I’ll eventually be back, eventually. With a new blog and art. 

Thank you <3

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necromancy? u mean recycling

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Is there a way to archive a blog

I want to get rid of this one but a lot of things are on here that are still precious to me. So i just want to abandon it but it not able to he active anymore if that makes sense

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*winks at self in mirror* damn I look really, really fat today

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now THIS is esports

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Negasonic Teenage Warhead in Deadpool 2

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“Hayley! What are you doing? This isn’t you… who are you?”

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ADHD Problem

Doctor: How long has this been bothering you?

Me:

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people severely underestimate the impact they make just by existing. there’s this weird idea that in order to matter or be remembered, one has to “do” something. There’s never a specified thing one has to do, but it always has to be paradoxically more than what the person has already accomplished. there’s this notion that if the boxes are not ticked, everything has been for naught. You wasted your time. It wouldn’t matter if you weren’t alive anymore.

but it would matter. you can never know the amount of influence or impact you’ve made on another person, or what it really meant to them. you’ll never know if the smile you made in passing to that stranger on the bus made their day. you’re never going to know who’s going to remember you or tell stories about you, for the smallest reason. you’re never going to really know if something you said to someone changed their life for the better. you can’t fathom how significant incidental things can be.

and the people who love you, love you. there is no requirement of major labor on your part for them to care about you. you don’t have to “prove” yourself – the mark is there. indelible. when people love you – genuinely love you – there’s no need for a constant battle to prove your worthiness to them. you’ve never had to in the first place. presence is enough.

and if for some reason, one day, you went missing, your absence would be noticed. it would matter. because you were a part of something – whether it was big or small – and no one can take that place. no one can be you. you, in the span of the rest of our collective existences, will never happen again.

the most momentous thing you’ve ever done is occur.

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