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Farewell

It is with this post I almost regret to inform you that I will be leaving tumblr. While many here find a safe haven from daily life within the many fandoms and communities located here, that has not been the case for me. My experience with tumblr has been akin to that of being picked last in gym class. Do not get me wrong, there have been many people on this website whom I will miss dearly, but I feel it is with a deal of maturity I must make this decision. Since being on here I have developed an eating disorder and relapsed on multiple occasions, including as I write this. There is also an issue and with the near constant theme of hatred on this website, and though never directed of myself, it has become entirely too toxic for my tastes. 

For those few of you who have read my works or short blurbs I’ve posted here, I will be going through my blogs and finding all my one-shot posts to move to Archive of our Own, where they will stay up, @All_The_Monsters on AO3.

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Okay- but-

Have you ever listened to Hans Zimmer’s Silver? Please, just trust me on this, it just.... hits differently, ya know? Especially if you live near/in/ever been to the American South West. If your not into listening to a 4:00 song, I understand completely, just please, please listen to 2:45- 3:17, chills.

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As someone who wears leotards daily, this picture just makes me uncomfy, like....it doesn’t look comfortable? I mean, wouldn’t it chafe your legs? I don’t know much on the topic of armored leotards, but that just.....ow........

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You see i have a problem, as a ballet dancer i want to lithe, light, and dainty, but as a woman of Irish/Scottish decent i want to be able to physically fight off invaders with my own two bare hands.

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Friend: *Non confrontational, very de-escalatory* we don't want any trouble.

My Gaelic ass after listening to Get Out Ye Black And Tans:

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New look, who this? 

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Controversial Opinion: 

Those: “Things you don’t have to feel guilty for: eating, sleeping, relaxing, ect” posts have the same vibe as a boomer telling gen Z “Just don’t be sad.”

Just sayin’ 

Like Barb, if I could, I would. 

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Gleb and Dmitri, seeing Anya: A streetsweeper?

*Anya puts on a tiara*

Gleb and Dmitri: ANASTASIA NIKOLAEVNA ROMANOV?

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Here’s a throwback in honor of it being finals season again 

Question? Is there a formal way of saying “Shit hit the fan”? It’s for a military history essay. 

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almost exactly as she dreamed (gleb/anya, anastasia) from this fic by @nanasalt

an art trade for @faunaproductions *technically* but @pureanonofficial was in on the mischief as well.

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Tchaikovsky's Nutcracker Pas de Deux has no business being that much of an absolute banger.

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Every time Gleb is described as staring after Anya in the official licensed script of Anastasia (or in other words, Gleb being a smitten fool.)

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domestic glenya lives rent free in my brain

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Thoughts:

I did a fic roulette for my other blog a couple of months ago, but I have been thinking of doing one for this one, I haven’t written Glenya in a hot min, but I’d be open to it again. 

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This was a very real problem I had for a while when I was younger, and still do sometimes. I had a hard time seeing myself as the age I was, cause everyone I saw on tv who was “my age” was played by someone two years older than their characters age. 

so i recently found my way onto jatp tiktok and saw people talking about how they thought julie was in middle school during the first episode (because of the slippers) or even for the whole show. julie molina is fifteen years old.

while filming, madison reyes was fourteen to fifteen years old. the same age as her character. and people thought she was twelve.

and maybe, just maybe, this is a stretch, but maybe it’s because teenagers don’t play teenagers in shows and movies and musicals and this impacts how we perceive teenagers, which usually includes sexualizing them and giving people unrealistic standards for apperances, you know?