allofthenamesweretaken

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Why does everyone want to kill themselves around me????

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Am I really that bad as a person?

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I swear I will die because of my overthinking about the whole world

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I am going insane hahahah

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That day.. ruined me completely. Since then, I can't think straight. Whenever I close my eyes I am there again, crying in the toilet not knowing whether she is alive or not. It is too much for me. I can't blame her, but I do at the same time.

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I need help. Like, seriously.

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How am I supposed to explain it to others that I don't feel real? I don't understand it myself, so how???

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Why am I even thinking about HIM?? Like I know exactly how bad he is, but still, he is the only one who has ever called me pretty, and that makes me feel weird. Something is probably wrong with me.

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I am so dumb. I told them too much. I must not drink alcohol again, that sht made me overspill. I wish I could delete their memories.

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Look at all the happy people..

What are they doin' that I ain't doin'?

I don't wanna be sad anymore..

-Tom Odell

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I don't want to die, not at all. Oh God, I don't want to leave my lovely friends and my cat here alone. I don't want to hurt anyone. I simply want to disappear. Like I have never existed at all. Is it too much to ask for?

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I tried. I really tried this time. What did I do wrong?

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I want to disappear

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I don't belong anywhere so whatever

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I just want to be left alone and kill myself:/

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I feel so fcking worthless, damn

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I didn't even get the chance...