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Truly doing god’s work

god bless anyone who comments on ao3

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you can see just how much dean loves cas not in all the grand gestures - the dying or killing for each other, staying in purgatory for a whole year (!). but in the little things. in the trenchcoat pulled out of water, kept and carried from car to car. in changing your own memory. in all the movies dean made cas watch. in dean throwing cas the keys to his baby no questions asked. in the picture of cas in the cowboy hat taken and kept in the wallet. in DEAN'S TOP 13 ZEPP TRA XX. the immense love was stored in those little acts and gestures.

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new favorite AO3 comment dropped. short, simple, to the point. made me laugh so hard my stomach hurt.

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it's the same💙💚😌😍

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Dean’s Creams || Explicit || 11741 words

Author: allmystars

Castiel is having a no good, very bad... year.

Dean makes it worse, then so much better.

Link to Fic

Pairings: Castiel/Dean Winchester

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Tags: Alternate Universe, Modern Setting, Ice Cream, Castiel Has a Bad Day, Smut, Humour, Awkward Flirting, One-Sided Hate to Love

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there will never be another destiel ever again btw. there will never be such a thematically coherent and intense romance that is in deep conversation with the core of the show itself and shapes an immense part of its story but was also a fucking accident. there will never be a decade long queerbait that somehow writes itself into canon because the story has been shaped around it again. there will never be a ship that meta-defies both its internal god (in-verse) and its external god (the powers that be) again. literally never again. just so nobody forgets. btw.

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I am just a daisy, turning my face to the light at the first hint of spring.

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Evidenced by the fact that Castiel DID use his free will in a gay way

the simple truth of it all is that they knew dean would use his free will in a gay way so they had to kill him before he had the chance

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that bird and fish built a home by and by together like the artists who crafted them built a romantic structure to withstand all powers that be

Fiddler on the Roof (1971) / Ever After (1998)

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Irl friend just posted about the night we met I’m having another 15x20 song of the day whiteboard crisis

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*🥰*

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DEAN WINCHESTER — 3.06 Red Sky at Morning

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supernatural so silly bc you get stuff like "he was poisoned by belladonna" "the pornstar?" but you also get insanely profound "freedom is a length of rope and God wants you to hang yourself with it"

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fleabag-natural 32/35

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3.04 | Sin City

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so what if cas passed naomi’s test of being able to kill dean quickly and brutally not because he overcame the fact that it was dean and was therefore able to kill him mercilessly, but because he was able to recognize quicker and quicker with each take that it wasn’t dean.

as in, what if cas only ever killed dean when he showed a sign that he wasn’t actually dean. so cas became better and better at recognizing sooner and sooner that it was not his dean (and therefore killed him faster). by the last one, cas barely even has to look at him to know that it’s not dean. and if it’s not dean, it’s easy to kill.

so basically, naomi’s training had the opposite effect of what was intended, and cas overcame the mind control before they ever even got to the crypt. the reason why he was able to catch on to the mind control is because this is his dean. this is a flaw in the system–the longer he stays with the real dean, the less this situation makes any sense.

it’s faulty programming: this computer only knows how to kill fake deans. it never learned how to compute killing real dean, and therefore it shuts down when faced with the new variable.

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fleabag-natural 3/35