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Pull the walls down

I wanted to share something with you all, to those of you it resonates with, good. If not, that is fine too! The pisces moon has brought about immense change in me. I coaxed out my oldest and most outdated (but underlying) fears in order to actively overcome them. Those fears hit me like a ton of bricks as expected and drove me to physical pains, mental hysteria and overall agony. I stepped into them and swam with them, asking them to pass for they are no longer necessary in my blueprint. Gently, gently but through the burning pain they started​ to dissolve in front of me. 'fear is only an illusion' crept into my consciousness and the fears parted like clouds from my mind. I took a breath and slept property for the first time in days. There is the misconception that being spiritual means constantly feeling joy and bliss, and this is just not so. In order to reach higher plains you must first clean out any outdated beliefs about yourself and the world around you. This can be agonising work, as I found out, but in order to grow it is entirely necessary. For years and years I have lived through other people, through fear of not being enough. I have been scared to do things by myself or discover my potential. Letting go can be hard but it is also so liberating and beautiful, and you feel like you can do anything. If you are feeling heavy or pained or like something isn't working for you, be gentle and be honest to yourself about what it is you really want. Much love 💖

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I wrote this over a year and a half ago but my understanding of this has changed immensley. I didn't grasp this and trust it fully enough when I first set off travelling so it didn't work out the way I had planned. If I was worried about money running out, as I was, of course it was doomed not to work out the way I planned. Now, I see clearly wheat I want and I will get it 💖

Impermanence

They say you attract what you need in your life at the exact moment you need it. What you manifest will come to life, and your life is created and built by these moments colliding and intertwining. The more you believe this the more you realise your life is literally in your hands, you can actually create the life you want with the power of manifestation. Thats what happened to us. Before we even knew it. We had collided, and like the formation of a new galaxy, we manifested our new future, our new life. The way we wanted it to be. So thats what we are doing. We’re doing it our way, the way our hearts tell us to live, the way that is true to us. No more slaving 9-5 everyday, made to stay inside four walls and told when we are allowed to eat, sleep and breathe. We want to feel the sunlight on our skin, the fresh air fill our lungs and our time to be ours, for we feel thats what freedom should be. And we intend to live our freedom to the full and on our terms. Living all over the world on our never ending journey of truth, to enjoy our impermanence. 

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They say our souls have met in a million previous lifetimes and I can feel that when I look into your eyes. That deep sense of familiarity that we have been on this journey together alot longer than my 25 years. And still we are learning everyday about what drives us forward and what truly makes each of us happy. I have always clung onto you and been unwilling to spend time apart from you but now more than ever I am learning that doing things apart, which is so valuable. You are still you and I am still me, but at the end of it all we come back together and dance and laugh like we have never done before. Love means allowing each other to be authentically ourselves and to ralleigh together our forces when fear and overthinking come into play. Separate but together. Marriage is a human experience that we decided to embark on together, but we were already married in spirit. I don't need anybody else to make me happy, but I am sure glad you are here baby. From the heart 💖

Alivix

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Thought of the day 🙏

#love #light #manifest #selflove

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Greetings

Hello loved ones!

After alot of soul-searching and heart work I have decided to use this as a portal for my writing, experiences and thoughts as a means to help others find the peace and happiness they desire. The funny thing is it is inside you right now, all that you seek but unlocking that can be difficult for some. I hope my words resonate with you and act as a catalyst for Awakening. Enjoy the journey, we are all on the same road.

Much love and blessings to you all, Alivix 💋