alex-the-alterhuman

[alex-the-alterhuman]

It's me😭😭

Is it just me

[alex-the-alterhuman]

Off's diary - the fictionkin experience (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/story/386862544-off%27s-diary-the-fictionkin-experience?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_myworks&wp_uname=alien_alex1716 I'm a fictionkin - a person, who identifies as a fictional character/species. My identity is serious, and sometimes it can be unenjoyable. The book is aimed mostly towards other alterhumans, although curious humans can also read this. This is a diary about my actual experience, not a fictional story.

So, yeah, I started writing a new book and this time it’s in English! If you want to, you can take a look :>

[alex-the-alterhuman]

Vent drawing :(

(explanation: this is my fictotype looking in the mirror and seeing my "real" body)

[alex-the-alterhuman]

Hello!

There is a term "quoiian" and it (shortly) means that you are confused about your identity being volontary or not. There is a blog on Tumblr of the coiner @/quoiian (I think that this is the username) and there is a lot of useful information.

I think that this term may describe your experience.

I hope that I helped :P

How do I know if this is a kin or link? Because what if I ✨️subconsciously decided✨️ that's me. I don't know if this newly discovered identity was a decision or a kin discovery uhh help 💀

[alex-the-alterhuman]

Facts about my fictotype! 🌹

So, yeah, my fictotype is Offenderman (not the canon version) from creepypasta. I'm still questioning if he's a stable kintype or one of my fluid ones. I'm totally different than the "original" version tho.

Most of these facts are from my memories and shifts.

I don't believe in past lives, my identity is strictly psychological. But I'm going to use the words like past, memories, ect., because it's easier for me to describe it like that.

I could play violin

I owned a club

I had 2 forms: the "original" and a human one.

I (unfortunately) used to smoke.

My favourite flowers were roses (obviously lol)

That's pretty obvious for those in the creepypasta fandom, but I had 3 brothers.

Not sure who my parents were tho

I had.. well, multiple ex-es.

My fav colours were (in order) red, purple and blue.

I was pansexual and ambiamorous.

That's all that I can remember for now.

[alex-the-alterhuman]

I love doing ask games lol

Doing this for my Offenderman fictotype, that I'm still questioning (NOT the canon one‼️)

1. Fanarts that are not hate towards me make me very happy.

2. My bros😼

Trendy and Splendor - coolest people ever!! Love them! (As brothers ofc)

Slendy - we... Didn't talk much, he's kind of "cold", but he's ok.

3. The fandom gets me completly WRONG. Like, I have a personality that is not about "woohooing" people.

4. I go by the same name, although I prefer the short version: Off.

5. I HAVE MERCH??!/j

I have downloaded a game about myself (yes, there is one), and I have two lego roses and that's all I have😭

6. It doesn't match the canon at all.

I have very strong "memories", mostly of my brothers - hanging out with them, ect. Also about my job (in my source, I owned a club and played violin). And smoking lol (in this reality, I don't smoke)

7. I don't remember disliking anyone in my source. Slender sometimes annoys me - he acts always too serious.

8. I hate the canon version of me. Everything about it. It's the reason of why people see me as a monster.

9. I have 2 forms: my "original" and a human one. Here are the closest image of my human form: (the drawing is NOT mine, it belongs to its author)

10. Mostly strong "memories", shifts and the weird feeling of being this character.

11. Yeah, most of my memories aren't canon. I remember taking care of my garden.

12. Idk what visiting memories mean, but I suppose it's mentally coming back to them?? So if yes, then all of them.

:P

fictionkin & fictive ask game!!

/pt: fictionkin & fictive ask game!! end of pt/

i really want to explore my identities a bit more so i decided to make my own ask game! feel free to reblog, please send an ask to whoever you reblogged it from if you can, and enjoy!

this doesn’t follow an emoji/number system because i find those hard to keep track of. questions below!

What do you think of fan works? (Such as fanfiction, fanart, etc.)

What do you think of your in-source family/friends? (A brother, a best friend, etc. that is close to who you were/are!)

What does fandom get right and/or wrong? (Such as gender or pronoun headcanons, or portrayals in fanfiction and fanart!)

Do you like the name you got in source, or do you go by a different one?

Do you own any merch from your source? If not, would you like to?

What do you remember from your past in-source, and does it align with canon media?

Do you dislike your source? Does anything in it bother you? (Such as the portrayal of a friend!)

What does canon media get right and/or wrong about you? (Or, how different are you from canon?)

What did you look like?

How did you find out you were/are this/these character/s?

Is there anything canon never showed that you remember happening?

Do you have any memories you visit a lot?

[alex-the-alterhuman]

Vent :(

I am kinsidering Offenderman to be my fictotype (idk if stable or fluid). For those, who don't know: canonically, he's a bad person and does horrible things to people. But I am not the canon version.

The thing that makes me always happy are fanarts. So I often search for them.

And when I look up Offenderman content, especially on Tumblr/Tiktok, almost every post is hate towards him. I can't blame the haters though - they know, that it's "just a fictional character"" and they know that saying/writing d3ath treats toward him is ok.

But I don't feel like this. I feel like all of this is towards ME. But on the other side - I can't be mad at people hating a fictional r4pist. Because it's normal for them.

They view me as a guy whose whole personality is woohooing people. Which in my case is not true. Both fanon and canon version is like this. I am a monster in their eyes.

:(

[alex-the-alterhuman]

Doing this for the 2nd time, because I'm questioning a new fictotype. Dunno if it's stable or fluid tho

‼️I'm NOT the "canon version" of this character, and I do NOT hurt others‼️

(it's Offenderman from creepypasta btw)

❤️ not really. Tried to find love, but didn't succeed.

💛 he got along with his brothers, but the most with Splendor and Trener

😡 I don't think that he had one.

🎶 Classical music, or some similar genres. But also likes modern songs too.

🩰 Playing violin.

📚 Gardening, obviously playing violin, smoking, listening to music

🍙 I don't seem to remember that... But for sure likes tea.

🏳️‍🌈 Pansexual and ambiamorous. I'm still questioning my sexuality lol

🏳️‍⚧️ cis male, and I'm genderfaun (or at least I think that I am)

🎭 is able to control his emotions, but not the very intense ones.

🔗 I'm currently a Jeff TK otherlinker, and he's from the same source/media

🌺 roses, cigarettes

🎵 hard drive, poison (not the one from hasbin hotel) XD

👾 creepypasta fanarts mostly.

©️ he likes to have s3x more than an average person, but is not a rapist. Neither a p3do or z00phile.

🤢 it's both canon and fanon that he only thinks about woohooing... LIKE BRO I HAVE A PERSONALITY-

☠️ the fandom already has "crucified" him...

🤮 as stated before, I hate being percieved as a r4pist.

Fictokin Ask Game

❤️ Did they have a significant other? If so who?

💛 Who was their closest friend?

😡 Did they have a worst enemy? If so who?

🎶 What songs do they like?

🩰 What’s a talent they had?

📚 What’s a hobby they had?

🍙 What’s their favorite food? (Is it different from yours?)

🏳️‍🌈 What was their orientation? Does it match yours?

🏳️‍⚧️ What was their gender? Does it match yours?

🎭 Would you describe them as emotional?

🔗 If you’re polykin, are your kintypes related?

🌺 Are there smells that remind you of them?

🎵 What song(s) reminds you of them?

👾 What media reminds you of them?

©️ What ways are they different from their source?

🤢 What’s something in fannon you hate?

☠️ What’s something that could get you crucified by the fandom?

🤮 What’s something in their source you hate?

[alex-the-alterhuman]

I had my first ever dream shift !! yippee!

[alex-the-alterhuman]

A kind reminder to respect nonhumans (mostly fictionkins/fictives) who are uncomfortable with doubles and don't interact with them.

Everyone's experience is different. I personally have nothing against doubles interacting with my blog, but I understand that some are not.

I stumbled upon a discord server for folks who identify as creepypasta characters. While reading the rules, I saw, that the creator of this server is uncomfortable with other people identifying as Jeff the Killer.

So I immediately left.

It's not offensive if someone does not want to interact because you're a double.

It's not offensive if someone is not comfortable with fictionkins/introjects from a certain source.

This "someone" doesn't hate you, they just have specific boundaries.

It IS offensive and mean if you don't respect those boundaries on purpose.

Be kind. Be respectful.

[alex-the-alterhuman]

Looks cool! >:D

Nifty is next BTW what do you think of my art I want honest answers (⁠◍⁠•~•⁠◍⁠)

[alex-the-alterhuman]

YES

Finally, some fictionflicker funnies!!

We could just do this. We could just make "meme dumps" for really niche communities in 2024

[alex-the-alterhuman]

Thank you for this reblog. You made me feel much better.

I don't know Mouthwashing, neither your kintype, but good to know that there are more people (or non-people?) like me.

I'm sorry for what happened to you. It's truly horrible how others can be cruel.

I have a problem...

I am a fictionflicker, which means that I experience temporary fictional identities.

And right now, I'm questioning if I identify as a certain character.

Everything would be fine, BUT the character is very problematic and the whole internet hates him. YES, THE WHOLE GODDAMN INTERNET.

I'm not "defending" this character (or something). I am aware that he does horrible things, and I would not defend him if he was real.

I had a strange connection to this character since I was a child, while knowing that he's a bad person at the same time. I have a complicated and pretty disgusting story, that I will not tell here. Lets say that I discovered the "world of sex" way too early. I'm not going to put the details here, but this character that I'm questioning to be rn was my comfort character, or whatever you call it.

I now don't know if I can write him on my kintype list. I'm afraid that the others will hate on me and that I'm on hundreads of DNI lists.

The only good thing is that my fictionflicker identities are not volontary.

Also, just because I identify as this character, doesn't mean that I'm going to do the same things as him. I'm not going to hurt people or do anything bad. I am not dangerous...

:/

[alex-the-alterhuman]

I have a problem...

I am a fictionflicker, which means that I experience temporary fictional identities.

And right now, I'm questioning if I identify as a certain character.

Everything would be fine, BUT the character is very problematic and the whole internet hates him. YES, THE WHOLE GODDAMN INTERNET.

I'm not "defending" this character (or something). I am aware that he does horrible things, and I would not defend him if he was real.

I had a strange connection to this character since I was a child, while knowing that he's a bad person at the same time. I have a complicated and pretty disgusting story, that I will not tell here. Lets say that I discovered the "world of sex" way too early. I'm not going to put the details here, but this character that I'm questioning to be rn was my comfort character, or whatever you call it.

I now don't know if I can write him on my kintype list. I'm afraid that the others will hate on me and that I'm on hundreads of DNI lists.

The only good thing is that my fictionflicker identities are not volontary.

Also, just because I identify as this character, doesn't mean that I'm going to do the same things as him. I'm not going to hurt people or do anything bad. I am not dangerous...

:/

[alex-the-alterhuman]

Trenderman alterhuman flag!

[pt.: Trenderman alterhuman flag! End pt.]

This flag is for anyone who identifies as Trenderman from creepypasta! (Fictionkins, fictives, otherlinkers, ect.)

[ ID: a flag with 5 horizontal stripes with 3 shades of beige. On the second and third stripe there are brown stitch lines]

[alex-the-alterhuman]

I'm going to answer them all right now lol

So, yeah, I'm a Jeff TK otherlinker

❤️ nah.

💛 I feel like it was Tobias and Ben.

😡 Jane, I think?

🎶 Metal, especially bands like Cannibal Corpse, Slipknot, Manowar, ect.

🩰 Honestly, I have no idea (hiding bodies)

📚 listening to music, walks in the forest

🍙 idk, but my linktype is less picky than me when it comes to food

🏳️‍🌈 it's different. Autoromantic, autosexual, orchidromantic towards the others.

🏳️‍⚧️ cis male, so different than me.

🎭 maybe...

🔗 as a fictionflicker, I have a Trenderman fictotype rn, he and Jeff are from the same "universe".

🌺 probably the smell of forest and abandoned buildings

🎵 CUT CUT CUT ME UP AND FAWK FAWK FAWK ME UP (Custer)

👾 literally any creepypasta fanarts (NOT the anime cute UwU boy ones tho)

©️ a bit less narcissistic, although in this fandom it's hard to tell what is canon and what is not. Probably different sexuality, although idk the canon, "original" one

🤢 1. Making me a cute twinky sparkly anime boy

2. Making me a r4pist? For some reason??

☠️ If we're talking about the 2018 fandom, then it's: "no, dear magical hybrid demon princess the daughter of Slenderman, I will NOT marry you".

If we're talking about the present fandom, I think that there isn't anything, that will get me "crucified".

🤮 Nah, I'm ✨awesome✨

Fictokin Ask Game

❤️ Did they have a significant other? If so who?

💛 Who was their closest friend?

😡 Did they have a worst enemy? If so who?

🎶 What songs do they like?

🩰 What’s a talent they had?

📚 What’s a hobby they had?

🍙 What’s their favorite food? (Is it different from yours?)

🏳️‍🌈 What was their orientation? Does it match yours?

🏳️‍⚧️ What was their gender? Does it match yours?

🎭 Would you describe them as emotional?

🔗 If you’re polykin, are your kintypes related?

🌺 Are there smells that remind you of them?

🎵 What song(s) reminds you of them?

👾 What media reminds you of them?

©️ What ways are they different from their source?

🤢 What’s something in fannon you hate?

☠️ What’s something that could get you crucified by the fandom?

🤮 What’s something in their source you hate?

[alex-the-alterhuman]

My linktype :P

(art by me)