alex-the-alterhuman

[alex-the-alterhuman]

I feel like I might be some sort of godkin or dietykin, or something similar.

Everyday I feel my never-ending hate for humanity. I feel like I'm better. That I'm a superior creature trapped inside my human body, and that's why no one sees that I'm better.

Humans are just stupid. Only some of them are ok and I can stand them.

Everything here is so badly organised. And this stinky, filthy mass surrounding me.. (humans).

[alex-the-alterhuman]

Hello! A fictionkin and fictionflicker here.

I also sometimes get a "I feel like I'm a fictional character but I have no idea who" feeling. And when I feel this way, I look deeper into myself.

I try to think of a piece of media that I know. Maybe some childhood show that you've forgotten? A piece of media that you watched once and mentally abandoned it? A fandom that you're in?

Maybe try to trigger shifts (if you are able to experience those)! During the shifts, try to remember your looks, character traits, maybe the friends from your source.

You don't have to have memories! Memories also don't strictly mean a past life (e.g. me. I have a thing that I call memories, but I personally don't believe in past lives)

You can also try to observe yourself. When you're feeling like this character, take notes of what you feel/experience.

I hope that you'll find out who you are!

:>

Could all the fictionkin gather into this post and help me? I seriously have a strong feeling that I'm a fictionkin but I have no clue who or what media it could be from. I also have no memories as fictionkin? Do fictionkins have to have memories as their kin? I need some help or a guide lol

[alex-the-alterhuman]

Cladoobjectkin!

[pt. Cladoobjectkin!]

The flag:

(coined by me! I'm not sure if this is already coined, if it is, consider this as an alternative flag)

Definition:

"Cladoobjectkin is a person, who identifies as a kind of object rather than a specific one."

Examples of usage:

Identifying as computers in general, not as a specific one

Identifying as teddy bears, not as a certain one.

Note: this label is more for identifying as rather than with.

It can be any identity (otherlink, otherkin, kinfluid, quoiian, holothere, transspecies ect.)

Feel free to use this flag and repost it with credit! (For credit, use my Tumblr username (alex-the-alterhuman)). Anyone is welcome to describe themselves with this label. :>

[alex-the-alterhuman]

Is there a label like "cladotherian" but objectkin? Like "cladoobjectkin" or something similar?

It would work like:

"I identify as a computer, but not as a specific one, just computers in general"

I'm kinfluid, and rn my kintype is Monster Energy can, like these cans in general. Not a specific one.

The definition-something would be:

"Cladoobjectkin is a person, who identifies as a kind of object, but not a specific one"

If there isn't a term for this, then I'll maybe coin one?🤔

[alex-the-alterhuman]

I wish I could send you this through the internet, maybe this could help you. So, yeah, another figurine.

Winter

You were beautiful. I am sorry we never got to meet. I wish we had gotten to. The devices built for you give me hope that I can swim again as well.

Misschien zal ik ooit met u zwemmen, ergens ver weg. Zwem ver, zwem vrij, kleine dolfijn, zwem voor altijd.

~Kala

[alex-the-alterhuman]

@a-minke-whales-tale I bought some marine life figurines and I thought you might like this one <3

[alex-the-alterhuman]

AFAB = assigned freaky at birth

[alex-the-alterhuman]

My quoitype :P (OC-kin)

(yes, I made it in DTI lol)

Yael

he/aer pronouns

basically an angel

very sensitive

demiboy, intersex

:>

EDIT: I drew him!!

[alex-the-alterhuman]

I made an artsona!

(IGNORE THAT I PUT 2 NEBULAROMANTIC FLAGS!! LOL)

(this is NOT how I look like irl)

[alex-the-alterhuman]

Made myself a little moodboard :>

[alex-the-alterhuman]

I have a problematic fictotype, although I'm nothing like the canon, neither fanon version. The "original" version of this character does horrible things and I don't.

But I totally understand if someone does not want to interact with me because of my kintype. It can be because they see this character as a r4pist, they automatically associate him with bad stuff.

The other reason can be because in their source this character harrased/did something bad to them, so they have like exotrauma (I think that this is the right word?).

I know that this post is not about me ("people who do/don't feel bad for actions in source and if they'd do it again.") but still, people may see me as a monster.

If someone doesn't want to interact with me/see my posts, they're free to block me. Simply because I don't want to make people feel uncomfortable.

I'm really happy tho when someone sees me as who I actually am.

:P

Okay I don't have a life, I'm bored as hell. So I want to see people's thoughts about problematic kins.

DO NOT RIP EACH OTHER'S THROATS OUT, I WILL DELETE ANY RUDE REMARKS/HARASSMENT

[pt: DO NOT RIP EACH OTHER'S THROATS OUT, I WILL DELETE ANY RUDE REMARKS. /Pt]

This is mainly about the discourse surrounding people who do/don't feel bad for actions in source and if they'd do it again.

Personally I'm on the fence, I can see why most people would prefer to avoid interacting with kins who abused others in source. But I also don't see the point in harassing people who do this crap.

Personally I just avoid people who post things that trigger me for my own safety..

[alex-the-alterhuman]

I have a super dooper cool idea for fictionkins!

Make yourself (as your fictotype) in MovieStarPlanet (I recommend MSP2 instead of the first version - it's less laggy). The others will think that it's just a roleplay account, and you can act like yourself! It personally gives me so much species euphoria.

Or you can make yourself in literally any other game (Sims, Gacha Life, just any game that features character making).

As a fictionflicker, my fictotype right now is Nina the Killer, so I made her/myself in MSP2! :D

(idk if you can add foreign accounts to friends, but if anyone is from Poland, you can add me :)

[alex-the-alterhuman]

It's me😭😭

Is it just me

[alex-the-alterhuman]

Vent drawing :(

(explanation: this is my fictotype looking in the mirror and seeing my "real" body)

[alex-the-alterhuman]

Hello!

There is a term "quoiian" and it (shortly) means that you are confused about your identity being volontary or not. There is a blog on Tumblr of the coiner @/quoiian (I think that this is the username) and there is a lot of useful information.

I think that this term may describe your experience.

I hope that I helped :P

How do I know if this is a kin or link? Because what if I ✨️subconsciously decided✨️ that's me. I don't know if this newly discovered identity was a decision or a kin discovery uhh help 💀

[alex-the-alterhuman]

Facts about my fictotype! 🌹

So, yeah, my fictotype is Offenderman (not the canon version) from creepypasta. I'm still questioning if he's a stable kintype or one of my fluid ones. I'm totally different than the "original" version tho.

Most of these facts are from my memories and shifts.

I don't believe in past lives, my identity is strictly psychological. But I'm going to use the words like past, memories, ect., because it's easier for me to describe it like that.

I could play violin

I owned a club

I had 2 forms: the "original" and a human one.

I (unfortunately) used to smoke.

My favourite flowers were roses (obviously lol)

That's pretty obvious for those in the creepypasta fandom, but I had 3 brothers.

Not sure who my parents were tho

I had.. well, multiple ex-es.

My fav colours were (in order) red, purple and blue.

I was pansexual and ambiamorous.

That's all that I can remember for now.

[alex-the-alterhuman]

I love doing ask games lol

Doing this for my Offenderman fictotype, that I'm still questioning (NOT the canon one‼️)

1. Fanarts that are not hate towards me make me very happy.

2. My bros😼

Trendy and Splendor - coolest people ever!! Love them! (As brothers ofc)

Slendy - we... Didn't talk much, he's kind of "cold", but he's ok.

3. The fandom gets me completly WRONG. Like, I have a personality that is not about "woohooing" people.

4. I go by the same name, although I prefer the short version: Off.

5. I HAVE MERCH??!/j

I have downloaded a game about myself (yes, there is one), and I have two lego roses and that's all I have😭

6. It doesn't match the canon at all.

I have very strong "memories", mostly of my brothers - hanging out with them, ect. Also about my job (in my source, I owned a club and played violin). And smoking lol (in this reality, I don't smoke)

7. I don't remember disliking anyone in my source. Slender sometimes annoys me - he acts always too serious.

8. I hate the canon version of me. Everything about it. It's the reason of why people see me as a monster.

9. I have 2 forms: my "original" and a human one. Here are the closest image of my human form: (the drawing is NOT mine, it belongs to its author)

10. Mostly strong "memories", shifts and the weird feeling of being this character.

11. Yeah, most of my memories aren't canon. I remember taking care of my garden.

12. Idk what visiting memories mean, but I suppose it's mentally coming back to them?? So if yes, then all of them.

:P

fictionkin & fictive ask game!!

/pt: fictionkin & fictive ask game!! end of pt/

i really want to explore my identities a bit more so i decided to make my own ask game! feel free to reblog, please send an ask to whoever you reblogged it from if you can, and enjoy!

this doesn’t follow an emoji/number system because i find those hard to keep track of. questions below!

What do you think of fan works? (Such as fanfiction, fanart, etc.)

What do you think of your in-source family/friends? (A brother, a best friend, etc. that is close to who you were/are!)

What does fandom get right and/or wrong? (Such as gender or pronoun headcanons, or portrayals in fanfiction and fanart!)

Do you like the name you got in source, or do you go by a different one?

Do you own any merch from your source? If not, would you like to?

What do you remember from your past in-source, and does it align with canon media?

Do you dislike your source? Does anything in it bother you? (Such as the portrayal of a friend!)

What does canon media get right and/or wrong about you? (Or, how different are you from canon?)

What did you look like?

How did you find out you were/are this/these character/s?

Is there anything canon never showed that you remember happening?

Do you have any memories you visit a lot?