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Manifesting 🙏

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Manifesting 🙏

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Manifesting 🙏

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Truthless recluse playlist because he’s banging around the brain ✨

- ‘i am in great pain, please help me’ by crywank

- ‘memento morí’ by crywank

- ‘obsessive muso with no friends’ by crywank

- ‘blood’ by crywank

- ‘to forgive yourself’ [Eleanor forte] - Wyale

- ‘slouch’ by water-mall

- ‘back to the old house’ by the smiths

- ‘big mouth strikes again’ by the smiths

- ‘the night has opened my eyes’ by the smiths

- ‘alter ego’ cover by chogakusei, original by misumi

- ‘hole dwelling’ by Kikuo

- ‘wanted to be cremated’ by Abu-Se-Ken

- ‘god, please () me, a monster’ by Abu-Se-Ken

- ‘calsi and the old man’ by Abu-Se-Ken

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At that dorm scene in CRK Beast Yeast Ep 8- they were FAR too nice to PV after he announced himself as TR/j

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Kills me that PV had a garden in his castle full of white lilies that he probably tended to wondering if she would ever come back to visit

Makes me wonder if he planted each one with the thought that maybe one day he would be able to show it to her and show her ‘every flower here is a time in which I’ve thought of you’. If he planted all of them in the idea that if she were to ever come back he could finally prove to her that he isn’t lying about not minding her scent.

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the gloop go off??

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been building a collection of posts from like minded individuals

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Because of the wonky time nature of the Spire of Deceit, I can freely imagine Truthless Recluse following Pure Vanilla and the others back to his kingdom, and Recluse basking in PV's light and compassion, feeling more at home here than the murky nature of the dark side of the moon.

Both sides of Pure Vanilla will always exist, yet Recluse starts believing some things aren't rightfully his anymore. 'His' old friends, 'his' old home, 'his' old memories, so he latches onto Awakened Vanilla believing him to be the only thing he deserves now, and one day he wants to feel like he deserves this same epiphany, this awakening, but it'll take time since his soul and psyche was so messed up by Shadow Milk.

So in the meantime, Vanilla readily accepts his Moon half and makes efforts to include him in his daily life. Pure Vanilla wishes nothing more than for him to be safe and secure in the castle and at ease, by himself and around his friends. Once they got back to the Vanilla Kingdom, Pure Vanilla had an entire wing made private just for Recluse so he can be secluded and away from the world if he so wished.

Recluse stays up in his tower most of the time, feeling a strange attachment to a high space. He reads and studies magic and histories, only ever coming out once in a blue moon to speak to the other citizens and take walks around the castle in somewhat of a mystified daze.

After Pure Vanilla has free time, he'll take tea and food up to his other half, sitting with him by the warm hearth and just talking about his day to include Recluse in things. Vanilla knows they're both bad about eating, so it's both in part to encourage Recluse (who has little appetite) and remind himself as well.

And Recluse starts to brighten over time, little by little, opening up about experiences PV has already felt-with them being the same person-but allows his other half to get these things off his chest. After all, who could relate to such experiences if not the two halves of the same soul?

The sun and moon are now living under one roof and learning to love themselves again. You cannot separate them, as they're both important to each other and intertwined to make Pure Vanilla...Pure Vanilla. They will still have bumps in the road, as recovery is not linear, but their support system is large. If Pure Vanilla can win and find happiness, one day Recluse will find his own version of it as well.

Recluse leaning into the light of his Sun counterpart, and Pure Vanilla embracing the darkness of his Moon counterpart. How they're both so interconnected now...

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What the hell, Eclipsed Souls AU.

I think too much about Recluse and Vanilla existing simultaneously so guess what! After the events of Beast Yeast Truthless Recluse followed Pure Vanilla and the kids back to the kingdom, and now they're living together with their other half.

I need to write them meeting Black Raisin, how the other Ancients react to there being two of Vanilla now, how they almost seem to finish each other sentences, how if one Vanilla is in pain the other is as well, how they're both quietly depressed, and why it seems that Recluse cannot remember most of his past life while Pure Vanilla is progressly growing weaker.

A road to recovery (because let's be real, Awakened Vanilla is still not ok) featuring the Sun and Moon, how they treat each other, and how they'll heal from the ordeal Shadow Milk put them both through.

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He is so small on the loading screen,,,

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can't peacefully drink your coffee anymore. because of WOKE.

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YAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA-

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Stiff ahh pose but ✨ him ✨