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hello, friends and neighbors!!  in the past days, you might have noticed a little suffix popped onto my url —— that’s because i’m remaking ahv!!  i FINALLY got a new gaming computer, remade my dotter ( with some better skin n a MUCH better graphics card ) and i am SO EXCITED to write with everyone again!  right now the new blog is in a state of relative disrepair, but im working on it and hopefully itll be up and ready to go in a few days, tho this is contingent on work and — other things.  ( im replaying da2 and having trouble doing much else lmao. )  but!!  i wanted to let you all know!  HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE!

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hello, friends and neighbors!!  in the past days, you might have noticed a little suffix popped onto my url ------ that’s because i’m remaking ahv!!  i FINALLY got a new gaming computer, remade my dotter ( with some better skin n a MUCH better graphics card ) and i am SO EXCITED to write with everyone again!  right now the new blog is in a state of relative disrepair, but im working on it and hopefully itll be up and ready to go in a few days, tho this is contingent on work and --- other things.  ( im replaying da2 and having trouble doing much else lmao. )  but!!  i wanted to let you all know!  HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE!

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speaking of not being here for ten fucking years ------- i’m sorry for my absence!!  i’ve been busy with school and muse has been elsewhere, but i do love and miss my sweet elf dotter.  it’s just been a challenge to keep her muse consistently the longer it gets since i’ve been able to ACTUALLY play da, y’kno?  with my gaming laptop woefully busted and me too broke 2 replace it, keeping muse has been difficult over the months.  but i do love you all, and i’ve no intention of abandoning ahv!!  i’ll try to be around more, but i can’t make promises!

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SONIC, HE'S COMIN' NEXT, SO WATCH OUT... FOR SONIC X!

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She hasn't put on clothes yet, the sun barely rising; Inquisitor rests upon her bed upon her stomach, watching him walk about the room. Too sweet, even, to be called fliration. The sun spilling over the horizon, gold upon his cheeks, a halo about his hair. Her smile is drowsy, enchanted, hair a mess atop her head and look a mess upon her face; such moments birth small honesties. Voice is breathless. Bursting with love. "Fenriel, do you know how beautiful you look right now?"

he’s pulling his curls back into the braid his sister taught him. over, under, over again — tight enough that it doesn’t come loose, but not so tight as to damage the hair. with how early fenriel wakes, he’s done this a thousand times already, and all without waking sweet exhausted ahvir. honestly, he’d still thought her sleeping until that little voice calls his name.

❝ are you high right now? ❞ he quips. but as fen turns, he sees that look upon her face. so open and unguarded, so divine beneath the light of the morning’s rising sun. fenriel’s expression softens and he approaches, pressing a kiss to the crown of her head.❝ i have to be something to deserve you. might as well be pretty. ❞

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34/100 Songs That Will Change Your Life 

World Spins Madly On by The Weepies

I lay motionless in bed I thought of you and where you’d gone And the world spins madly on 

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❝ Belonging is the very best thing there is. ❞

     ‘ and if we never quite belong somewhere? ’

eyes once skybound flit to Ahvir, feet swinging over the edge of the rooftops where they sit, once in a comfortable silence that Evelyn herself has found a moment of solace. She’s got what her mother would call itchy feet, where she’s desperate to go and explore, roll around in the mud and come home reeking of the outside - a luxury no longer granted with the chaos that is now her life. Dark eyes flit down to the palm of her hand, where the tingle of the mark slinks into focus; glowing emerald and taunting her as cruelly as a bully in the school grounds tugging at her hair. 

          ‘I want to belong. I don’t want to be put upon a pedestal. ’ 

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i laugh because ahv is dating so many people way older than her but like.  put a twenty year old in front of her and she’s just.  EW.  NO.  THAT’S A BABY.  I CAN’T KISS A BABY.

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why would you want anything to do with a flat-ear?

INTERROGATE AHV ABT ROMANCE. // accepting.

          “Say that again and we’ll see how much anyone wants anything to do with you once I’m finished.”

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so, that scout of yours — his clever tongue good for anything else?

INTERROGATE AHV ABT ROMANCE. // accepting.

      Despite the FLUSH she feels crawling quickly from her neck to cheeks, the Inquisitor manages to maintain a solid smile.  Almost dripping in icy superiority.  “I know that no one has ever eaten you out, but it’s not fair to try to live through me.”

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the inquisitor looked pretty flustered at that last meeting with the nobility. that wasn't your doing, was it? ;)

ask fen about his datefriends/casual partnersalways accepting

❝ i might have caught her in the corridor before she could join them. y’know, for someone who flirts so much, it’s ridiculously easy to make her blush. ❞

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So, the Inquisitor. She any good in bed? She seems like she'd be into some freaky shit.

ask fen about his datefriends/casual partnersalways accepting

it’s condescending, the way he claps their shoulder. like a silent chin up, friend for someone you wouldn’t much mind seeing trampled by a herd of brontos. he smiles, patient. 

❝ you’re never going to find out. ❞

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Pester my character about their crush or special other!

Tease them, provoke them, put their head in the gutter – try to get them hot, flustered, and begging for mercy. Go!

submitted by anonymous.

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ive had the time to write, but no motivation to do anything but draw.  so have a doodle of a Dotter

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milk and honey by rupi kaur

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You are flowers In my stomach Cutting me open Nightly Blooming Through the cracks Of my ribs I only want To be the sun For you.

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“War does terrible things to people. Some it raises to greatness. Others it destroys.”

- Captain Feyorn, The Andalite Chronicles, pg. 321 (by K.A. Applegate)