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Immerse yourself in divine devotion with "Shree Krishna Govinda Hare Murari" beautifully rendered by Rohmish. With soulful vocals by Rohmish and mesmerizing music arrangement by Jainil Amin, this rendition captures the essence of spiritual bliss. Join us in honoring the divine through this timeless Krishna bhajan originally composed by Ravinder Jain. Don't forget to check out the talented singer and musician Jainil Amin's YouTube channel for more amazing content.

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Hare Krishna ☺️

May his mercy bless me ❤️✨️

Arunodaya-Kirtana

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Shree Vasudev Krishna

[Art by Pradeep Sethi]

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His lotus feet 🥹✨️

My "pasandida mard" have lotus feets 🪷🐚🛐

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if you compliment me online there’s a 6378% chance i’m sitting in front of my computer like

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Every night when I am all alone in my thoughts, I want him and I desperately need him to wipe off the tears dropping from my eyes because I'm crying for him who's not even mine.

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omg

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“That didn’t happen, of course. Things never happened the way I imagined them.”

— John Green, Paper Towns

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“If I really care, I'll try like 400 times. But once I'm done, it's over.”

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—Demain, Hermann Hesse

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—Demain, Hermann Hesse

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- Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart

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A part of suicidal ideation or self harm no one talks about is the numbness to the subject that comes with it. I sit and scroll through pages and pages of cries for help, suicide notes and plans and feel nothing. No worry, no concern, no crushing feeling in my chest. Nothing. Those familiar feelings are now replaced with a strange familiarity, a kind of comfort that it’s not just me.

Fuck. When did it get to this

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Being a loner with PTSD symptoms I also want someone who asks me how was my day, whom I can hug and lay on. I need a person to whom I can open up my dark secrets, my pain, my suffering, my thoughts, my happiness and my love. I want to be loved too, feel that feeling of being loved the right way. I want a 2 sided emotional attachment. Where someone cares for me the way I care for them. Where they make me feel special and wanted. I want them to be a reason for my happiness and not my suffering. I don't want to be all alone, I want to share my life with someone who values my life and my feeling, who respects me. I want them to feel my soul cuz I deserve to feel good about myself after all what has happened to me. I want my dark and lifeless life to turn colourful again. I need someone to make me love myself again. I want to leave all the trauma back. I'm desperate for a tension free life.

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How do you spend your nights?

Overthinking and imagining scenarios that will never happen