aguzzisweird

[aguzzisweird]

Out of time

[aguzzisweird]

Hardest thing I’ve had to do. Thank you for everything you’ve ever done. Thank you for showing me a glimpse of how life is meant to be lived. Thank you for showing me what it means to have someone care and love you deeply. You were truly my best friend. Thank you fea.

[aguzzisweird]

I didn’t lose you; you lost me.

[aguzzisweird]

If you wanted payback, you got it.

[aguzzisweird]

It feels so surreal

[aguzzisweird]

Wasted mf times. Like a mf.

[aguzzisweird]

2011-2022

[aguzzisweird]

Today i came to find out my efforts for the past 10 years or so had been for nothing. Im distressed, upset, and i feel so mf broken. I figured this whole time, despite what you were going thru, that there was a shred of you somewhere that wanted this too. I gave you 300% when i was only getting back 5. Because i wanted you to know how bad i wanted this.

[aguzzisweird]

So much

Happened in the course of 2 years.. its hitting hard and i dont want to be here.. my life has been shit. Like literally...shit. Im a waste of space. A waste of molecules. I dont deserve this life and i want you to take it back.

[aguzzisweird]

Love when girls masturbate with their fingers instead of toys or other bullshit

[aguzzisweird]

You gotta have a plan…

[aguzzisweird]

Just imagine...

So many times we’ve walked past each other. So many times we’ve seen each other. Maybe we even exchanged a friendly smile a couple of times as to say hi, not knowing that we had problems behind that smile. But then, one of us actually speaks up and its like we open the door to each other to each other’s life. We know what makes us happy, angry, upset, sad, laugh, cry. Its like walking into a new world and it’s the most amazing thing ever. You absorb yourself deep into this newfound place. Now we’re not strangers. We hold each other dear in our hearts. We like, appreciate, then love each other. Then unexpected changes happen. Our worlds could become one and it turns out amazing. Or we find more worlds and slowly forget about the beauty of each other’s and eventually go back to being strangers. Sad. Kinda crazy.

[aguzzisweird]

Maybe i should call..

[aguzzisweird]

I want to touch death’s hands to see the beauty behind its eyes

[aguzzisweird]

Nights

[aguzzisweird]

We want what we cant have and it happens at the worst times but if it feels right it’s right. No?

[aguzzisweird]

🤔😐😐