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[agarisky]

just imagine the sheer amount of survivor’s guilt and religious trauma induced ptsd that clancy probably wouldve felt when he found out that KEONS of all people was the one to essentially be the only catalyst that allowed him his freedom, and that he DIED for it as a result.

someone that is essentially your god

part of the same group that enslaved you and turned you into their weapon

who was probably complicit in that for presumably ages

and you find out that they’re the only reason you were even able to escape at all.

they DIED for YOU.

isnt that soul-crushing? having to deal with his conflicting devotion to the bishops (which personally i dont think ever fully went away), recovering from imprisonment, having to navigate (haha) part of an island he knows nothing about completely by himself and then hearing this news on top of it? and yet he still has to do his part in completely betraying these same people that he probably hasnt even fully made up his mind on.. i doubt that with all the pressure of the rebellion he could possibly get a single moment to himself to even THINK about any of these feelings at all.

he probably still feels like he owes them. all of them. prays before bed every night crying and begging for forgiveness. what if he feels like a traitor to both sides? keons wasn’t just his region. TONS of people lost, again, what is basically their GOD because of CLANCY and probably view him as the DEMA antichrist or something like that because of it. people that he probably once knew too. and he probably thinks that about himself. he probably wishes keons wouldve never saved him, and instead left him to rot and die of starvation under imprisonment.

and on the more headcanon-y side of things… he probably never wanted to become this symbol of rebellion at all. he was made one, he didn’t ask for any of these huge things to happen to him. he just wanted to live a better life, and the world has essentially punished him for it.

god… im so ill…all the implications of dema lore are so incredibly heartbreaking.

[agarisky]

the rain, its… crisper …..

[agarisky]

hello clikkies, i too like women

[agarisky]

save me transfem torchbearer… save me…

[agarisky]

oh joshua william dun please don’t ever go near a pair of scissors

[agarisky]

overgrown!clancy for the soul

[agarisky]

rb w added bg and flowers

Overgrown - TØP AU

Overgrown is a Twenty One Pilots AU inspired by the Undertale AU Flowerfell, where for each time Clancy makes a failed perimeter escape from Dema, a yellow daisy (such as the ones from the NATN mv, ik theyre not really daisies in the drawing shhhhh) appears on his body as a consequence. Through the struggle of this curse, Clancy has to learn to accept and love himself despite of it all, as the constant reminder of failures stare back at him in his reflection. And it’s only a matter of time before the flowers begin to consume him and his health..

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rendering of the flowers assisted by my pookie bear @toomanysubcultures

would love to answer any and all questions about this au so feel free to ask me in my inbox :)

i would also VERY much appreciate fanart of this freak so feel free to @ me if you do decide to make some mehehehehe

[agarisky]

Overgrown - TØP AU

Overgrown is a Twenty One Pilots AU inspired by the Undertale AU Flowerfell, where for each time Clancy makes a failed perimeter escape from Dema, a yellow daisy (such as the ones from the NATN mv, ik theyre not really daisies in the drawing shhhhh) appears on his body as a consequence. Through the struggle of this curse, Clancy has to learn to accept and love himself despite of it all, as the constant reminder of failures stare back at him in his reflection. And it’s only a matter of time before the flowers begin to consume him and his health..

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rendering of the flowers assisted by my pookie bear @toomanysubcultures

would love to answer any and all questions about this au so feel free to ask me in my inbox :)

i would also VERY much appreciate fanart of this freak so feel free to @ me if you do decide to make some mehehehehe

[agarisky]

clikkies who have went to the clancy world tour, does the crowd ever shout that little “hey hey hey hey hey” part in lavish, genuine question

[agarisky]

here’s a totally unrelated work in progress sketch btw

ive had this idea for a tøp au for some time now - for any clikkies who were also in the undertale fandom back then you might remember flowerfell - the undertale au where frisk grows a buttercup on their body every time they die - and i think about clancy’s drawer from the natn music video that’s filled with dandelions , one for every time he’s tried and failed to escape dema..

are you starting to get the picture. do you see the vision

[agarisky]

clikkie artists i hope you know that i am eating every single blurryface design that i see. they are all so good and creative. please keep making more, if no one will appreciate it i will.

[agarisky]

ive had this idea for a tøp au for some time now - for any clikkies who were also in the undertale fandom back then you might remember flowerfell - the undertale au where frisk grows a buttercup on their body every time they die - and i think about clancy’s drawer from the natn music video that’s filled with dandelions , one for every time he’s tried and failed to escape dema..

are you starting to get the picture. do you see the vision

[agarisky]

[agarisky]

WOKE clancy:

HOMOcompensate

next PRIDE PARADE

PRIDE FLAG indigo

backSHOTS

RAINBOWS in the night

the craving for MEN (joshler version)

lavish

naviGAYting

TRANSITION back

PRONOUNS station

at the risk of feeling QUEER

paladin GAY

[agarisky]

how the jingle ball probably went or something idk i couldnt see it,, i saw their iheart red carpet outfits and had this post in mind.. and then there was this uncontrollable urge to draw this meme. i think that this was a great use of my free will

bomb ass outfit designed by @rexlottie of course

[agarisky]

jingle ball predictions minutes before the live performance (in all seriousness i actually want them to play christmas saves the year bc i think its such a perfect song choice for this and also i secretly really want to see a live performance of that song, i yearn for it)

[agarisky]

WOKE clancy:

HOMOcompensate

next PRIDE PARADE

PRIDE FLAG indigo

backSHOTS

RAINBOWS in the night

the craving for MEN (joshler version)

lavish

naviGAYting

TRANSITION back

PRONOUNS station

at the risk of feeling QUEER

paladin GAY