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Five years ago I felt better than today, but metamorphosis is painful by definition and so I must remind myself that no matter how much it hurts I’m only getting truer to myself. I am what I’ve become and what I’m becoming. As long as I’m moving, not even necessarily forward, I’m not only undead, but I’m alive.

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sorry for finding it hot when people's hair goes grey. as if im wrong

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If life could kindly stop kicking me in the balls for like, five minutes. That’d be nice. Pretty please.

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Palomitz aka Paloma Salgado Díaz (Chilean, based Concepción, Chile) - Noctámbulos, Painting

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possession (1981) // anne sexton, is it true? //raw (2016) // s.r.m, machineryangel

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I couldn’t fix him, but I could fuck him, and that could fix me, and that’s more important.

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bringing this back for anyone who wants to retake it or hasn’t taken it yet

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—Anna Akhmatova, The Last Toast, tr. by D. M. Thomas

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Hands in Denis Sarazhin’s art

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Signalis (2022) [H.P. Lovecraft, The Festival] /Sagittarius A* / Kathy Acker, Pussy, King of the Pirates / Outer Wilds (2020) / Is There a God-Shaped Hole at the Heart of Mathematics? / Drain for overflowing water at Sambuco Dam, Lavizzara Valley / ? / Thomasin Frances, Hole Theory (15/10/2022) / Bryan’s Ground, a public garden in Herefordshire on the Welsh border. / odd, weird, strange and unusual / Mark Z. Danielewski, House of Leaves / Evil (2019-2014) / Judas H., Overflowing With Empty / Illustration of the Annular Eclipse of 1836 from “A fourteen weeks course in descriptive astronomy”, Joel Dorman Steele (1836-1886) / @imdad_barbhuyan on Instagram / The moon’s Copernicus crater. Through magic glasses. 1890. / Kaveh Akbar / Dune (2021) / x / Dmitry Kochanovich, Epiphany (Russian,b. 1972) / The Silt Verses, Chapter 41: But As My Last Breath Splits My Throat / Yousif M. Qasmiyeh, The Camp is a Bait for Time / Darina Muravjeva, Hole / Hilde Heynen in Heterotopia and the City / x / Leonard Cohen, Beautiful Losers / x /  Louise Glück, from Descending Figure / Anne Carson, Eros the Bittersweet: An Essay. / Caitlyn Siehl, What We Buried; from “A Letter To Love” / Lara de Moor, Orb (2014) / Sam Sax, Pig / The National - Wake Up Your Saints / Aleksander Rostov / Sanna Wani, from “Princess Mononoke (1997)”, My Grief, the Sun / Gregory Orr, [i want to go back] / Thomas Ott / ? / Judas H., Overflowing With Empty / James Baldwin, Giovanni’s Room / Massive sinkhole swallows house in Florida / Edna St Vincent Millay, in Letters (1952) /Silent Hill 4 (2004) / @/vren-diagram / Anne Boyer, What Resembles the Grave But Isn’t / Law of Holes / Scarlet Hollow (2021) / China Miéville, from Railsea

(part one)

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Jeff Goldblum - The Fly (1986)

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just learned about the ginkgo trees that survived the nuclear blast in Hiroshima

you cannot kill me in a way that matters

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SPIRITED AWAY (2001) dir. HAYAO MIYAZAKI

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funeral procession (miss you forever) I - IV, 2024, oil pastel on paper.

drawings of photos from the 99 highway in my home province of British Columbia during the past three years of driving up and down from city to town at midnight to catch planes to get to funerals.

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Rien ne sert de s’économiser No need to save huile sur lin 50 x 70 cm

2022

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Illuminated gravestones at a cemetery in Hafnarfjörour, Iceland

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wait so you like problematic yaoi?

lets take a moment to think about this one critically