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I really liked smau writing and am gonna try to do more things on the blog since I have the chance while on break right now! my drafts actually make me excited for the ideas I had since last year and I wish I could finish some of them
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heaven on earth
44. sit still .. !
[ genshin impact smau / idol!xiao x fem!reader ]
heaven on earth - 44. sit still
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synopsis ; 🗝️ — in which you befriend your next door neighbour who, unbeknownst to you, was apart of a soon-to-be one of the most popular bands throughout liyue. you're unable to tell if cupid was helping you or not when things with xiao kept going up and down. will he continue to keep his secret from yours truly?
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heaven on earth
43. code red .. !
[ genshin impact smau / idol!xiao x fem!reader ]
some people didn't get tagged last chapter, please check if you have read it or not
heaven on earth - 43. code red
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synopsis ; 🗝️ — in which you befriend your next door neighbour who, unbeknownst to you, was apart of a soon-to-be one of the most popular bands throughout liyue. you're unable to tell if cupid was helping you or not when things with xiao kept going up and down. will he continue to keep his secret from yours truly?
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/ Orv novel main story + epilogue spoilers
"Did you know, Dokja-ssi?" - A Jung Heewon comic about platonic love
Thank you @princess-of-purple-prose for the ID (available in ALT text). ID was rephrased here and there according to what the panels are meant to show
#naru<3s#orv spoilers#SO HOW ABOUT NOT OKAY YEAH#THIS IS TOO BEAUTIFUL AAAAAAAAAAAAA#SO MANY THOUGHTS SI MANY EMOTIONS
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heaven on earth
42. hand in marriage .. !
[ genshin impact smau / idol!xiao x fem!reader ]
heaven on earth - 42. hand in marriage
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synopsis ; 🗝️ — in which you befriend your next door neighbour who, unbeknownst to you, was apart of a soon-to-be one of the most popular bands throughout liyue. you're unable to tell if cupid was helping you or not when things with xiao kept going up and down. will he continue to keep his secret from yours truly?
NOTE — i kept my promise and uploaded 💔💔 might double update today. we're back to silly little chapters okay because im burnt out
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conseq/coincidence is gonna come back (I DESPERATELY MISS WRITING IT TT) im just moving continents soon o(-(
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KEEP MY HEART
goal 09: do you like sweets?
You are fully self-aware that you have delusional tendencies, but you know yourself well enough to think that you weren't that far gone yet to the point that you will start seeing your long distance crush right in front of you.
He's probably real.
Taking notice of your presence, Scaramouche then turned towards you. His face was hard to read, other hand holding his phone and the other inside the pockets of his denim pants. His oversized black shirt was tucked, highlighting his good figure.
'Holy. He's got good style too,' you thought. It was simple, yes. But he carries outfits so damn well.
But what is he even doing here in your uni?
Since an eye contact has already been made, you flashed a sheepish smile and a light wave. Your loud personality online was such a huge contrast in comparison to how you're actually behaving now.
He just stared. 'Oh. So he's the cold type. God, he's exactly my type.'
"Aren't you going in?" You snapped out of your musings upon hearing his voice.
"I was about to. I'm starving," you chuckled. He scoffed. "I could use a bit of food, too."
"We should eat at the birthday party then."
"Kazuha's?"
You nod.
He looked away. "Go and eat inside. I'll find another place to eat at."
You flashed a look of disbelief. Scaramouche raised a brow in confusion. "Dude, you're literally already at a restaurant and you still want to go somewhere else to eat?"
"And you're hungry, aren't you?"
He sighed. "Look, I don't know if you know this, but the one holding a party — well, we're not on the best of terms."
Oh. Yeah.
There's that thing.
How the fuck could you forget that the love of your life is from the rival of your brother's team?
"Ah," You nod again. He seemed to take it as you understanding his reasoning and turned the other way, attempting to head off.
If only you hadn't tugged at his shirt.
"What the?!"
You led him to a lone bench at the parking lot, lit warmly by the streetlight just directly above it. "Sit there and wait for me."
"Excuse me?" He hissed. "What am I? A dog?"
"Your words, not mine." You grinned. "Just do as I say, okay? It won't be long, I promise."
He was about to retort but you cut him off by hurriedly entering the lively restaurant.
When you got back, you easily spotted Scaramouche who was sitting comfortably on the bench where you left him. He immediately scooted over once he saw you.
"Wow," he remarked. "You know I actually doubted if you would even come back."
You chuckled as you sat and handed him his plate. "Do you have trust issues?"
"Shut the fuck up."
"Oh, so you do."
He rolled his eyes.
Your late dinner with him was mostly filled with a comforting silence, with some bits of small talk in between. The only ones left on your plate were delectable desserts, as well as the little pieces of food you left out.
"Do you like sweets?"
"No," Scaramouche speedily replied. "They're disgusting."
You subconsciously frown. "Shame. I like them."
"You can have mine then," he says as he picks up his portion of desserts and transfers them to your plate. Unbeknownst to you, his observant gaze failed to miss how your eyes sparkled in delight at the sight of mouthwatering sweets.
As he did so, Scaramouche also spotted some leftovers on your plate. "Do you not like bitter stuff?"
"My tongue can't handle them."
"Give it to me then instead of wasting food, idiot."
You let out a laugh. "Is that your way of saying you like bitter stuff?"
The man just let out a quiet "tch" before taking a bite.
KEEP MY HEART — scara x reader smau
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SUMMARY —you find plenty of guys around you attractive, but there is only one you’re willing to make the first move on: the guy you first saw during your older brother’s soccer game. spoiler: he's a player from your rival university.
NOTES -> a lot has happened lmaoo i was so busy aaa -> i graduated hs finally :P -> i also submitted my requirements for college haha -> also can u guys believe i'm gonna be in college while my college smau is on going omg -> and apologies for ghosting HASDHADHA (also wtf fontaine livestream tomorrow already whaaat time flies so fast omg)
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heaven on earth
41. one step closer .. !
[ genshin impact smau / idol!xiao x fem!reader ]
The sky was pretty, especially today. There were a few lanterns that were already up in the sky, illuminating the sky with spots of yellow here and there. The festival had a ton of small festive shops, selling traditional masks, and a few fun games. All leading up to the main attraction. The stage.
Among all the attractive stores, nothing could take away the glory that the stage presents, the kind that catches everyone’s eyes. It stood tall among the festival, a view you could see from any angle, and was included in every selfie taken.
The outdoor concert had a whole area to itself, a space waiting to be filled with loads and loads of people, and you had no doubt that it would be filled to the brim. The stage lights illuminate the large stage in the center of the space, giving the platform a much-needed spotlight. A few speakers that looked like they could destroy an eardrum were placed on the stage along with fog machines.
You nervously handed the staff the ticket gifted by your dear friend, Hutao, who you really wanted to strangle because of the dilemma she put you in, an all-or-nothing. You’d have given them a heads up, telling them to meet up with you but you hadn’t contacted a single soul about you coming to this concert.
Why? You had a huge ego. And you really, really didn’t want anyone to know that you were going to Xiao’s concert.
After the whole fiasco with Xiao-Yujin, the internet was skeptical, rightfully, due to it coming from PAIMON, who was the master at making things up. You were skeptical as well, but you were petty and you didn’t really want to go out of your way to ask him. Well, you’re doing it now.
So, after making up your mind about coming to Xiao’s concert - which took a long time - you reluctantly came to the concert with the words Hutao told you lingering in the back of your mind.
It’s about honoring his lost companions.
When the staff had verified your ticket, you looked around for something to do before the concert started. In an attempt to distract yourself, you found a small store that sold and taught the art of crocheting. Well, it does look cute. Why not?
A lady in her early 40s greeted you kindly, a gentle smile on her face as she showed you around the neat stall. When you seemed a little too puzzled, she asked, “Are there any crocheted flowers you’re looking for, dear?”
You blinked. Oh, that startled you.
You didn’t think the lady was one to talk but it seemed you were wrong. Shaking your head, you replied with a small ‘I’m afraid not.’ and a sheepish grin. The lady hummed at your response, looking around at her flowers before finally asking, “Who are you planning to give it to?”
You inhale, “Do you think I’m going to give it to someone?” Chuckling, your eyes scanned around for a simple flower, or anything pretty really, you didn’t mind. Since the lady was nice, you’d give it a shot, for her sake. You’ll give it to Hutao or Xiangling. Whatever.
The nice lady smiled, looking as if she was feeling some nostalgia before saying, “I’m well aware of the look in your eyes. I had the same one when I was your age, you know? Those longing eyes as if you’re waiting for someone.”
Suddenly you wish you didn’t enter this store or come to this festival.
Relaxing your shoulders and neck, you hunched down a little to stare at the flower that caught your eyes at the bottom of the stall.
“I don’t know. Really.”
The lady beside you crouched down to the same level as you, resting her face on her hand as she smiled a little before pointing at the flowers your eyes laid upon.
“Those are hyacinthus. If we’re talking about Greek mythology, Hyacinth is a divine hero who falls in love with Apollo and chooses him over 3 other beings.” She paused, picking up the hyacinthus and grabbing your wrist gently with her free hand.
“But eventually, he was killed accidentally by Apollo. Then he was resurrected again, by his lover and was gifted with immortality as well.” She let the flowers fall into your hands softly, the three crochet hyacinth flowers laying atop each other.
“That’s why its symbolism is devotion beyond the depths of life and death.”
Over the next thirty minutes, more people arrived at the festival along with the concert. The empty space from before had transformed into a mob of people. If you lose something here, you’re never getting it back. That’s why you held onto the flowers with a tight grip even if you didn’t have plans to give them to anyone. Totally.
Your hands were clammy from having to glance around you every 5 seconds in case one of your friends saw you. To say that you were dreading meeting them was an understatement. You’d dig the floor and bury yourself alive if they saw even a glimpse of you.
Reaching for your phone to look at the clock, the sound of a loud screeching noise reached your ears. The noise of microphone feedback alerted everyone to the beginning of a thrilling performance. The anticipation in the air was visible, and the atmosphere filled with excitement and eagerness of the crowd.
The beam lights lit up one after another from the left to the right, the floodlights following right after. The stage, the one piece of art that held the attention of everyone, was then adorned with shining bright lights. The soft glow highlighted the display of the new presence.
Along the stage stood four well-known individuals, the spotlights captured each artist in their glory, possessing an aura demanding attention. The crowd erupted into applause and gasps, the wildness they’ve been since the start. The presence of each spoke volume, all of which were hard to ignore. Each of them had a headset engraved to the side of their face around the ear and the mic extending to their lips. Their outfits are all unique and well-planned, matching the theme of the festival by adding a little bit of gold and black, which complemented their bodies greatly. Especially, Xiao, you think. You’re caught off-guard when the familiar dark-haired man’s head twisted and turned, almost as if he was looking for something - someone. You felt a little satisfied at the sight, the gears turning in your head even if you’re not too sure.
The soft sound of the instruments started to play in the background almost immediately, catching the audience by surprise. The first voice to speak is a feminine voice. Confusion erupted in the audience as none of the mouths on the stage looked as though they were moving.
That was until a certain figure walked onto the stage. Yunjin was dressed with a black corset above her black crop top that seemed to hug her curves well. Her skirt was adorned with golden trinkets and intricate patterns. On top of her clothing, she wore multiple accessories that matched the outfit significantly with her pastel-colored headband of flowers and a short warm white scarf around her neck.
Other voices joined in soon yet your attention laid still on one specific person, one you’re unable to tear your eyes away from. Even as people around you started to bump lightly into you from swaying to the music, your eyes refused to move from the spot they had settled on. Xiao and his pretty, pretty eyes.
His body moved along with the beats of the song, lips softly opening and closing as he sang with his members. Wearing a dark-colored jacket, his clothing is layered with another white button-up shirt underneath and if you looked very closely, you might just be able to see his abs - okay, enough. The point is, you’ve never appreciated someone as much as you did with the person who arranged Xiao’s outfit because the conclusion is that you had never seen anyone as majestic as Xiao and you didn’t believe you ever will for the rest of your life.
Even his navy slacks looked perfect while he danced to the choreography which you believed was carefully planned, anyone could tell even if they didn’t know anything about dancing. You’re not sure how he moved with those slightly heeled boots or shoes, you don’t know and you don’t care. The question is how he moved so smoothly even with those heavy shoes that you knew you would fall and trip on if you wore them?
When your eyes returned to his golden ones, you noticed the pupils shooting in all directions, searching the VIPS, the front, the reserved, the platinum, the platinum plus - you get the point.
You doubted he would be able to spot you in this… what? Fifty thousand hoards of people? That’s an estimate but it was way too crowded and even though your spot wasn’t too far from the stage, he wouldn’t be able to possibly find you like this, right?
Yea, wrong. Because as soon as your thought process ended, the flash of golden eyes seemed to glance across your own and stopped for more than a second - before seemingly relaxing and tearing his gaze away. Though it was just a moment, everything had started to drown out in the background, going quiet before all you can think about is - Xiao, Xiao, Xiao.
After snapping out of your thoughts, one thing you can confirm after listening to the lyrics and melody was that it was indeed a rather solemn story that had been turned into a song. It matched the description that Hutao told you about. The need to comfort Xiao clawed at the back of your throat. You’d have to hold it back until the concert ended. Wait, what?
No, the plan was to watch and leave. But… ahaha.
The concert seemed to pass like a blur in your memories, your lack of focus only helped in not being aware of your surroundings because - oops, you just bumped into some crazily tall dude with hair longer than half of your body? Those odd professional clothing made him look wild but weirdly cool, but to be real, why did he choose them out of everything to wear to a concert? Multiple layers of different shades of brown and a mix of white or gray in this humid and stifling atmosphere.
He seemed more shocked than you it seems, but you’re sure it’s not your clothes because he was looking straight at your face, not your outfit. The brown-haired ponytailed man opened his mouth to speak to you, which is odd because you didn’t know this man, did you?
“Is your name, [name], by any chance? Which, of course, if it’s not, you’re free to say so.”
Okay. Definitely a stalker or something, run.
In contrast to your light-speed thoughts, your body stood still in its spot, not making any attempt to move. Then, against your better judgment, you muttered, “Yea, who are you?”, accompanied by a raise of your brow and a step back.
At your response, his lips seemed to quirk up, a ghost of a heartwarming smile on his face as he reached a hand out to you.
“I go by Zhongli, may I have a moment with you, [name]?”
On the other hand, the concert had just ended. The fatigue and a thirst for water washed over Xiao quickly as he rushed to grab a bottle before trying to slip away to find… someone.
However, a deep voice reached his ears, “Xiao! Don’t go yet, wait for a while!”
God he wished he could just turn around and punch the smiling ginger head waving at him from across the backstage, he had had enough of Childe and him intervening. A sign came from Xiao before he turned back to Childe, mind racing for an excuse so that he can leave him behind and slip away to find you. Just as Xiao’s lips parted, Childe had taken the initiative.
“Before you say anything, I know where you’re going, who you’re planning to find, what you’re going to do.”
That shut Xiao up even if it wasn’t like Xiao was a particularly talkative person. His brow twitched at the knowledge the older male had, annoyance dripping from his tone as he spoke.
“Okay? Bye then.”
Xiao turned away to walk towards the decreasing crowd, grieving the time that he lost spent with Childe. At his actions, the ginger sighed, long and exasperated. Not having the energy to physically deal with Xiao, he decided to use his words, “Zhongli said he told her to go to the place, that place. You know what I’m talking about.”
Pause.
“Are you fucking with me right now?”
Xiao believed wholeheartedly he had never felt emotions on this level. Hell, he never really felt any more than annoyance like this. Xiao thinks you’ve been changing him. Little by little, piece by piece, he’ll become an ordinary person going about with his day. Just like how they would’ve wanted.
Shaking away his thoughts, he took small steps towards the area informed by Childe just a moment ago and a while ago through dms when he asked Childe for vacant places with a magnificent view. He didn’t know whether he wanted to run there, reach out for you and just stare at you for a good while or walk slow, slow steps, so that his hopes didn’t get crushed by the possibility that you didn’t listen to Zhongli.
The grass tickled the black shoes that he changed to after the concert due to the initial pair of boots literally being impossible to walk with. The wind is gentle, the view is just as he had described to Childe, ethereal. But, maybe not more than you.
Liyue as a whole could be seen from this spot in the mountains, the warm yellow lights from lanterns illuminating the dark sky and the city, the city he never thought could look this breathtaking. Shivers went down his spine as he continued to look around. The night looked especially pretty tonight.
Just as he thought he wouldn’t be able to find anything prettier on this extraordinary night, an almost silent sound of rustling nearby. When he looked up, sweet amber eyes met your wide ones. An expression of relief fell on his face as his eyes scanned you. Then, he concluded that maybe, he had a special view specifically meant for him. You looked divine.
Wait. What? You guys were friends, he shouldn’t have such thoughts. Do friends think of each other this way? Ugh, his head is spinning.
After a moment, you reached your hand out to gesture at him to take a seat beside you on the green grass. He hesitantly took his spot beside yours, shuffling to make himself comfortable as he admired the view.
Silence took over soon after, both too hesitant and unknowing of what to say, and what not to say. But then again, with this view, on this night, on the top of this little hill, it felt right. It felt right that he knew he couldn’t mess up, this could be an ultimate moment for the two of you. A memory to make.
“[Name], you listened to the song I sang earlier.”
Confusion was etched on your face as you turned your head to face the dark-haired man, blinking rapidly at him before responding with a small nod.
“I wrote it. About the people who were- are special to me.” It’s hard opening up to people. He cringed at the mistake he made with that sentence. Although, he couldn’t really call it a mistake, could he?
“I lived in an orphanage once, along with four other kids who were older than me. That time I was like how I am now, quiet, but they got me to open up in a short time.” Xiao’s slender fingers curled up against the grass, looking solemn as he continued. “Especially the oldest one there, Bosacius.”
Your heart warmed up at his words, brushing your knuckles against his curled-up hand in an attempt to bring comfort to him. You had not heard about his life before, and it hurt to know that he went through hard times. You tilted your head to the side a little, an invitation for him to continue.
He cleared his throat before gazing back at the lanterns slowly rising to reach out to the sky, “They were everything to me, my family. Along with Zhongli, who was the one that helped fund us and visited us a lot. Madame Ping, too. She was our caretaker. Apparently, Zhongli was friends with her, I learned that later on.”
Xiao breathed a long breath before continuing with his talking. You were happy to get to know his found family, but he looked sorrowful as he talked. Maybe something bad happened between them?
“It was the best of times, but good things never last.” This time, his words were muttered, and quieter, as if he was trying to stop himself from speaking.
“Our house. It got caught on fire.” Xiao took a big breath before concluding, “They, uhm, didn’t make it out. Was it some electrical fault? I didn’t bother to remember. I was too shocked to think.” Your eyes widened, you didn’t expect him to drop a bomb on you like that. You couldn’t muster up a reply to something like that. So instead of a verbal response, you hesitantly uncurled his fisted fingers and laced yours through them, stroking his skin with your palm.
Xiao took your physical touch as a sign of showing your condolences without pitying him. His heart warmed at the thought, heart beating a little faster. “Bosacius carried me from our bedroom to the hallway with the entrance. He was trying to do the same for others, too. But it didn’t work out quite well.” The last words were whispered, his head hunched down to his knees.
You tightened your grip on your laced fingers, bumping his shoulder with yours as you finally mustered up something to say to Xiao - for the first time today. “It’s not your fault. I’m sorry that happened to you.” Tone softening to accommodate the solemn atmosphere and an attempt to say something meaningful to him after he opened up to you. That explains the song, too.
Unexpectedly, Xiao turned to you with a refreshed look on his face, as he - out of nowhere - asked, “Did you enjoy the concert?” Like a lost puppy, his eyes stared into your shocked ones. After a few moments of silence, you decided on the best answer you can come up with.
“Yeah, you were awesome.” From bumping your shoulders to leaning your head slightly on his shoulder, sure it's a big leap. But, you didn’t receive any sort of rejection from the male beside you. On the other hand, his heart rate told you a different story. His usually steady heart rate had turned more erratic, you couldn't blame him either when your own matched his unsteady beats.
"That PAIMON tweet is an exaggeration." Xiao muttered into the silence of the air. At those unexpected words, you laughed wholly, as if you couldn't guess that already. But oh well, his reassurance did sound nice. Xiao was in his own little world, his thoughts consisted of how nice and soothing the sound of your sweet laughter was. A small smile bloomed onto his pretty face, watching you smile back at him with a grin.
A night has never felt more meaningful than it did now, with your head on his shoulder and a cute smile on your face directed at him, Xiao wouldn't have it any other way. And if there's one thing Xiao concluded from today, it was that he was in love with a certain gremlin.
"Oh! Here, I almost forgot." Golden eyes blinked at the crocheted hyacinthus between your fingers, glancing between the flowers and you. Exasperated at his obliviousness, you gestured for him to take them, quirking up a brow.
He suddenly seemed flustered as he shyly took the flowers from your hand, mumbling a "Thank you…?"
A sudden urge to make him more flustered crossed your mind.
"You should search up the meaning of hyacinthus later, by the way."
Xiao gulped before nodding his head slightly, looking back up at the now empty sky. He seemed to only realize now how much time has actually passed.
"Oh, shall we leave?" You mumbled, bringing up your phone from your pocket before looking at the time and collecting your things laying around on the grass. Xiao stood up before you, standing in front of you as he sheepishly reached out his hand to you - for what? The third time today?
You shook your head lightly, laughing slightly before placing your hand on his open ones as he lifted you up.
"What a gentleman."
heaven on earth - 41. one step closer
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synopsis ; 🗝️ — in which you befriend your next door neighbour who, unbeknownst to you, was apart of a soon-to-be one of the most popular bands throughout liyue. you're unable to tell if cupid was helping you or not when things with xiao kept going up and down. will he continue to keep his secret from yours truly?
NOTE — new chapter will be out soon bcs no more written portion for a while (ive said this like 4 times and they never go as planned 🤗🤗) !!@!@! yipee. anyways since he realized his shit its easy here on out 😝😝 rikkyu is not [name] btw her user is just that bcs i got too lazy to give her a proper one mb
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conseq. not coincidence [12] : in a day
finally, it was time!
maybe you were being dramatic- it only having passed noon so far, but something about the long hours today had really been getting to you. the absence of noise except for the dreaded ticking from behind alongside a singular monotonous voice boring you more than it would normally do. everyone still deserves a breather even in the most mundane of times.
a breather was exactly what you would call this.
if you couldn’t fault the shorter days for your lack of full consciousness, it would certainly be because of one blue haired, golden eyed man. who really had snuck into the vast boredom of your business lecture hall, and disrupted your usual calm cadence, with something interesting.
and that interest was him. the one you’re now meeting up with, presumably to continue your own assessment with his help, class materials in your arms.
you really did feel bad whenever you thought too much about it, inconveniencing him like this, even if over time again he says otherwise, how he was the one that offered. what if you agreed too quickly? the thoughts creeps into your mind, like a bygone wind that makes its way around again. the past crawls behind, lurking and watching with its pierce-
pushing past the doors of a quaintly familiar cafe, the clatter from inside, you step onto the front carpet that muffles the soles of your shoes. voices ring out from all around, peak hour incoming. and you focus on that instead. eyes gliding over the furnitures, to the waiters around that seem to be enjoying themselves. it wasn’t too busy as of yet, so you hope the best for them.
its warm, light. it staves off just the top of your nerves. the time, right. it took you roughly 12 minutes to get there, being more sluggish than normal, and the weird chills you got. there was still a few minutes before you were really supposed to be here, waiting doesn’t hurt.
situating yourself to a more empty side of the place, away from the entrance and front of the store but still easy to get to, not much went on in the next moments as you looked over the collected notes. only beginning to open your phone,
“you’re early.”
makes you nearly drop it instead.
“w- xiao!” you quickly looked up after the abrupt greeting, glancing back down at your phone again briefly at the time before meeting his (amused??) gaze. “so are you?!”
you think he’s laughing, though in physicality his face only softly averts around the area as he takes the place across. lilt edging on his lips, it hangs in the air before he mumbles, “barely.” a hardly concealed question lingers in his eyes as you follow it to the table.
“I brought some of the materials since I was by my apartment,” you fill in.
he hums, “I see,” there’s a certain look in his eyes you can’t place but it’s gone too soon that you wonder if it was just the light through the window. “did you order yet?”
shaking your head, and in turn misplacing that prior thought, “I only got here a bit before you did.”
“I’ll do it for us both. what do you want?”
it was almost more of a demand if you hadn’t gotten more familiar with his tones the past week and a half, being with lumine in the first few months definitely helped. you tell xiao your usual, alongside some sweet crepes as you pull some notes out prepared to sift through them. “here-“
“no.”
gone for the counter just like that, you splutter from behind him without another choice again, flustered. if you knew he was going to do this you wouldn’t have added anything on either, sighing in dismay.
he returns to your begrudging pout, money on the table, which xiao pointedly ignores.
the conversation flows while you eventually give up on the facade, contents on the table being moved to the side as the drinks came and you were still talking off topically.
“xiangling’s a great roommate! I like her a lot, and she gets me to join in on cooking, too. though, haah.. she doesn’t leave me alone to do it a lot.”
“mine... likes to get takeout. I don’t mind, though sometimes it’s just bar food. he’s growing out of it. I think.”
the crepes arrive as you nearly forget about them. "Oh!" your eyes slide to the bills still laid out on the other side of your things.
as if he already knew what was going through your head, "don't."
"that's not fair.." you slump over in your seat; you see him cutting out pieces with the provided utensils. "I already ask so much of you."
"you have asked exactly nothing." the plate slides infront of you. for someone who was straightfoward, he was also stubbon.
you needed to think, taking the small bite. "do you like sweets?"
"hm?" your change in tone catches him off, "I guess?" conflict flickers in him momentarily.
you can be just as stubborn. pushing the plate to be directly in the middle of you two, "share it with me then!" fork out to him with another piece (that he was the one to cut) on it.
his arms are folded, "is this a choice?"
mocking him for earlier, "nope."
he sighs and takes a hold of the fork, hand going over yours as you let it to be lent. his eyes glimmer when he does taste it, "it's not bad," he says, but you're pleased.
beaming up at him, you really do feel light. "see!" and he has that look that says something you can't make out in that moment, that he feels the same as you did, but turns away.
"we probably should get another fork, too."
"do you do that a lot?"
"what do you mean."
"before we even started sharing, you..()"
"ah, I have... something, of a younger sister."
"?!"
the hour passes, and nearly another one goes, and it feels nice. you already knew this, but you get along with xiao. an assumed time that was meant for a dreaded project, turned into something else for one of you that day. you couldn't help but smile with him.
rush hour was gone, displacing as you had just spent and enjoyed your time in the opposing side with refills. the sun has simmered down from the blare of the peak afternoon, relishing in the shade more. the door rings like it has been, though much more sparse than earlier, but there was amiss.
drifted away, you were. as if an avalanche fell through you. green hair was all your vision saw, glasses gently placed, tucked beneath. you were dragged downwards.
"y/n?" xiao. right.
you tear your focus from the front of the store, to concentrated eyes on you instead. the intensity of his watch not what you were expecting. "y-yeah?" always managing to stutter at the worst times with him, you've noticed.
he's narrowed in solely on you. "are you okay?" even at the second of hesitance, he peers through at the rest of the store. you try to consolidate him even as your nerves are only rising higher.
"of course! really!" you're reaching over to him, anything to get his attention back and away from.. and your eyes are shut for that moment, regaining it in. "I guess we've been here for a while, ha." your throat feels dry and there's a sinking, heavy in you now.
at the sound of that he does look back, one of your hands still on him. you don't know what he sees and you're scared of it, but he keeps himself centered. "..I guess... so."
"this was really great." the truth or not, you were filling in the silence that was brewing, where both of you knew something was wrong. "I appreciate it a lot."
"it isn't a problem." xiao doesn't steer away from you again, and you don't stop avoiding it head on, a truly stubborn endless loop.
up until the door rings again and you feel yourself breathe, even by a bit, as all that's left is an ache.
"are you-"
"I think I'm going to head back for today." you don't hear the beginning of his question, mind clouded already.
"I can walk you half way there."
"no." your initial tone stuns him, direct and so far away. it was then that you felt it, the sharp tug that your own response gave to your heart, broken away from the stupor that felt like you couldn't control yourself. "sorry, i- I just need, a bit."
he watches as you scramble for your stuff; deep in his mind, he's calling out. a hand gently nudges the top of yours, on the stack of notes that was haphazardly thrown together. "it's okay."
and you get to breathe for that instance, before its no longer touching yours and you could only hold his gaze for a second of sincerity in the chaos of your brain, "thank you." a soft smile you muster.
as you leave the steps to the store, xiao stayed there still.
along with the money you left behind
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conseq. not coincidence [12] : in a day
finally, it was time!
maybe you were being dramatic- it only having passed noon so far, but something about the long hours today had really been getting to you. the absence of noise except for the dreaded ticking from behind alongside a singular monotonous voice boring you more than it would normally do. everyone still deserves a breather even in the most mundane of times.
a breather was exactly what you would call this.
if you couldn’t fault the shorter days for your lack of full consciousness, it would certainly be because of one blue haired, golden eyed man. who really had snuck into the vast boredom of your business lecture hall, and disrupted your usual calm cadence, with something interesting.
and that interest was him. the one you’re now meeting up with, presumably to continue your own assessment with his help, class materials in your arms.
you really did feel bad whenever you thought too much about it, inconveniencing him like this, even if over time again he says otherwise, how he was the one that offered. what if you agreed too quickly? the thoughts creeps into your mind, like a bygone wind that makes its way around again. the past crawls behind, lurking and watching with its pierce-
pushing past the doors of a quaintly familiar cafe, the clatter from inside, you step onto the front carpet that muffles the soles of your shoes. voices ring out from all around, peak hour incoming. and you focus on that instead. eyes gliding over the furnitures, to the waiters around that seem to be enjoying themselves. it wasn’t too busy as of yet, so you hope the best for them.
its warm, light. it staves off just the top of your nerves. the time, right. it took you roughly 12 minutes to get there, being more sluggish than normal, and the weird chills you got. there was still a few minutes before you were really supposed to be here, waiting doesn’t hurt.
situating yourself to a more empty side of the place, away from the entrance and front of the store but still easy to get to, not much went on in the next moments as you looked over the collected notes. only beginning to open your phone,
“you’re early.”
makes you nearly drop it instead.
“w- xiao!” you quickly looked up after the abrupt greeting, glancing back down at your phone again briefly at the time before meeting his (amused??) gaze. “so are you?!”
you think he’s laughing, though in physicality his face only softly averts around the area as he takes the place across. lilt edging on his lips, it hangs in the air before he mumbles, “barely.” a hardly concealed question lingers in his eyes as you follow it to the table.
“I brought some of the materials since I was by my apartment,” you fill in.
he hums, “I see,” there’s a certain look in his eyes you can’t place but it’s gone too soon that you wonder if it was just the light through the window. “did you order yet?”
shaking your head, and in turn misplacing that prior thought, “I only got here a bit before you did.”
“I’ll do it for us both. what do you want?”
it was almost more of a demand if you hadn’t gotten more familiar with his tones the past week and a half, being with lumine in the first few months definitely helped. you tell xiao your usual, alongside some sweet crepes as you pull some notes out prepared to sift through them. “here-“
“no.”
gone for the counter just like that, you splutter from behind him without another choice again, flustered. if you knew he was going to do this you wouldn’t have added anything on either, sighing in dismay.
he returns to your begrudging pout, money on the table, which xiao pointedly ignores.
the conversation flows while you eventually give up on the facade, contents on the table being moved to the side as the drinks came and you were still talking off topically.
“xiangling’s a great roommate! I like her a lot, and she gets me to join in on cooking, too. though, haah.. she doesn’t leave me alone to do it a lot.”
“mine... likes to get takeout. I don’t mind, though sometimes it’s just bar food. he’s growing out of it. I think.”
the crepes arrive as you nearly forget about them. "Oh!" your eyes slide to the bills still laid out on the other side of your things.
as if he already knew what was going through your head, "don't."
"that's not fair.." you slump over in your seat; you see him cutting out pieces with the provided utensils. "I already ask so much of you."
"you have asked exactly nothing." the plate slides infront of you. for someone who was straightfoward, he was also stubbon.
you needed to think, taking the small bite. "do you like sweets?"
"hm?" your change in tone catches him off, "I guess?" conflict flickers in him momentarily.
you can be just as stubborn. pushing the plate to be directly in the middle of you two, "share it with me then!" fork out to him with another piece (that he was the one to cut) on it.
his arms are folded, "is this a choice?"
mocking him for earlier, "nope."
he sighs and takes a hold of the fork, hand going over yours as you let it to be lent. his eyes glimmer when he does taste it, "it's not bad," he says, but you're pleased.
beaming up at him, you really do feel light. "see!" and he has that look that says something you can't make out in that moment, that he feels the same as you did, but turns away.
"we probably should get another fork, too."
"do you do that a lot?"
"what do you mean."
"before we even started sharing, you..()"
"ah, I have... something, of a younger sister."
"?!"
the hour passes, and nearly another one goes, and it feels nice. you already knew this, but you get along with xiao. an assumed time that was meant for a dreaded project, turned into something else for one of you that day. you couldn't help but smile with him.
rush hour was gone, displacing as you had just spent and enjoyed your time in the opposing side with refills. the sun has simmered down from the blare of the peak afternoon, relishing in the shade more. the door rings like it has been, though much more sparse than earlier, but there was amiss.
drifted away, you were. as if an avalanche fell through you. green hair was all your vision saw, glasses gently placed, tucked beneath. you were dragged downwards.
"y/n?" xiao. right.
you tear your focus from the front of the store, to concentrated eyes on you instead. the intensity of his watch not what you were expecting. "y-yeah?" always managing to stutter at the worst times with him, you've noticed.
he's narrowed in solely on you. "are you okay?" even at the second of hesitance, he peers through at the rest of the store. you try to consolidate him even as your nerves are only rising higher.
"of course! really!" you're reaching over to him, anything to get his attention back and away from.. and your eyes are shut for that moment, regaining it in. "I guess we've been here for a while, ha." your throat feels dry and there's a sinking, heavy in you now.
at the sound of that he does look back, one of your hands still on him. you don't know what he sees and you're scared of it, but he keeps himself centered. "..I guess... so."
"this was really great." the truth or not, you were filling in the silence that was brewing, where both of you knew something was wrong. "I appreciate it a lot."
"it isn't a problem." xiao doesn't steer away from you again, and you don't stop avoiding it head on, a truly stubborn endless loop.
up until the door rings again and you feel yourself breathe, even by a bit, as all that's left is an ache.
"are you-"
"I think I'm going to head back for today." you don't hear the beginning of his question, mind clouded already.
"I can walk you half way there."
"no." your initial tone stuns him, direct and so far away. it was then that you felt it, the sharp tug that your own response gave to your heart, broken away from the stupor that felt like you couldn't control yourself. "sorry, i- I just need, a bit."
he watches as you scramble for your stuff; deep in his mind, he's calling out. a hand gently nudges the top of yours, on the stack of notes that was haphazardly thrown together. "it's okay."
and you get to breathe for that instance, before its no longer touching yours and you could only hold his gaze for a second of sincerity in the chaos of your brain, "thank you." a soft smile you muster.
as you leave the steps to the store, xiao stayed there still.
along with the money you left behind
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Im almost done with chapter 12!! im so happy ^^ sorry for the wait but proud of this one hihi
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heaven on earth
40. oblivious .. !
[ genshin impact smau / idol!xiao x fem!reader ]
heaven on earth - 40. a dumbass
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synopsis ; 🗝️ — in which you befriend your next door neighbour who, unbeknownst to you, was apart of a soon-to-be one of the most popular bands throughout liyue. you're unable to tell if cupid was helping you or not when things with xiao kept going up and down. will he continue to keep his secret from yours truly?
NOTE — new chapter out woohoo (i lied to myself saying ill do it the next day and i procrastinated) mb y'all
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quick heizou doodle because im stressed out in a painting that im currently doing 🥹
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conseq. not coincidence [11] : cup of sunshine?
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whispers:
it’s quiet..
xiaos tone is hard to decipher through text and it makes his tweets even more threatening from others’ perspective
on the other hand everytime heizou makes one the whole student body goes inexplicitly haywire
an/ writing xiao is hard for me ; though it was shorter than i wanted i did try last chapter! (which is a wonder how i made an smau centered around him) this au had been supposed to be about 20 chapters and.. it is no, longer lol let’s just see ^^ next up is written again aaa
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