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actually being a star wars fan is praying that the characters you like never show up in the new material because you know for a fact that they'll get done dirty

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thrawn in jail where he belongs

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i knew filoni couldn’t write thrawn lmao

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Mara Jade (again)

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okay so indulging further.

when anakin says : ‘ you lost a fight ‘ / ‘ trust me, you lost ‘ he’s obviously talking about the fight with the sith lord, however i’m also reminded how she just pretty much lost everything. rex & her battalion, anakin, obi wan, the jedi order, her other friends, the galaxy she knew at large changed for the worse and she just lost. through no fault of her own she lost. however she’s also ‘lost’ in the sense that she has no real purpose, she fights with a solemn resolve that isn’t really known for. you can see when she enters the weird fugue state with anakin they placed her in black robes that reminded me of mourning , they were black. after she emerges she’s donning white again in her rebirth. idk what dave filoni was intending to do here but i personally took it as anakin urging her back on her feet again.

when anakin says : ‘ you live or you die ‘ it is both literal and figurative. he was 19 when the war started but ahsoka was a literal pre teen, all he knew how to do was teach her ways to survive. i won’t fall into semantics on the fall of the jedi as they began to engage in a war with a slave army and padawans as commanders, but in my opinion anakin is also saying ‘ you’re alive or you’re dead, which is it ahsoka? ‘ because she’s drifting. she’s alive but is she living? what is she doing but going through the motions of what needs to be done? i may be reaching here but he’s saying LIVE or lay down and die, which is it? they drifted back to war, to the lessons he taught her to live, what those lessons led to and how dissatisfied ahsoka was with it all. war was all anakin could see and all he chose, his legacy lays in ahsoka and what she chooses and she chooses life, to foster life , to protect it, to LIVE IT rather than to just endure it.

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also i have no idea what’s going on in the ahsoka show , i just watched the clone wars flashbacks so i can’t really analyze

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"Kill them with kindness" wrong. 5th level lightning bolt

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eugh not to be a star wars fan but i really did kinda actually enjoy anakin and ahsoka talking. the implication that he watched her lose that fight means he’s been watching her. the same way qui gon watched over both anakin and obi wan finally saw him after dealing with his trauma on tatooine . so anakin literally dragged her ass to the in between or wherever they are to talk. okay.

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God, seeing hayden christensen actually being able to portray anakin during the clone wars era with ahsoka is both incredibility euphoric and devastatingly soul-crushing at the same time

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DARTH VADER/ANAKIN SKYWALKER in AHSOKA (S01E05)

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HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN as Anakin Skywalker in his Clone Wars armor 👀

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one of the funniest and most in character things ever is Ahsoka mentioning the whole Vader thing once and Anakin defensively going "is that what this is about" and rolling his eyes like "oh my god I went on ONE 20 year rampage and no one can let it go, I'm on my apology tour right now what more do you people want"

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guys I am begging the powers that be. to let Force ghost anakin be the eldritch horror of many shapes and unstable form that I KNOW HE WAS ALWAYS MEANT TO BE. IT'S THE FORCE AWAKENS CONCEPT ART TIME PLEAAAAAAAAAAAAAASE

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Initial ideas for a SW singer OC :3

Some traditional sketches under the cut

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thrawn: if anakin skywalker were here—

vader: anakin skywalker is dead.

thrawn: i know, but if he were here—

vader: he’s dead.

thrawn: [sigh] i KNOW, but IF—

vader:

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he sits like a farm boy

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