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hello everyone!

i hope y'all have been doing well! i know it's been a really long time since i've hopped on here (or, at the very least, it feels that way to me), so i just wanted to make a post about what's been happening and what the future of this blog is! tl;dr at the bottom!

one. i won't go into much detail (internet safety /silly), but i've been dealing with some personal matters for quite some time now. everything came to a head during the summer, and i could no longer ignore it, which is what ultimately led to my sudden disappearance. deliberately vague but... yeah!

while things aren't totally calm yet (and probably won't be for a while), they've settled enough that i feel ready to begin branching out again. although i can't promise that i won't go mia again, i hope to continue coming back each time! ♡

two. after giving it a bit of thought, i've decided to move blogs! figured that it'd be nice to do some spring (fall) cleaning and start fresh, esp since there were some changes i'd wanted to make to this blog before my disappearance.

probably the biggest of them all, but i'd like to begin writing for sources intended for older (18+) audiences. while i won't be posting any nsfw content, making that change here always felt really awkward, which is why i'd refrained from doing so for so long. while this new blog isn't fully mdni, there will be a tag that i'll ask all minors to block.

moots! thank you all so, so much for being my moots in the first place! ♡ regardless of how often we interacted, please know that i appreciate you all! may you have success in whatever endeavors you choose to pursue!

and, to my followers, thank you all so, so much for your support! this blog would've never grown to the size that it did without you support — i literally could not have done it without you! sending everyone virtual hugs through the screen!

now! this post is getting a bit long, so i'll start wrapping up. if you're interested in following me, my new blog is @adiluvr! (though i’ll be switching it to adiluv once it’s available again — original, i know /silly)

thank you all again for supporting this account!

with love, adi ♡

tl;dr — i was mia due to personal matters + i'll be moving to @adiluvr!

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Hello,

I am Tamer Al-Deeb, a Palestinian dentist from Gaza.

[Picture of Tamer before the war in his clinic]

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I have hesitated and delayed for a long time to write these words and create an account on GoFundMe, but the need has become very urgent due to what I see of death approaching myself and my family.

To begin our story, it is important to introduce my family, who are the core of my existence and the source of my strength during these turbulent times:

We are a family of four suffering for over 9 months from a brutal war that spares neither humans nor stones.

Mother: The Heart of Our Home

My mother embodies generosity and kindness as a devoted homemaker, always prioritizing her family's well-being. Her unwavering love remains our sanctuary amidst the chaos.

Father: The Pillar of Strength

My father, Majed, a dedicated professor, faced the destruction of the university he served. Despite this, his commitment to education and society remains unshaken.

Brother: A Beacon of Healing

My brother, Mohammad, a compassionate doctor, confronts the challenges of healthcare amidst dwindling supplies and occupation brutality, showcasing remarkable dedication to healing.

Tamer: A Dream Deferred

As for myself, Tamer, I was on the verge of a new beginning, with aspirations to further my career in Germany. I had saved thousands of dollars for the mandatory block account to support my stay abroad. However, the conflict has not only shattered my professional dreams but also consumed what didn't burn of my savings, compelling me to fight for my family's survival amidst the escalating costs of basic human necessities.

[Picture of the family before the war]

I have lost the lives of my dearest friends, neighbors, and much of what I loved.

We have lost our home with all its dreams and memories. A five-floor house completely leveled to the ground!!

[Pictures of the destroyed house]

I lost my clinic, my only source of livelihood.

[picture of the clinic]

My neighborhood .

[picture of the destroyed neighborhood]

Since the beginning of the war, we were forced to flee our home in the north of the Gaza Strip to the supposed safe area in the south. But unfortunately, this was just the beginning. We have been displaced four times in the same southern area, fleeing from death always surrounding us.

Initially, we fled to a school belonging to the UNRWA in the Nuseirat camp until we were forced to move to another area, and the Maghazi camp was the intended destination. Then a UNRWA school, where we were residing in a tent inside, was targeted, killing 7 civilians. We were forced to flee again to a tent in Rafah, but the scarcity of clean water and the spread of epidemics and diseases forced us to flee again to a UNRWA school in the Deir Al-Balah area until now.

UNRWA has been providing refuge to hundreds of displaced families for the past six months at schools that have become vital community hubs, offering shelter to thousands of individuals trapped in the southern region.

Women and children sleep inside classrooms, and the men sleep outside in tents set up in the courtyard. Rainstorms recently have flooded our tents, and it's very difficult to take care of our basic needs.

[Pictures of Tamer after the war in the UNRWA school and his tent]

I am currently volunteering at Al-Aqsa Hospital, assisting in the maxillofacial surgery department. However, a sense of helplessness and despair often overwhelms me. It's hard to put into words the horrors and injuries I witness daily. Surrounded by the shroud of death and the cries of the wounded, I feel powerless. "I want to save you, I want you to live," I often think, "I will do everything in my power to make it happen!" Sadly, many times, they become part of the countless casualties from my homeland. The shortages in food, water, and medical supplies are dire, to the extent that we sometimes perform surgeries without anesthesia. The suffering is unimaginable.

Now we hope to escape death, we hope for the end of the war, we hope to leave the Gaza Strip, and we hope to live a decent life away from bombing, occupation, and destruction.

It has been 9 months of hell and horror. This genocide has been too long to bear, and our mental health and lives are in constant danger. (I can’t describe enough what I have been dealing with daily in the hospitals for the past days. We have reached a point where there is no hope left for us here in Gaza, where we are unfortunately just waiting for our turn to die, and even if there is a ceasefire, the destruction in Gaza is beyond prompt repair

Evacuation fees are expensive, especially now that I have no source of income. Once we can evacuate, your donations will cover our travel expenses and help us get immediate support in Egypt. There will be meal expenses, wardrobe expenses, emergency expenses, etc., but no generous contribution will go to waste.

To cross the “Rafah” Gaza-Egypt Borders, you need to have your name listed in the Crossing List (paid permit), and coordinators in Egypt who have the power to add my family’s names to the list at the border are now asking for anywhere from $6-8,000 per PERSON! They will not add the names until we can prove we have the money ready.

I ask for your help because this is not just my battle alone, but a battle in which we seek your helping hand to survive and preserve our families. Any donation, big or small, will have a huge impact on the lives of my family and me. I am grateful to everyone who donates, and I will remain grateful forever for giving hope and opportunity to me and my family to survive and build a better future.

Thank you for reading my story. For sharing my story with your friends and family. I hope, there is a ceasefire, and we can get the rest and safety we deserve to build our lives all over again. ❤️

Tamer Al-Deeb

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Here's a website where Palestine GoFundMes are vetted and shared that you can send out to people. The url is gazafunds.com

Easy to use and simple. Just share the site whenever someone asks for GFMs for Palestine.

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my heart absolutely breaks for gaza. imagine screaming for help. for someone to save you and the world ignores you for the most part. shame on anyone and everyone who supports this. where is your empathy.

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This is for the support of Gaza's Municipality Services - which help ensure clean drinking water, waste collection, debri removal and sanitation services - life saving services to run a state - reader I imagine wherever you are or how lacking the municipality services in your city is, it's not worse than Ghazza.

Currently it's only at 11% - please donate -

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Yes geologists! Doing the important work 💖

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just changed my screen protector — feeling like that one kid in the mercy trailer 😭 /silly

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As pride month begins, let us not forget our Palestinian brothers and sisters.

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If you feel this way, here are some Gofundmes you can donate to

Abu Shammalah Family (€953/100,000)

Moment Alostaz family (€7,539/70,000)

Youssef family (€9,395/50,000)

Renad & Her Family (£9,696/25,000)

Alia's Family (€7,870/30,000)

Mohamed Hamad and his family (£3,872/50,000)

Safaa and her family (€9,757/20,000)

Maliha Family (€23,446/32,000)

Mahmoud Abu Hamam (CAD $5,348/10,000)

Eman Abuhayya Family (AUD $40,455/85,684)

Ezzideen & his Family (€26,314/75,000)

Ahmed's family (€4,658/70,000)

Let's do our part to help the people of Gaza!!!!

[adiluv-moved]

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH! 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈

go kick some ass out there 🫡

btw these wonderful snoms were made by @/bobacupcake. i’m obsessed with them. totally not because they look like candy and i want to eat them or something hahaha.

EDIT: didn’t expect this post to breach containment and i know i credited the original artist but i still feel like i’m stealing their credit so here’s a link to the artist’s post of the gif! it comes with the edition of individual gifs of each snom. 👍

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palestine signs at seoul pride

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got sucked back into the bg3 hole but!! going to try and get the event out sometime this week, maybe?? got the layout and general idea down, so i'm just working on writing everything out and fixing up some details! ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀི১

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guys be honest if i did a picnic themed event would y'all participate 🥺 /silly

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just read ganji's leaked birthday letter and. it is. definitely something!

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ahh hello :3 been seeing you around my dash, but a bit intimidated so I’ve been scared to interact with you ( no offense, of course !! it’s just me being me AHAHA 😭 ) ++ your bloggie is really pretty!! i love it sm 🫶🏻🫶🏻

one last thing: good luck with finals + hope you do / did well on them!!

hello there! ໒꒰ྀིˊᗜˋ* ꒱ྀི১

omg i've also been seeing your blog around and felt a bit intimidated for the exact same reason, so literally!! i totally understand the struggle shsjsj 😭 but also!! thank you so much!! it really means a lot!! i love your blog's theme too!! the monochrome looks super cool!! /gen

also also! thank you for the final's luck!! very much appreciate it!! ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀི১

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˗ˏˋ ꒰ 💌 ꒱ ˎˊ˗ to adi : 

the love express is back !! ! ! and is hoping that u’ll accept this little gift of hot chocolate ☕︎ and a cookie 🍪 remember to take care of yourself & be just as kind to yourself as a friend ( ← me !!! ) would ! !  !! sending u all the love & blessings over this very sunny morning and i hope u get to smile a bit today ٩(^ᗜ^ )و ´- i adore u & im glad u exist ! ! !! ! ♡

AHH thank you so much ying!!

genuinely these love express asks are so kind! it really brightened my day to see them in my inbox!! please also remember to be kind to yourself just as you are to others! be sure to drink some water ꒰especially as it gets warmer!!꒱ and eat some good food!! i hope that you're having a wonderful day today!! super happy to be moots with you!!