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Me: *writes an amazing chapter*

Me: Ah yes. That is amazing. Can't wait to begin the next one. So many possibilities!

Me: *turns off my laptop and goes into a month-long depression*

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Tag Games: People I’d like to get to know better

Thanks for the tag @ziggy-scardust (apologies for taking forever to reply)

Last song: IDK How To Talk to Girls by Beth McCarthy

Favorite color: Blue, like a lapis

Last book: The last one I finished 'Nine Years Under: Coming of Age in an Inner-City Funeral Home' by Sheri Booker, but I am presently reading 'The Wild Robot' by Peter Brown, and 'All the Living and the Dead: From Embalmers to Executioners, an Exploration of the People Who Have Made Death Their Life's Work' by Haley Campbell.

Last movie: Die Hard

Last TV show: Brooklyn 99 (I loved watching this when it was on TV. I've literally just been rewatching the whole show over and over since Sept; it is my comfort show)

Sweet/spicy/savory: It depends...but I love me a sweet.

Relationship status: Single, never married

Last thing I looked up: best laptops of 2024. My laptop is being a bit sus and I am thinking of buying a new one without breaking the bank.

Current obsession: Writing? Still Top Gun. Maverick and Iceman have had me in a chokehold since TG:M came out. Watching? See above. Podcast? Unspooled. I love podcasts where they discuss something as friends in a way that you feel you're a part of the conversation. And the topic in question is movies, which I love.

Looking forward to: the holiday season! I love me the decorating and the happy vibes, the family visits, the parties, and the food. It's just lovely when I get to be with people I love.

For those interested, a no pressure tag: @katnobanana, @paxdracona, @im-sorry-what-ii, @sweetlittleladybug, @dzkat2

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"Hey, what do you want for Ch-"

I don't know, as soon as you started the question, I somehow momentarily was struck with such a lack of desire for any material goods that there's now a school of thought in Buddhism who reveres my ADHD riddled brain as a potential speedrun to enlightment.

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"sexual preference" you make it sound like a choice! shut up.

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Biting your neck right outside the function to mark my territory.

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you know what? Fuck you. *turns your strong and stoic and serious character into a crying, traumatized, whimpering, curled up mess in the floor*

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people are so mean about horror movie victims like. sorry but if i had gone to a cabin in the woods with my friends as a teenager you couldn't have stopped us from reading aloud from the evil tome. how were they supposed to know the ancient curse was real they're like 17

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it sucks so bad that you cannot hire someone else to come in and like. do all the rewiring in your brain. like you have to be the one to do it. No one else is able to get up in there

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Yeahyeahyeah being disabled makes sex harder yadayada but do you know how hot it is when youre both so fucking desperate for each other so in need but having a hard time getting situated and it just isnt working out and hearing "let me help you../can you help me..?" LIKE 😵‍💫😵‍💫

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‘no one wants to see your pictures of the sunset or food’ actually I Do

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On Friendship.

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Another reason why the handprint shouldn’t have been dropped is that I feel like demon!Dean would have had it on display. It’s something interesting to get people’s attention and has that wild aesthetic. Then we could have Crowley asking what the story about it is and Dean not elaborating. It builds up to a scene later when Dean is himself and Cas can tell Crowley is curious about it. And Cas being That Bitch puts his hand on Dean’s shoulder to soothingly speak to him, knowing that Crowley is watching and seeing that Cas’ hand perfectly matches the scar. And Cas glances over with a good luck topping that bitch look.

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i gotta remember this

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saw the mountain goats a few weeks ago and of course mash was on the brain

lyric is from international small arms traffic blues

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if i don’t think “princess” every time i see pictures of a man old enough to be my father then who will? who will tell him that? who will put that energy out there?

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''what if my writing isn't good eno--'' what if it's a reflection of your soul. what if it has a place in this world. what if you write it anyway