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Taking this from my twitter to post here

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Dazai and momiji

(from a mayoi card) ⬇️

quality is bad... I know I should scan everything instead of photos but it broke. one day I will 🥹

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I am so sorry I haven’t been on this account since July 😭

Anyway I got a job, I work at a library now

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Please someone draw this, better if it has one of those songs when you open it

bsd au where everything is the same except instead of his ideals notebook kunikida uses one of these bad boys:

(this post was inspired by this lovely post by @mirror-blue-shite)

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in a complicated on again off again psychosexual situationship with late afternoon cup of coffee

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Sketchbook pages under the cut ⬇️

yes it depressed me a lot painting this

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Fyolai in Y2k 𝔍𝔲𝔦𝔠𝔶 ℭ𝔬𝔲𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢

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If there isn't a kunikidazai interaction in the next few chapters I will RIOT

Bonus:

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i just realized that dazai is still hooked to that heart monitor while all this resurrection business is going on lmao

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Dazai Osamu in every episode [03/12]

↪ “It is a given that everything that is worth wanting will be lost the moment I obtain it. There’s nothing worth pursuing at the cost of prolonging a life of suffering.”

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Thinking about how the appearance of Fyodor comes with the implication that something bad has happened to Dazai.

Atsushi's blood runs cold. His eyes wide and darting around. He activates the tigers senses and just like so many times lately he can't sense Dazai at all.

But that doesn't mean anything, he reminds himself. It doesn't mean... It can't.

Ranpo looks down, determined and not willing to even entertain the possibility. His glasses burn a hole in his pocket but he won't reach for them.

He can't.

Kunikida who's recovering from having his heart stopped is dragging himself to his feet. There's anger in his bones and a fear he won't admit too as he demands "Where is he?!

Kunikida will drag him back himself if he has too. Just like he always does.

Fukuzawa, heart pounding his ears holds onto faith in steady hands. He won't jump to conclusions, he won't cloud his mind. Because Dazai earned his trust a long time ago.

He will have a home to return to, and that Fukuzawa swears on.

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Finally cracked what was going through their minds in these panels

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「散るならあんな風に美しく散りたいなあ」

"If I had to go I'd like to go as beautifully"

Funny how bsd wan was supposed to be cute and wholesome and suddenly it hit you with the force of one thousand suns.

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My hopes for next chapter