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Suzanne Scanlon, from "Committed: On Meaning and Madwomen," published in 2024

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Edna St. Vincent Millay, from a diary entry featured in Rapture & Melancholy; The Diaries of Edna St. Vincent Millay

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I am sick of feeling things

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Celeste Ng, Little Fires Everywhere

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Nina Mclaughlin, from "Wake, Siren," originally published in November 2019

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i cant do this anymore i’m so tired of pretending i don’t need to be loved

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I always love them more than they love me

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i don't feel happiness

i don't deserve to

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i love becoming distant to everyone bc one random thursday night i noticed the people i cared about didn’t care about me the way i did haha

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I am nobody's priority

I am replaceable

I am the last choice when nobody else gives them the time of the day

I am a rag doll that everyone plays with and immediately gets tossed around

I am never good enough for anyone

I am an empty void that gets filled until someone better comes along

I am an addon

I am forgettable

I am just a placeholder and that's how it always is going to be

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M.L.Rio, “If We Were Villains.”

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death isnt enough. i need to never have existed

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how it feels knowing that life has not forgotten you, that it holds you in its hand and will not let you fall

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yeah, sorry i exhibited symptoms of the disorder i told you i have. it will happen again because i have that disorder and will continue having it. hope this helps!! 🫶🫶🫶

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i wanted my children to have your skin tone, your eyes, your smile. I wanted them to have you