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I'm ngl I'm not doing well at all right now and I don't know where else to vent about it without bothering people, but I feel like this account is kinda dead so it'll be like shouting into the void lol.

My anxiety is so bad I'm having trouble functioning. Like my body is just... not having it right now. All I want to do is sleep but sleep makes me feel sick, and my usual distractions aren't working. I feel paranoid that everything good in my life is about to be swept away from me and I'm scared of losing the people I love, and I don't know how to combat those feelings. I probably need to be talking to a professional about this but finding a therapist is so daunting and I'm scared i'll just be judged for not having it bad enough to need therapy.

Idk what the point even is of posting this, I guess just as a record of sorts. Maybe one day I'll be doing better and I can look back on this and think about how far I've come.

11.11.24

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Just tallied them... 17 ideas/open WIPs aauughh

What's the opposite of artblock because I have it and I wanna get off this ride

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What's the opposite of artblock because I have it and I wanna get off this ride

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Trying a new approach to my art queue. Normally I only work on one thing at a time all the way from start to finish. But right now my brain is being silly and I'm paranoid about losing my creative energy to get ideas on paper. So I'm sketching out several pieces right now and then I can hopefully go back at my leisure and work on the more tedious stuff like lining and coloring. We'll see how this works out for me

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desert space pony time

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What if I started shitposting and dumping random thoughts here instead of on my Twitter like I usually do

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Psst, don't tell coffee I've been cheating on her with energy drinks

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I wanna get better

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wlw adoption

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sorry no i can't make it i'm sprawled on these cathedral steps while spitting up the blood. yeah its gonna be all day

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imagine being a grown ass man without a cutie mark

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not on my A game honestly

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Mystery solvers

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nurture

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Hyena with pups By: John Shaw From: Natural History Magazine 1985