abitdeeper

[abitdeeper]

I tried to not open up

She's been beaten and broken

But I've seen her love

Scared to show her these

Maybe I'm wrong

I don't want my baby thinking I've gone soft

She couldn't hurt my body so I gave it to her

My heart's too shielded

She told me about her other lovers

My heart's still healing

I'd never beat you or leave you

So when my love's too much

Or not enough

Please leave me

My love...

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Baby there's a moat, wall, and barrier to this castle I'm an asshole

[abitdeeper]

She fed me the nectar of the gods

So I prayed at her temple

So I stayed at her temple

So I layed in her temple

But when it was time to leave and let go

It wasn't so simple...

[abitdeeper]

Knew me too well

That's why

At these times

You come back

My ghost of girlfriends past

I'd write these you'd show them to your friends

You'd read my heartbreak to see if I could love again

Kochanie what it do?

You asked if me and my new lovers got a room

I tried love recently didn't go so smooth

[abitdeeper]

Actions speak louder than words

That's why whatever I told you

Baby I showed you

Now I gotta stop writing you back

Heartaches, heart breaks

When I see your face...

It's a heart attack

Reminiscing about days when I had you in my lap

Had you in the back

Cause we turned the trunk

Into a bunk

And we'd be lovers

Girl I've been hurt

Won't find another these days

I vent to others

They want me back to my old ways

[abitdeeper]

What's a few more mistakes?

Instead could I hold you?

Caught up in a hug or a cuddle?

To offset this kerfuffle

I love you...

I think that's what I said

Another message left on read

Chicas and Sheena's in my bed

Back to my old ways of emotionless sex

[abitdeeper]

They say home's where the heart is

Who told you to go?

I'm grown

But you're going to the oh 2 oh

Not even our area code

All I need is distance

Every day I'm reminiscing

But we don't converse

It's complicated...

From freshco to Tesco's

From Pearson to Heathrow

I love you, but you know...

They say home is where the heart is

Mine grew wings and flew away

If I kissed your lips

Told you, you're missed

You still wouldn't stay

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I can't tell you I miss you or how much

You broke my heart but I'm still in love

I'm trying to gain distance

I don't want to bridge this gap

But if we reminisce

Can I lay my head in your lap?

Lay my heart in your hands

Show you my emotion one last time...

Out of sight

Out of mind

My new favorite lie

I'll be a shell again

I'll always love you

I still love you but that's irrelevant

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I don't know what to say most of the time

I try

To express it

Expressions

Baby I love you don't get the wrong impressions

I've seen vain and vanity

I've seen pain, insanity

I know you

Wouldn't be amused

If another was my muse

Welcome to my world

The best views

In my arms looking down

Thinking about

How much I love you

[abitdeeper]

Come to me when you need me.

We're both hurt and healing

I'm toxic when it comes to feelings...

Only for you to lose

Nothing to prove

Just warnings boo

I took a break a hiatus

Was it fake baby

Fictatious

I love you

Stay...

It hurts me too

You know I still got love for you right?

Holla if you need me...

Words that I'd like to blurt out

But I'm out right now

Being scum of the earth dirt

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It feels like love but it isnt

Something's missing

Somehow illogically

I'll logically

Stop being lovingly

And we won't miss it

Out of sight

Out of mind

Am I right?

I'm wishing, wanting

Yours for the taking...

Is it really love

Was I just mistaken?

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She calls on days off and the weekend

I just call for no reason

Now we're not speaking

And they asked me why I don't love I just leave em...

[abitdeeper]

I've seen the beauty in everything

Explains why the world's upside down

If we kept spinning round this round about

Would you get busy, get dizzy and dip or would you stick around?

She doesn't ask

Because she doesn't want to tell

Oh well...

[abitdeeper]

I was never too sure

What laws a lover could enforce

Gentle in nature

Let things run its course

I used to love you

Really miss ya

Now she leaves the addy

In a snapchat saved

Skipping work cause she stayed up late

I believe in juggin

Busy schedule you could get booked in

I've seen fire

I've seen smoke

I claim things

You hope...

[abitdeeper]

I know it's not me

For some reason they all leave

Just to come back to speak

Publicized break ups

Make our Instagram privatized

Hers go public when she's done with her other guys

Quite the compromise

That's why I know it's not me

My exes still want sex during covid19

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If the world...

Baby are you feeling better yet?

Wanted some space for our betterment

But I saw you with your new gentleman

You asked me when we were really high

If the world was ending if I'd spend the night

Kiss me babe and say goodbye

Couldn't embarrass the other guy

Because

Now that the world is ending did you ask him if he'd spend the night

I'd be out getting very high

Out watching the meteorites

Dancing across the sky

Kiss my smoke one more time

Lost and found can't say goodbye

She comes back for the hell of it

"guess who" in a text message...

[abitdeeper]

Mythology

If I was Hercules

You'd be Meg

I'd lead with my heart

You'd lead with your legs

I'd protect you with Herculean strength

Because love brings death

I love you

Hate when I'm out of breath

Because you won't understand what I said

Do you hate me

Hate these?

Is he Hades

A full god to a demi

I'm more like a pickup truck than a semi

I read that jealousy only occurs when there are comparisons

And you couldn't compete with my past

They're playing games with your heart giving you impossible tasks