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from me, the moon - lav

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i know in your head, you see me instead

cause he looks a lot like i did back then

baby, don’t lie, he’s just a lookalike

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The saddest word I know is almost. The saddest word you know is my name. I hope the backseat of you car still smells like my cheap perfume and the time you told me that you were scared of your dad. You had looked so human, I thought I’d only dreamt it. I hope you can’t help but remember this every time you go to random parties or the grocery store. I only wish for you what I have: that I can’t forget anything.  I’m scared you’re going to forget me. I’m scared that every time you meet someone with my laugh, my humor, my voice, that your memory of me will fade and I’ll be replaced by a new one that’s smarter and better looking and doesn’t call you at 1 AM. I’m scared that as time goes on, your face will escape my mind and that you’ll no longer visit my dreams. I’m scared to abandon what I have left of you. You cared enough for 1 AM phone calls, and you never laughed when I said something strange. The part of my heart that only began to exist after you came along wants to move on, to leave you.  But I can’t forget the way you’d trace stars on the nape of my neck. I can’t forget the number of freckles you have on your left cheek, but almost worse, I can’t even bring myself to call. To even write a letter. You are gone, and I am speechless.

“The best part of ‘believe’ is the ‘lie.’“

1.11.20 12:37AM

(via lavender-breezy)

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-rudy francisco

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Loving you was the last thing I felt really good at.

Rudy Francisco,“Scars” (via buttonpoetry)

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hopeless

its been 9 months and there are so many things that i want to say to you, but every time i see you my lips fuse together as if i’ve never been able to open them at all. my mind fills with the poison that you fed me for almost 3 years and i walk away, hopeless.

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Finneas - Break My Heart Again

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water fountain // alec benjamin

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