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My ex of 4 yrs and I got back together last year around September. We were broken up for 6 months, I hoed out and she fucked another dude… were passed all that now… fast forward to almost a year later… she is such a hard worker! She damn near works 27 hrs a day. I’m so proud and happy of what she has made of herself. However, she is so busy that her time is limited. Which I can relate because we are in the same business… TV…. I make more money than she does as far as how many hours I work to get paid the amount of money that I do… we make almost about the same when you total all of her jobs in a week compared to my one job for that same week… money is not the issue… my issue is that I make the effort to see her whenever I’m off… at times I’ll go straight to her house right after work and spend the night days in a row… but when it’s switched, she won’t do the same in return because of xyz… makes me feel like I’m putting in all the effort and she isn’t when it comes to that. Don’t get me wrong, she’s there for me here and there but for the most part. I take of my own shit and I try to help take care of hers. I just would like for her to want to see me bad enough to where, even if she’s tired, needing to wake up early the next day, or driving a couple miles out of her way just so she could be with me would mean the world to me. That would make me feel like I’m on top of the world. It makes me very sad cuz I try to do things to make her feel that way but unfortunately, she doesn’t make me feel that way that often… she is an amazing woman, I don’t have any kids WITH her but she is a mediocre mother to my 2 boys… mediocre because she’s so busy that she hardly sees them or spends time with us. Gets me upset cuz she’s always saying that we’re family but more often then not… she’d rather be at her own house then to come and hang with us. Or she will only come if it’s convenient for her. Can’t count on her to bend over for us. We have had this quarrel since last Friday and I’m almost completely checked out. She says that she’ll do this and do that but I’ve heard that same story before. Doesn’t last very long. I want her to want to be with us without me having to ask her to. Also, I would like for her to stick to her word when she tells my kids that she will come over but ends up not. And also for her to keep her word with me as well. I get that she has a lot of things to do but what about US!? When will she give US the time to grow together cuz as of these past couple months. Just feels like we’re growing apart. But we do love each other so fucking much and this is why it hurts me so bad. She is everything I want in a woman and everything I don’t. (If that makes any sense) I don’t want to lose her but I just feel myself broken, alone and tired of this mediocrity… I need help, we need help… Please help! 😢
#love hurts#in love#anger#alone#unappreciated#effort#help#help me#i need help#woman#man#single#relationships#breakup#torn#apart
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Putting all of my trust into the universe, and the energies greater than me, to bring everything worthy of me and my time onto my path.
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Healing is when you become something else, something better, and not something you were before.
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Relationships are about helping each other grow and that involves emotional labor on both parts both big and small things. If you know your partner has some sort of anxiety issue or w/e sending “hey i’ll be busy today i’ll text you when i can love you” will literally absolve so many issues in less than 30 seconds. But you freaks up here seem to think that caring about someone and catering to them (to a certain degree) is weird and unhealthy. And you wonder why you have no good relationships romantic or platonic.
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When you're going thru your girls phone and she jumps up to snatch it from you... I call it being shady... Don't care what you say cuz your actions are a hell of a lot louder! #actions>words
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My mind is telling me that I just need to let it go and move on... but my heart aches knowing what my mind wants...
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Today is Valentine's Day and I should be happy to be able to spend it with my girlfriend. However, she has been a total bitch lately I can honestly say that I really don't give a fuck about "our" relationship anymore. She has double standards and is one of the biggest hypocrites out there. She is very selfish and craves a lot of attention. Not from me but from the rest of the world. She always gives me shit about other women but when I ask her about other dudes, she always has an excuse about it... I'm tired! I love her with all my heart but our relationship may have hit a dead end. It crushes my heart but I know I'll be okay with time...
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Ladies... When a man compliments you, don't reply with an eye roll and a rebuttal on how much you hate how you look. These reactions may cause another reaction. You may just not get anymore compliments...
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