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“I feel like I’m waiting for something that isn’t going to happen.”

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You never loved me, you loved the attention I gave you.

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Hmmmmmmmmmmm

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Also if they get offended and try to justify themselves being an abuser.

If an apology includes phrases like “I should just kill myself” or “I’m just a fuck up”, it’s not an apology. It’s manipulative and just trying to guilt you into droping the subject. Sometimes even to make you apologize even though they were the one who did something wrong.

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abusers be like “if you loved me you’d let me invade your boundaries and make you feel like shit if that makes me happy”

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Yup, that's definitely her. I should have seen it coming.

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Got tagged by @hellatrashboi

TWENTY QUESTIONS

What do you prefer to be called name-wise?

Y'all can call me Vera UwU.

When is your birthday?

September 6 🖤

Where do you live?

In a weird and mostly beutiful place called Mexico.

Three things I’m doing right now:

Listening to music, having dinner and just wondering about life.

Four fandoms that have piqued my interest:

Furry, anime, Halo, Pokémon??? I don't know :v

How has the pandemic been treating you?

Meh, at first it was kind of nice cause I'm really introverted, but now I'm so I of it, specially because I have to live with my parents 24/7 and also cause online classes really suck.

A song I can’t stop listening:

Talk to me - Cavetown

Recommend a movie:

Your name. One of the best pieces of art 🖤

How old are you?

20.

School, university, occupation, etc?

Music university, but I'm going to take a break next year because online classes just don't work for me. I'd like to say I'm a musician but I'm not good enough. Not yet.

Do you prefer heat or cold?

Cold 🖤

Name one fact others may not know about you:

I'm allergic to a ton of things including watermelon, mango and also avocado (yup, I'm mexican and I can't eat guacamole, but idgaf so I eat it anyways :D ).

Are you shy?

Y E S.

Preferred pronouns

He/Him.

Biggest pet peeves

Chewing with open mouth and weird mouth sounds in general 🙃

What is your favorite “dere” type?

Tsundere.

Rate your life 1-10

I'd say is a 6 or a 7.

What’s your main blog?

It's a red aesthetic one, but I'd say this one is my main cause it's the only one I really use

List all your side blogs and what they’re for:

A red aesthetic one and a kinky one

Is there anything people should know before becoming friends with you?

I'm a really nice person, sometimes people say I'm angry all the time and stuff like that, but I'm just introverted and extremely shy and I don't know how to socialize. And it also takes me sometime to get to know people well and consider them true friends. But I think I can be a really good friend 🖤🖤🖤

I tag @prayandcoolyouranxiety

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You are the reason I want to kill myself.

-V. J.

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Don't be angry with me.

I wanted to die more than anything else.

This is my kind of happy ending.

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I told you how broken I am and you choose not to care.

-V. J.

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i’m worried. i’m scared. i don’t know what to do. i feel empty and useless. all i can do is sit here shaking with emotions i don’t allow myself to feel.

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