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a-boiling-cup-of-tofu · 10 months ago
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"You're not exactly inventing something new because you're actually inventing something really, really old. You found your way to an open secret that you couldn't explain to anyone else if you tried, because you're speaking in cliche now. If you did it, they'd just hear noise. Romantic cryptography."
-Rayne Fisher-Quann, Speaking in Cliche.
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a-boiling-cup-of-tofu · 10 months ago
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rumination + perseveration
last night i thought i was going to start going blind. you asked me what was wrong and when i told you between shaking breaths, through the lump in my throat, you said, "that sounds a little ridiculous. if i were you, i'd be more concerned about brain-eating amoebas."
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a-boiling-cup-of-tofu · 10 months ago
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come here when i say go
i'm still trying to get you to understand this.
i can't guide you
all the way. then it's not real,
it doesn't count.
i can only try and help.
i want your words and your actions and your desire.
all of it.
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a-boiling-cup-of-tofu · 1 year ago
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and that's why i'm the woods-
because you are probably the sun
you love the birds in my room at home
i'm the woods
please call me back soon
i have a question for the sun
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a-boiling-cup-of-tofu · 1 year ago
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"At times I thought this was the worst misery I had experienced in my life, but it was also a very shallow misery, which at any time could have been relieved completely by a word from him and transformed into idiotic happiness." -Sally Rooney, Conversations with Friends
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a-boiling-cup-of-tofu · 1 year ago
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7.31.2023
the value in a relationship, what makes it special, is that you are choosing this person in their entirety, giving them the power to hurt you (and knowing you will both inevitably end up hurting each other) and accepting all the unknowns, but taking the responsibility to fix it. you never apologized on your own, no matter how badly you fucked up.
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a-boiling-cup-of-tofu · 1 year ago
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without a counterpart
more time with friends,
more time for school,
more time for writing,
fewer cries,
less confusion,
better self-esteem,
more certainty.
flirting with anyone,
more time to make art if i so choose,
more time by myself when i want it,
more variation in my thoughts,
more room in my brain,
less arguing,
less upset,
the feeling of having gotten through one phase and begun another.
music will sound different and the world will look different, for better or for worse.
much better sleep.
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a-boiling-cup-of-tofu · 1 year ago
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a-boiling-cup-of-tofu · 1 year ago
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just a hypothetical.
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a-boiling-cup-of-tofu · 1 year ago
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november 2022
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a-boiling-cup-of-tofu · 1 year ago
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GET WELL SOON
i think passion takes different forms. i put a 
flower in your hair
but you are busy looking for the right violin 
sonata on Spotify. maybe
my passions are just fleeting
and that’s why i’m always crying and
never knowing why.
you can hold yours in place, 
name them
learn them
i’ve learned from you 
i guess i assumed
you learned something too.
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a-boiling-cup-of-tofu · 1 year ago
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“Love, I think to myself, like the warmth in the cowshed of all those breathing cattle with a common goal — survival. A warm flank to rest my head against, like during the milking. All the love they can give consists of poking out their tongues now and again when you offer them a chunk of mangel.” -Marieke Lucas Rijneveld, The Discomfort of Evening
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