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hi. revolutionary ghost quartet utena.

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i love persona 5 royal because akechi kills joker. joker isnt dead, its just that akechi killed joker. then joker comes back from the dead because of course he was never dead. he then fights akechi, but doesnt kill akechi. akechi kills akechi. akechi doesnt kill himself or commit suicide, akechi just kills akechi. then akechi is alive again - because he didnt die in the first place after he died - except he is only kind of akechi and he begs joker to kill him. see, akechi is only kind of akechi but if akechi doesnt die akechi will stop being akechi so akechi will die. of course, if akechi doesnt die then he will live a happy long life but he will be dead because he isnt akechi. if akechi dies then akechi was always dead and was never brought back to life so he doesnt actually die again because he was always dead. obviously.

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RIGOROUS SELF CRITIQUE: And above all, you let life defeat you. All the gifts your parents gave you, all the love and patience of your friends, you drowned in a neurotoxin.

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thanks, google ai

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stupid sexy akira

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End of the year Asks

Song of the year?

Album of the year?

Favorite musical artist / group you started listening to this year?

Movie of the year?

TV show of the year?

Episode of tv or webisode that defined the year for you?

Favorite actor of the year?

Game of the year?

Best month for you this year?

Something that made you cry this year?

Something you want to do again next year?

Talk about a new friend you made this year

How was your birthday this year?

Favorite book you read this year?

What’s a bad habit you picked up this year?

Post a picture from the beginning of the year

Post a picture from the end of the year

A memorable meal this year?

What’re you excited about for next year?

What’s something you learned this year?

What’s something new about your place of residence (room, home, or general location) now vs the start of the year?

Favorite place you visited this year?

If you could send a message to yourself back on the first day of the year, what would it be?

Did you keep any New Year’s Resolutions?

Did you create any characters (in games, art, or writing) this year? Describe one

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take responsibility

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Made a mouthwashing animation yayyy

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well obviously i had to do one more for mari-ko, and what chobits look is more iconic than naked and wrapped up in bandages?

is she awake? is she powered down? impossible to tell! they never programmed her to close her eyes when turned off.

read objects of affection

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me and the door husband

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beanbag chair psychology

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I will never get over how weird it feels to have tragic and emotional chapters of your life where you just also still go to work, and the grocery store, and see funny videos online all while feeling such paralyzing fear and heartache

life just goes on no matter what

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GIRL NO YOU’RE MOURNING SOMETHING THAT HASN’T EVEN HAPPENED YET AGAIN!!!!!!

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being a dork and making your girlfriend laugh is worth a sillyion dollars

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This was a comment on CAKE's short skirt and long jacket and I genuinely find it to be such an incredibly fascinating comment. "We knew it'll never be the same" "not everything was so serious" "this isn't some back in my day nostalgia spiel"

It's not even that I find comments on how it was better in the old days passe and woefully short sighted (though that's part of it) but this focus on 9/11 is so fascinating. The US centrism obviously permeates all of this, but what doesn't; the way it assumes something magical and ephemeral about the US while denying the full body of the rest of the world by its nature; its almost heartbroken tone. The way people turn towards 9/11 as something like a historical homing beam is so interesting: something 'broke' in the cultural consciousness... the proliferation of conspiracy theories... the age of the celebrity... the incredulity of the internet age (the hope and fear embedded into it, the difference between the information highway and the home of the digital urban myth)... a series of bloodthirsty, nearly righteous battles waged on school campuses focused on bullying, school lunch, drugs, weight, patriotism and everything in between (food, food, food growing louder and louder-- nutrition, free lunch, 'junk' food, food coloring and corn syrup), a battle which ultimately was over the formulation of every aspect of a child, their psyche and social traditions, their embodiment physically and mentally, the innumerable philosophies on 'raising' the child. Could one event really have rewired a country's consciousness permanently like this? Or was it some kind of dripping faucet, the final roaring parties of a capitalist reality that hadn't quite reached the imperial core, splashing, burning and wretched, onto the faces of the masses, glued to the TV screen and newly glued to the computer monitor and soon to be glued to the smartphone screen, and we won't talk about all the years of glue before that, all the projectors and smartboards in classrooms and trips to the movies and the first flickering lightbulb and the first time you realized people in the real world could hurt you in places unnameable, and you went online to chatrooms and forums and the recesses of a website where you could learn that the internet could hurt you in places unnameable, too?

I missed these years even three years later. And nothing good ever happened ever ever again?