5amtears

[5amtears]

End the cycle

[5amtears]

Push through for my lineage alone, they will have a better chance of peace

[5amtears]

Battles lost, the war is no where close to the horizon

[5amtears]

Every time I find myself in the dawn of hell I regress to a deeper pit

[5amtears]

Losing someone twice is hard, but the fifth times makes you question life and if there could be a god

[5amtears]

Fear no god and tempted by no devil

[5amtears]

i was powerless watching you leave / part 1 of a series [part 2] - [part 3]

[5amtears]

The same person you said you loved, is the same person you said you couldn’t stand. I never gave up, I’ve been told that it shows more of who I am.

[5amtears]

The ball is in the air

[5amtears]

How do I make you love me

[5amtears]

My god, I have been ignorant to who I have always been. I now see the light. I welcome my gold.

[5amtears]

Release me

[5amtears]

Please tell me I am wrong,I could not take the consequence of being right.

[5amtears]

I don’t know what to do with myself anymore, I try and try to make my partner happy and to make me happy and I’m never enough for either of us. I already told myself this is the last time I try with a significant other (the whole relationship) I just feel like after this I will not have enough heart and drive to start over again or want to. I don’t want to be alone for the rest of my life. The only thing I have ever wanted was to have a family of my own. Maybe because I felt robbed as a child from the family I was in. Or maybe to show my family I will do better. I am head over heals in love with my partner since the first time we hung out. Going on to year two I just feel like they are slowly slipping from my hands. It hurts me so badly and rattles me so deeply. And do t know what to do, what to try, what to say. When will it be about me. We talk about life together and the future frequently but I don’t feel like they mean it when they say anything about it. Maybe I’m just in a bad head space, or maybe it’s something else. Idk

[5amtears]

I don’t know why I can’t move on.

[5amtears]

I don’t even know why I try anymore

[5amtears]

WHY DOES EVERY DREAM HAVE TO BE HER! I WANT TO DREAM ABOUT MY LOVE