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finding out the heights of your internet friends is always the weirdest thing

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tumblr says otherwise

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hi lmao

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Sometimes people are just soooo close to getting it.

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miss airy henlo!! i don't know if ur still here or no but if ur here let me get u know that i truly admire u <3 you always gives the best advice and Happy belated birthday once again! ur terribly sweet and it's just woah how u know so many anime n stuff, please always take care of yourself wherever you are right now, Don't forget to drink , eat healthy !! how is things there i hope everything going well for u :< im so happy when u gives advice cus smh, its just rlly works hehe I love u 💞 -nugs

i am still here bb just been busy with school thsi semester. ive had a lot of things to catch up on but thank you 🥺🥺🥺 ilusm i really appreciated getting this even if it was very behind lol but ilu mwah kith kith thank u bb

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hiello surprise i am not dead but school is highkey lwk kicking my ass

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a casual realisation | Sakusa Kiyoomi

Summary: Sakusa recalls the moment he realised he wants to marry you.

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Note: ok I have to admit I’ve been obsessed with sakusa as of late…

It was a cold winter evening, but you were happily tucked under the thick covers, your body held flush against Sakusa’s unbelievably warm body. One of the things you loved about Winter was that the freezing temperatures always made it easier for you to convince Sakusa laze around under the sheets with you for the rest of the day, and this particularly cold night was just the right time to take advantage of that fact. Thus, for the last hour or so, the two of you pressed yourselves against each other to trap as much warmth as possible between you, silently enjoying each other’s company with the TV quietly playing in the background.

Your eyes fluttered open, unable to sleep due to the flashy scene that lit up the room. To your surprise, Sakusa’s jet-black eyes stared right back at you, implying that he had been admiring your face as you relaxed in his arms. A little embarrassed, you tucked your head under his chin and laid your ear against his chest, the sound of his heartbeat softly drumming against his chest almost sending you back to sleep. Before you could close your eyes again, however, the light from the TV reflected against the ring on your middle finger, your lips curling into a smile at the sight of it.

“Oomi,” you murmured, pushing away from his chest to look him in the eyes. He hummed in response, reaching over to move your hair out of your face as he waited for you to continue. “When did you realise?” You asked him and cupped his cheeks with both of his hands, stroking his face gently with your thumbs. He frowned, trying to figure out what you were talking about before he noticed the feeling of the cool metal against his face.

“I think it was,” he paused for a moment, a blank expression on his face, “around two years ago.” Unbeknownst to you, he didn’t actually have to think about it. He remembers the exact second he decided to marry you, though it was a little embarrassing for him to admit that, so he tucked that information away for another time.

You blinked at him as you processed this information, your lips parting in bewilderment. Two years - you didn’t think he had decided so long ago, seeing as he had proposed to you just last week. Perhaps a few months would make sense, but two years?

“What made you so certain that you wanted me?” You continued to question him, heart ready to beat right our of your chest with the way it thumped against your rib cage. This boy was going to be the death of you - who knew he could still give you butterflies after four years?

Sakusa averted his eyes, a smile tugging at the corner of his lips as he recalled the memory.

- 2 Years Ago -

It had been a long and gruelling day of practice, the undeniable feeling of this being one of his off-days sitting on his shoulders and dragging his mood down further and further. Sakusa’s bad mood had become apparent to everyone pretty soon, with poor Hinata and Bokuto falling victim to his sharp tongue and snappy attitude early on into practice.

“That’s it,” their coach finally spoke up once Sakusa knocked into Atsumu after stumbling in his block run up, “Sakusa-san, take a breather and cool down.”

Hinata walked over to his upset teammate and offered his hand, only for it to be smacked away as Sakusa clicked his tongue and got up by himself before stomping over to the bench. He knew he was being an ass, but he was far too frustrated with himself to feel sorry about it. He grabbed his jacket that had been carefully folded and set aside on the bench earlier that day, taking his phone out of his pocket to distract himself for the time being.

Just as he switched it on, it buzzed with a new message notification from you. Sakusa debated on whether or not he should read it. With the way he was feeling right now it probably wasn’t a good idea - he didn’t wanna start snapping at you like he was with his teammates, he wasn’t looking to take his bad mood back home with you. But then again, maybe a text from you could lift him out of whatever hole he seemed to be stuck in. So he unlocked his phone and opened up the message.

A picture of you loaded onto his screen, and sure enough, it felt like all his worries were melting away. It was a selfie of you sticking your hand out in a thumbs up in front of the frying pan, a goofy grin on your face. Underneath the photo you had sent another message; cooking your favourite for tonight! hope you’re hungry!

He let out a sigh and closed his eyes, anticipating the lovely meal you’ve prepared for him. Maybe it was the fact that he had someone waiting for him at home that lifted the weight off of his shoulders, he didn’t know, but what he did know was that he felt incredibly loved at that moment. It was something so simple, yet so fulfilling. A nice meal with someone he loves is just what he needs - and your message couldn’t have been timed better.

He wanted to feel like this everyday, he realises. Though, he supposes he should wait a little bit longer until you’re ready.

- Present -

“I didn’t realise you had a bad day…you came home in a better mood than usual, so I thought that practice went great,” you mumbled against his neck thoughtfully, trying to hide how flustered you were from his answer. Your heart was beating erratically now, and you weren’t sure whether if you were also hearing his heart racing or just yours, but whatever it was you were giddy.

“Of course I came home in a good mood…I had you and a good meal waiting for me,” he told you in a whisper, moving his hand from your waist up to the back of your head, hugging you tighter against him.

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smiles on ✨

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what is your most controversial video game hot take? 🎮🎮🎮

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congrats if you’ve ever written a fanfic over 110k words you’ve written an epic 

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20 (intrusive) questions

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1) how would you describe your relationship with your mom/dad

2) when was the last time you cried and why

3) whats your favorite/least favorite quality about yourself; why

4) do you smile at strangers

5) how often do people (not family members) tell you they love you

6) how is your life different now from two years ago

7) would you ever cheat on someone 

8) are you a jealous person

9) whats the worst pickup line someone has asked you

10) do you believe in ghosts

11) what are your ambitions

12) 3 deal breakers in a relationship

13) what is one thing you’ll never do again

14) whats your most bizarre pet peeve

15) what is your favorite memory

16) whats your zodiac sign

17) what ‘small things’ things terrify you

18) do you like your laugh

19) have you ever stalked someone/been stalked

20) do you feel loved

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the sex ed guide your parents didn't give you

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where to get free birth control

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cleaning your vibrators 

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