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Adapted from Homer, The Iliad

// David Benioff, Troy

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will you?

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I’m strangled, weakish, damped

I’m a hanger,

An old wood or a quirked cold metal

I’m a broken glass,

the vase

white hope to be filled out

just to be enough.

I’m deadly serious

and completely wiped off with my tracks

I suffer and I sabotage

I’m the map with the traps

I’m a destination

I’m a anticipation

Or just a flap.

I wait forever only to see your eyes

I wait forever to feel myself the way I was drawn.

Everything feels like the first time and nothing feels exactly like that.

I wanna keep on waiting but I’d hate it with the minute I start.

Held in abeyance~ Dec2024 me

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Valerie a týden divů -1970

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Pacific Coast

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The Diary of Anaïs Nin, 1944–1947

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I’ve had to learn to be kind to myself, and I think characters are a therapeutic way for me to do that. When Beth and I aligned, I’d had a really crazy year, because I made Emma, had a day off, then I did Last Night in Soho, had a day off, and then it was The Queen’s Gambit. For the first time, I was like, “I need to take care of myself in a very aggressive way, because otherwise I’m not going to be able to do this well.”

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Ending the stigma of drug use will save lives.

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Maybe soon I’ll explode…