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5/18

I laid my head on her and I felt the most comfortable that I’ve felt in a long time. I fell asleep so unbelievably fast for me. It felt right.

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Theres so much going through my head.

Words are a no rn.

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Cried. I did. I

“I know you’re not okay and it’s okay to not be okay. I’ll always be here.” -R

It’s been years since anyone has, just has. A long time since anyone has.

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5/12-5/13

I finally looked at you and told you.

I love you.

I don’t know if you know how I meant it.

I don’t know if you remember.

I just know, I let you know.

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Oh you.

One day you’ll know all the random love, mad, crazy, funny, sexual, amazing thoughts that I have about you.

“Tell me what I gotta do to please you?

Baby anything you say I’ll do.

Cause I only wanna make you happy

From the bottom of my heart it’s true.” -joe I wanna know

5/5/2019

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5/23 4:08am

Why fuck with me? Why? What the fuck.

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Sheep on the Isle of Harris, Outer Hebrides, Scotland

by Bill Robertson  

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Why I have this unspoken bond, well, I’m absolutely fondused on. We should be able to let go and be good, yet you give me excitement, you draw my attention without even noticing and then I just wanna go get fucked up and laugh until I can’t breathe with you. You were special to me. You are special to me. You’re like the amazing background secret story that I’m gonna tell my mf grandkids. Okrrrrr. But fr tho. Something about this and you is just relaxing, you’re easy to talk to and I trust you, but I’m not trynna draw you back in or be a pussy. But, if I didn’t say it before, then, in the past, I deeply cared for you.

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I would drop everything and move for her. I really would.

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How weird is it to know you're better than the rest, yet left out because you're the only one better. Therefore you're different and left out.

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I feel

I feel ashamed

I couldn't live up to my proclaimed hall of fame

I let myself lose it

It's been more than a year since I chose it

I'm treated like I dumbass

Nothing I do will get a grade A pass

Let the fools walk all over me

While they behind each other's back whispering foolishly

How old are you

But you're trynna fool me

I'm young and dumb but who asking for the young one for that C

Fuck all of y'all. You just hurt me.

But I'll let you make yourselves feel better

I'll just keep playing with yalls dumb pleasure.

Watch out, I told you I'm psycho .

I'll fuck your shit up Bitch.

But secretly, you won't even know.

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Omg she's listening. She replied right before that btw

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Last night

I was at Rachel's and I woke up at around 5 in the morning. Rachel notices and grabs me, pulls me towards her, and we cuddle n fall back asleep. I had a dream that I actually remember. In my dream I was saying all the things I was mad or upset with rachel about. I was screaming them, and when my head looked up in my dream alyssa was standing there. Next thing I knew, I feel myself control my dream; meaning I know I'm dreaming. I let the dream continue to see how it started to go once I realized it was about alyssa. The dream continued, I kept yelling at what I was bothered about with rachel to this person in front of me. I slowly start to realize my words are turning into what I'd say to alyssa. Why the fuck did I dream that.

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People don't realize that I can pick their brain apart. I can analyze their every movement, every thought, every sentence, and figure them out completely. I observe everything. When I figure them out I don't let them know though. They keep their walls up and think they're hard but I see right through it. Nobody can fool me. And I secretly play the game that they think they're throwing at me 😉

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