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NSAIDs are a modern miracle

Living alone is generally pleasant and peaceful. I don't have to worry about being social. I can leave my ADHD messes exactly where they are without bothering anybody.

It is currently backfiring though because I am now sick and all my plans to clean have been dashed. It's far too cluttered to let anyone see and also moving makes me nauseous so it's gonna stay messy.

There's also no food around but I have no appetite so that's fine

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I may only have plain leftover spaghetti, possibly expired sour cream and tortilla shells in my fridge but I just remembered I maintain a small pharmacy in my medicine cabinet and have the requisite Tylenol and Ibuprofen to ease my suffering

Living alone is generally pleasant and peaceful. I don't have to worry about being social. I can leave my ADHD messes exactly where they are without bothering anybody.

It is currently backfiring though because I am now sick and all my plans to clean have been dashed. It's far too cluttered to let anyone see and also moving makes me nauseous so it's gonna stay messy.

There's also no food around but I have no appetite so that's fine

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Living alone is generally pleasant and peaceful. I don't have to worry about being social. I can leave my ADHD messes exactly where they are without bothering anybody.

It is currently backfiring though because I am now sick and all my plans to clean have been dashed. It's far too cluttered to let anyone see and also moving makes me nauseous so it's gonna stay messy.

There's also no food around but I have no appetite so that's fine

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Call it a flaccid flag

waving my freak flag at half mast to indicate there has been a pervert tragedy

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is that good

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you will not regret purchasing an ultrasonic cleaner

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cmyk angel

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Can I Please Eat In The Computer Room Tonight? by Nicole Nikolich (2025)

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Cuestión de perspectiva:

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James baldwin’s the artists struggle for identity. Btw.

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https://youtu.be/v4zBYh2PUyk?si=SAyIzLkOvG8PYZHk

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Are fedoras really that bad?

YES YES THEY ARE

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hey folks if you have an android phone: google shadow installed a "security app".

I had to go and delete it myself this morning.

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When I was a kid I felt like my train of thought was less "one train chugging happily along its rails" more "a dozen trains flying in parallel that are constantly derailing".

It would be another decade before I thought I might have ADHD

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fucking hate it when the stuff everybody says "actually works" does actually work.

hate exercising and realizing i've let go of a lot of anxiety and anger because i've overturned my fight-or-flight response.

hate eating right and eating enough and eating 3 times a day and realizing i'm less anxious and i have more energy

hate journaling in my stupid notebook with my stupid bic ballpoint and realizing that i've actually started healing about something once i'm able to externalize it

hate forgiving myself hate complimenting myself more often hate treating myself with kindness hate taking a gratitude inventory hate having patience hate talking to myself gently

hate turning my little face up to the sun and taking deep breaths and looking at nature and grounding myself and realizing that i feel less burdened and more hopeful, more actually-here, that i am able to see the good sides of myself more clearly, that i am able to see not only how far i have to grow - but also how much growth i have already done & how much of my life i truly fill with light and laughter and love

horrible horrible horrible. hate it but i'm gonna do it tho

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obsolete angel

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of all the silly little human acts of kindness I've experienced in my life, nothing will ever beat the time, back when I was working at a school run by strict raw-food vegans, that one of the parents - a big Hungarian guy who spoke none of the same languages I do - noticed my look of pain at lunch and the next day he quietly handed me a plain paper bag and there was a full kilogram of kolbász sausage in it