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Disabled Transmasc Artist Struggling w/ Chronic Pain and Working on Top of Finding Work

(My mom's cats Moogle and Jiji, they are brothers!)

Hello, it's been a long time since I've had to make posts like this because it's not something that I want to do but I'm in need of assistance if anyone can spare or help share or spread this around. I've been diagnosed with polycystic ovary syndrome (PCOS) and endometrial intraepithelial neoplasia (EIN) and both have been slowly taking over my life the past few years and as of late I'm spending most of my time bedridden while ill or having chronic pain flareups, especially lately. I detail a lot of my conditions on my Bluesky and a recent post on here but they've both made my periods extremely painful, irregular, and also have affected my digestive system where eating pretty much anything causes me a lot of pain, discomfort, and distress where I was pretty sure I had developed a severe food allergy or IBS but turns out it's my uterus issues that have been causing issues with my intestines, bowels, and stomach. It's humiliating to discuss but I feel like I have to bring it up.

There's also a considerable risk of this having already developed into endometrial cancer, and if so, I imagine that things will get considerably worse and my medical expenses will be high.

Sitting up is painful for me and I often time have to take frequent breaks when I start having a pain flareup when I'm sitting at my desk to do commission work or using my PC and I often cannot sit at my desk for more than 1-2 hours at a time (sometimes even less). I can't even sit up and play games if I wanted to. On top of that, I've been struggling finding commission work as I've had to leave a community I was in for almost 15 years due to harassment for supporting friends and other people who were sexually abused by people in said community or adjacent ones. That being said, if I was getting regular work, I would be struggling to get it done and it would take much, much longer than it normally would.

I applied for disability but my application was denied and I've also been continuously ghosted by the SSI offices so I was unable to get that sort of assistance. If you're able to help at all, whether by donating or simply reblogging this or sharing it in any way, I'll deeply appreciate it. Thank you.

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I just had the best pb&j

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Woah Jarvis

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Dear Friends,

I hope this message finds you well. I am writing to share an urgent plea for help. Due to the ongoing conflict in Gaza, my family and I have been forced to flee our home and seek refuge in Khan Younis. My mother, who is pregnant, is in critical need of assistance to ensure her safety and the safety of her unborn child.

We are facing severe hardships and are struggling to provide her with the necessary medical care and basic necessities. I have launched a campaign to raise funds for my mother's survival during this perilous time.

Your support in sharing our campaign on social media could make a life-saving difference. Please help us spread the word and gather the support we desperately need.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Sincerely,

Please help us by sharing the post on your page so that we can collect donations and get out of the war. You are our hope. I will be very grateful to you . ❤️🙏🏼

"this fundraiser is vetted by nabulsi, fallahifag, el-shab-hussein, ibtisams, sayruq"

https://www.gofundme.com/f/ne9gzx-help-them-to-survive?utm_campaign=p_lico+share-sheet-first-launch&utm_medium=copy_link&utm_source=customer

Donate + share if you can pls!

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it is interesting to me that artists like noel gallagher or brandon flowers get picked apart for lyrics like “slowly walking down the hall, faster than a cannon ball” (in a song about getting high come on) or “are we human or are we dancer” (in a dance song playing around with a hunter s thompson quote about disco the moral decline of a nation) and or like treated in a “what’s a wonderwall lol????” way when I can think about 100000000 actually stupid lyrics from their contemporaries without anything like real sincerity or vulnerability or playfulness or personality and identity to back them up (like hello???? someone like damon albarn and julian casablancas [have never written a good lyric in their life/their ratio for utter meaningless shit without even vulnerability or sincerity is way higher and any attempt at selling something as playfulness always feels forced] <- I don’t even need to say that just look at the work, why aren’t we making fun of like, girls and boys or half of parklife in the same way, I could go on but nobody cares enough about the neon ice cream cover album to even care that the lyrics are terrible which is maybe part of it. also “beetlebum” has never scanned once, beetlebum is what people who think the word “wonderwall” is bad want wonderwall to be, I could go on but I’ll spare you, you don’t even want my diatribe on julian casablancas as a writer) or like that one spin article said about the killers “if animal collective wrote this lyric it would be hailed as esoteric genius” etc like apply that same thing to like a noel gallagher lyric and if it was in a radiohead song. so what am I getting at here? they hate to see working class boys without a college education win? someone like flowers or gallagher are just such consistently remarkable songwriters that people have to find some small nitpick to even complain? who knows. if it in anyway spurred brandon flowers to write the best lyrics of his life for pressure machine I can’t be mad about it though.

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Follow @deathcrimson he inspires all my animal Brett art and is really cool 😎 (ignore the cringe coming up poster I made for my room)

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Coming up bracelet

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Brett NYAnderson doodles ,

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thom Yorke as a mouse but for some reason he looks more like a hamster uhhhh

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HEHEHHEEH MARC <33 I love soft celllll (watermark from my old pinterestttt) I'm deleting the Pinterest so all of my stuffs coming here

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richey Edwards I drew ... from my Pinterest

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the drowners

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placebooo

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gary numannnn <3 (just clarifying the water marks from my old Pinterest lmao)