#plus size ana

[dirt-angell]

i want to be sick, i want people to worry about me. i want to be delicate. i want to be fragile.

[cutiestrawberry]

Alright recovery didn't make me happy, just made me gain weight. Time to get back on my bullshit 🫡. Love to get some other ed mutuals, especially if you're overweight like meeeeeeee

[katz-thin-journal]

✨i will NOT binge ✨

Today, tomorrow, or ever!!

[unwellw0rld]

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TW: b0dy checks

*plus size ana edition*

(you have been warned, no hate please.)

obviously still not where i want to be yet, but i’m posting these to remind myself that i’m capable of change + hard work

(TLDR; i have not been very disciplined this month and needed to remind myself how far i’ve come already.)

also: there’s a 20lbs+ difference btwn these pictures, but since June i’ve lost almost 40 pounds ! i’m so excited to see what the next -20lbs is gonna look like :,)

[ivehadthatdream]

Just a reminder that people only see you if you're not fat.

I definitely can tell I get treated differently when I'm at my heaviest vs when I was at my LW. It sucks but its true. If you're fat they can't see you. They just see a fat person, not the soul you are.

Every. Fucking. Day. I wanna rip myself apart for gaining all my weight back. I miss being at 220. Even tho 220 is still fat, people could at least see me. They treated me so much better then, vs now with me being 290 *yes I've gained even more weight :(((((*

I want to crawl out of my skin. I hate myself.

[wannabe-sknnyy]

Lost 10 lbs but doesn't even matter cause I'm still fat, you can't even tell-

[zkllbv2]

at this point it’s not even that i wanna be super thin, i just want to look normal

[alii-mehh]

Reblog if you have a higher start weight or current weight (175+lbs). Everyone of my mutuals are all mid weight and I feel so out of place

[fatana2022]

I don’t want to find pleasure in food 

[invisible-squidy]

In this community, the majority of people involved have a starting weight within the 200-100's. Those in the higher numbers are often forgotten or not deemed truly valid because they are so far away from their goal, but I see you!! I know the struggle of seeing the loose skin that holds you back from looking like the thinspo, even after you've lost the weight. I see the stretch marks that have older deepened and kept you from having flawless skin like you want.

You are still VALID.

Do not give up. Do not stop working towards your goals. We may never truly look like the thinspo that's shared on here daily and that is okay!

[coconutboy17]

all of the ed accs with higher sws/cws are usually older and don’t want minors to interact which i respect but PLEASEEE I NEED MORE PPL W A HIGHER CW TO INTERACT WITH 😭😭💔💔💔

[anareader]

Honestly, I feel so fucking fat. So because it's spring break, I have been eating normal, metabolism week ig, but yesterday when I asked my mom for dinner, (which what I wanted(food) in calories was like 200ish) my mom said "Wow you wanna eat? I thought you weren't going to eat dinner bc you wanted to get skinnier." She humbled me so bad bruh💀

Anyways i'm going to start a 5+ day fast when school starts(in 2 days for me)😃

P.s. love you mom<3

[unwellw0rld]

monday’s OMAD ♡ 380 cals & 31g protein

mi friends were over and we cooked breakfast, so i had a hashbrown, 2 pieces of turkey bacon, & a refrigerated protein bar. this brand of protein bar kind of tastes like a candy bar when it’s cold ! >.<

[ivehadthatdream]

Anyone on here who is not a child? Like 20+? I felt weird enough still having ED tendencies still at 19 and being on here, but wow, now I'm 22. I know EDs don't have age requirements, so anyone else out there who is a similar age, and ESPECIALLY if you're someone who is plus sized eating disordered, and have yo-yoed the same 50 pounds back and forth, like this so we can follow each other. Definitely 18 and older though please ❤️

[lemonricecakez]

being properly fat with an ed is such an isolating feeling. like. ive lost loads of weight, but im still fat. and i just like want to talk to someone who gets me. like yeah im fat i still have an ed. fuck. my lw was only 150 before i was made to recover. wtf man.

[zkllbv2]

237!