Letting go of people…that’s the easy part. Letting go of the idea of someone…now that’s something else entirely.
- v.e.f. @ventusetflamma
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'i only want what's best for you'
but how do you think you know?
darkest hell you put me through
and then i watched you go
-multasuntcausaebibendi (poem: "best for you Ⅲ")
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I’m trying to remember this every day ❤️
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I spent months trying to undo the years of damage I caused.
I had closed my heart off,
I had surrounded her with barbed wire fence
so that I could not feel a thing.
Then I felt a small spark.
I thought maybe I should open up
for this boy
So I let him through and showed him everything.
And now I’m left in the ruins again with a heart
shattered to pieces.
I should never have opened up again in the first place.
Her surgical scars leave me weaker with each incision and suture.
I wanted to feel something again so much that
I forgot that I am too weak and can not handle pain.
And the pain always comes.
And the pain always outweighs any happiness felt.
And the pain will kill me one day.
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someone who destroyed your mental health
can not be the love of your life
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I think about you a lot.
All the time, actually.
In the morning, at night,
in the middle of my day. It's you.
It's just always you.
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all this love i have refuses to die inside of me
pinterest / vonko magno on flickr / troye sivan, one of your girls / virginia woolf, a letter to vanessa bell, august 1908 / @hannahlockillustration on tumblr / sara luisa kirk, begin here / fyodor dostoevsky, a letter to anna gregorevna dostoevsky, may 1880 / archbudzar on instagram / jeanette winterson, lighthousekeeping (transcript under the cut) / caitlyn siehl / @wormbus-art on tumblr / jonathan safran foer, extremely loud and incredibly close / lidia yuknavitch, the chronology of water: a memoir / sleepy.corvid on instagram / @froody on tumblr / @borderlinejackiee on tumblr / always together 2, frrrankkky_art on instagram / andsome4747 on tiktok / arthur miller, the crucible / cheryl strayed, tiny beautiful things: advice on love and life from dear sugar
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