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give that girl a sword asap

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Tell me about yourself

I am very introspective, so I can write A LOT about myself in detail, but I'll just give an idea about the void that my being is.

I'm a quiet person who prefers to observe and understand conversations rather than taking an active part in it.

I feel everything very deeply, even though I usually don't show it. I tend to absorb the emotions of those who are around me. So, for instance, I get very disturbed when people around me fight and I try my best to reconcile them or else it will keep bothering me (maybe even more than it bothers them lol). I guess this explains my weird fascination with psychology.

I value facts and logic, but what really intrigues me are theoretical, complex and abstract topics; like the mystery of black holes which seem to defy the laws of physics😮 (and yes also those baseless conspiracy theories *bows head in shame*).

I hate hate hate chaos and uncertainty, I like routine, structure, and balance in my life and I an not good under stress. While concentrating on an important task, I NEED to have absolute silence in my surrounding. Injustice of any sort disgusts me.

I have many negative traits but the most self-sabotaging one ig is that I'm a perfectionist, so for me, it's all or nothing.

I like books, autumn, winter, stars, the moon, Europe, scented candles, art & craft workshops, journaling, gardening, baking museums, poetry, serenity, sincerity, empathy, individuality, selflessness, and so many other beautiful things.

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To dream of souls in flowers, to dream of gentle smiles.

- Juan Ramón Jiménez

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Aleksandr Blok (1880-1921), Selected Poems

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it's amazing how ordinary objects can become so significant to only the owner

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understanding academic concepts got me blushing swinging my legs giggling

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Suzanne Rivecca, Ugly Bitter and True

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the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.

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I'm thirsty for scents and laughter, thirsty for new songs.

- Federico García Lorca

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In the heart everything lonely takes root

- Miguel Hernàndez

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In english they say :

we are strangers now

But in urdu they say :

fasle aise bhī honge ye kabhĩ sochā na thà

samne baitha tha mere aur vo mera na thà

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I'm allowed to write, right?

You're obliged to write. 🫶

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Rainer Maria Rilke, tr. by A. Poulin Jr., Duino Elegies and The Sonnets to Orpheus