i think far too many people have only seen this video as that one sped up gif version of it and that is a crime that needs to be fixed because this video actually changed my life
Cluster b culture is “I need something very badly, but I don’t know what. I can’t think of anything that would satisfy me.” like pacing back and forth between the fridge and the pantry, but never being interested in anything. Just stuck in this mind-numbing cycle of closing and re-opening doors, as if doing that enough times will somehow change what you see. It’s that exact feeling, but with life in general.
A hailing, of sorts. Life calls into the fray, somewhat
reluctant / i'm an exercise in self-restraint
(or lack thereof). Hands
against cold clarity, there's a certain knowing
the violence outside, a shame in it'
s denial. How long can reality be refused? i dream of tall buildings and laughter and the past, before we lowered our faces and fell all upon apologetic knees and open palms -
i'm sorry / for everything
i'm asking for
more than whatever this is, though
who is listening? i still don't believe
(it's me). Somewhere
there's a ringing, and oh, how it resonates - yes
echoes deep beneath my breast, thunders within yet
infinitely, heads in the sand, forever
no answer.
Dorian || INTP || Ambidextrous || This is mainly my poetry account || I play the piano, bass, guitar, and I sing on occasion
Also I really don’t like labels but for the sake of my sanity I have to mention that I am EXTREMELY asexual so don’t be weird lmao
Other than that I’m chill with anyone interacting + I’m not mean I promise! I just look that way lol
DMs are always open
Dog bless
Fandoms I dabble in:
Tales from the gas station, the Magnus archives, welcome to night vale, creepypasta, MCR, The Vampire Chronicles, villains duology by V.E. Schwab
Things I’m into:
Old web graphics + blinkies n stuff, Vampires, Pretty knives, Explore With Us yt channel vids, Psychology, Sad gray aesthetics, 90s emo, 90s anything, atwwd + wine and crime, The Magnus Archives, Tales from the gas station, creepypasta,
Fave movies:
The Talented Mr. Ripley, Interview With The Vampire, Parasite, Withnail & I, Rope, Nope (lmao)
Fave bands:
Slint, Sunny Day Real Estate, Million Dead, 12 RODS, Knocked Loose, Nirvana, Dismemberment Plan, Chat Pile, Reuben, My Chemical Romance, Christian Death, Jawbreaker, Mineral, Joy Division, The Decemberists, Scarling, Dresden Dolls, Manic Street Preachers, HIM, Bright Eyes, Panuccis Pizza, KMFDM, Silverchair, The Dear Hunter, Set to Stun, Modest Mouse, Nine Inch Nails, Dumb As Rocks, Yves Tumor, El Creepo, Jack Conte, The Paper Chase, The Strokes, Braid, The Requiem, Mad Kelly, Blue October, any emo band ever new or old