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100 days of doodles are done! I started this to pass the time till I got to see Voltaire, and that will be tomorrow!!
#digital art#doodle page#some of these are#aurelio voltaire#related and others are just me dicking around#most are just me dicking around
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if he says heâs into you but still interacts with other girls heâs not interested donât fall for the lie
#AHHHHHH why are men so scuzzy#like fuck the dating aspect#common fucking courtesy when youâre even talking to someone#your attention shouldnât be directed towards anywayone else#because why the fuck are you even in a relationship or talking to someone if youâre just gonna fuck around anyway#like homeboy#itâs so fucking slimey#all while shit talking people who do this sort of thing#and i hate the fucking âIâm lonelyâ excuse#like holy fucking shit cry about yourself a little more#what i get to sit twirling my thumbs waiting and you can do whatever the fuck you want#because youâre LONELY#and then to be like âi felt like a creep if i was spamming your photos part gets me the most#CUZ HOMEBOY WAS DOIN IT TO EVERYONE ELSE#no I know why people mistook him for being interested#homeboy simply cant stop thinking with his dick#sucks2suck#good luck finding someone better thatâll put up with your bullshit
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fuck it I'll post it
#wasn't super proud of this when i forget made it#it's most just me dicking around with compositions#but i do like the effort i put into it yk#art#digital art#fanart#jay draws#eddsworld#ew#strip/mafia au#strip/mafia#ew edd#strip/mafia edd#edd#i guess Tord's here too technically
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tips on how to draw raph? :3
Iâm a raph lover but he is so hard to draw đ
hey an!! listen i get u completely, this big spikey boy can be a real challenge
my main advice would probably be to recognise raphâs structure? his shapes and how heâs formed, etc. and the best way for that imo are references! i have a tag for this actually
and hereâs some raph refs!
if u wanna know how to draw the entirety of the best boy this post wouldnât do it justice so hereâs some main things:
if youâre trying to replicate the showâs style keep in mind how angular everything is. raph's main shape is a square because of how bulky and rigid he is (helps to encourage his character's role too! love that they made him such a fucken tank)
raphâs head shape is basically if you widened leoâs head- theyâre both pointed too
one main thing i do for any head really is keep in mind the eye placement and the cheeks
if u happen to draw faces with the fabled circle and two lines- i use the horizontal line to mark where the bottom of the eyes are- and where the start of the cheek begins (iâm doing my best not to make this into a ânow draw the rest of the owlâ moment)
if that makes any sense. heres a really shoddy 'tutorial'
i kinda just blank out on my canvas and raph appears out of sheer will
but also just like.
figure out how you like raph's head to look (maybe u want his snout longer, or his jaw shorter, etc etc)
figure out where his brow ridges are located and how they're moving (is he grumpy? is he angry??)
make a mask for his eyes to go in (jebus take the wheel)
pronounce snout (it protrudes, which makes it easy to figure out his facial planes)
do whatever feels right for his mouth- im not exactly rigid with how i draw as of rn, i just do what feels right
ive drawn raph with a more pronounced snout too, and oscillate between designs if i feel like it (truthfully i also sometimes begin his head shape with a square (i mean if im doing a different style), feel free to do that if it helps i dunno-)
if you want to draw his shell and plastron hereâs what i do:
being able to carve out 3D shapes will help a lot with the border of his shell
by blocking out the main shape and then carving away at it you can then see how raphâs shell is structured (just. try decipher my sketch if u can pfghjhj)
for the actual shell itself itâs a lot like mikey and leoâs where it has a big curve and then dips at his midsection (where his belt goes!) also keep in mind the spikes of his shell follow those same curves (ft. dr belle)
with his plastron (chest plate) i basically make sure itâs the same length of his clavicle? the jagged edges of it i mean. it helps a lot to map out where his shoulders meet his arms
(pls keep in mind my artâs inconsistent and i donât even follow my advice- the hole in his shell changes every time i draw it đ)
his body shape is also just in general wider and stockier- if i ever see people draw him skinnier than he is you'd be able to hear my soul exiting my body
all of him is wider in general! hes bigger than the rest of his brothers so dont forget to show it instead of just giving him a height difference. he BEEG.
iâm not sure how else to describe the process of drawing him other than just. draw him?? đ
my best advice would be to draw him repeatedly based on references- and study your favourite raph artistsâ way of drawing him (mine would be jacocoon and itz_jazzy_jazzin)
and it helps to study bc it can answer these questions
how do you want to draw him? do you like the way a specific artist stylises his features? do you want him more spikey? more sharp? maybe you want to draw him bigger! (i myself like to give him a tail, extra markings on his spikes + a few scars post movie and his mismatched eyes)
repetition is super important to get it all engrained in your brain- and itâs why i donât really even use refs for him anymore fldjs
dont forget a very important rule: appreciate the big boy in all his glory
#im not exactly the artist to go to for help unfortunately dfkdjhsdh#hoping this helps somehow#its better to understand his structure#every now and then i apply it to my sketches#most times ill just dick around on my canvas#feel free to dm me if you want more in depth stuff ajhddgh#rise raph#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt raph#ask
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Guaranteed way to get me to enter a new fandom/check out a new series:
read a really good crossover fic
#fanfiction#batman#batfam#dick grayson#just read an amazing percy jackson/batman fic (making waves) and it made me fall in love with dick grayson#i've already read a few other crossovers with batman and my fave characters from other fandoms#(a couple obito in gotham. a few hp/jason todd (a very fun harry/alfred) etc)#but fuck making waves was just...something else. i enjoyed jason and other characters in the other fics i read#but i legit need some dick grayson-centric fics now bc i lobe him and i want mORE#idk how to get into batfam stuff tho. not particularly interested in reading comics atm tbh but i need to better understand these character#especially dick so i can read the aforementioned dick-centric fics#and tim i guess bc i still don't have a solid grasp on his character. i get damian jason dick cass bruce and alfred for the most part#but i still don't get tim that much. he's computer tech guy who has a boyfriend and jason tried to kill ig idk beyond him being red robin#anyway i've gotten into so many series in my life simply bc i read a good af crossover and ig batman may be my newest?#it was supposed to be jjk (mdnsy is amazing) but i haven't gotten around to more jjk crossovers (besides the curse!obito ones)#and i didn't fall in love with satoru like i did dick in making waves#so im doing that first lol
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okay but lmao john telling dean he might need to kill sam actually bc he knows sam is psychosexually obsessed with his brother and like okay he fucked up by fucking his kid but at least he felt bad about it
#maybe this is weird but to me the dynamics of samdean are in some ways more disquieting than johndean#there's a whole massive essay to be written out of that tag and i *will* elaborate on that someday#literally cannot wrap itself around samdean dynamic any less fucked up than crimson peak. need that gothic horror.#does it make sense if i say i don't like sam but i like sam as a deeply deeply fucked up character to rotate in my brain?#if sam were a real person i'd be running in the opposite direction faster than usain bolt#which tbh is what i'd do with MOST spn characters#except for jody and dagon but that's just me thinking with my dick#johndean#samdean
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I honestly just wanted you to know that because of you dead-dove dickbabs is not one of my favourite things to read
THANK YOU THIS IS VERY SWEET
you'll be happy to know i plan to write some! i just have to dig my way out of my inbox, i have a lot of prompts i wanna write, but i do plan on coming back to them! i'm in *love* with dead dove DickBabs, i have endless ideas and thoughts. including some that play with Pre-Crisis where Babs was a Congresswoman and Dick was briefly her assistant because that. that shit has endless fucked up potential for me. would make a good civilian AU or the actual canon. but also i just want to play with ideas of Babs purposefully antagonizing Bruce and Dick's arguments bc she knows she's the one Dick will come to to vent about Bruce, and she *always* takes Dick's side, nodding sagely about how shitty Bruce is and how Dick is a bigger person than her for being able to put up with it all and offering to take Dick out on patrol for the night so he can get away from Bruce. like, *classic* grooming tactics. partly because she just doesn't like how Bruce treats Dick and thinks she could do better, and partly bc why waste the cute, obvious crush this kid has on her? i just have endless thoughts and i really love these two when they get to be problematic. let Babs be the weird one in a relationship.
#necrotic answerings#kindly praise#dickbabs#dead dove do not eat#i *adore* them.#let them have the age gap again dc. let babs be an adult as batgirl while dick is robin. give it to me. i'll behave. i promise.#(i will not behave ever.)#let babs be just a little cocky about having *the* dick grayson wrapped around her finger i think she deserves it.#babs' control issues shold extend to her relationships.#most writing for this ship is either them as a background to fill out a fic or very light#which. is too boring for me.#let bbygirl be unwell and toxic.#babs who has canonically said dick's best partner would be someone like bruce should be a little wierd when she dates him#bc she knows he needs it.#dick can't have a normal healthy love and babs knows it#which makes it more fucked up in a âi'm doing this for your own goodâ sort of vein.
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Fuschia/Magenta?
#*deep breath kicks down uni door*#VERN!!! VERNIFRED!!! I GOT A HUGE BONE TO PICK WITH YOU!!!!! YES YOU!!!!#âwe're only gonna read 1 chap of Don Quixote because it's too much to dive into.â#THIS COMING FROM THE MAN WHO MADE US READ THE ENTIRETY OF DANTES INFERNO#WHO MADE US WRITE 20 PAGE ESSAYS ON THE ODYSSEY#WHO MADE US FOLLOW HIS CANTERBURY TALES HYPERFIXATION FOR NOT 1 BUT 2 SEMESTERS#DISSECTING EVERY. FUCKING. CHARACTER. ACTION.#MAKING ME RESENT CHAUCER TO WHERE I COULDN'T WATCH A KNIGHTS TALE FOR 3 YEARS STRAIGHT#one of my all time favorite movies btw YOU MADE ME HATE THE THING I LOVED VERNIFRED#and you had the GALL to say the class only had 1 chap to dedicate to Don Quixote?#YOU MY FRIEND JUST DIDN'T WANT THE CLASS TO LOSE THEIR SHIT LAUGHING EVERY OTHER CHAPTER#IF YOU'RE AROUND HUMAN HAPPINESS YOU'RE LIKE A WORM DISCOVERING THE BAIT SECTION AT WALMART#ITS EASY TO READ FOR A CLASSIC HAS WIT IS BITTER SWEET AF IS TRAGIC IS FUN AND MAKES YOU WANT TO HAVE CRAZY MAN BIG DICK ENERGY#WHEN YOU HAVE A FOOT IN THE GRAVE#and the banter...THAT SHIT ROCKS#AND IM NOT JUST SAYING THIS CAUSE OF MY OWN HYPERFIX WITH LUIS AND I'M READING FOR RESEARCH#these stories FUCK#I AM SO MAD#SO SO MAD MY PEERS AND I GOT A TASTE OF SOMETHING THAT WOULD'VE KEPT US ENGAGED#AND I AM MAD THAT I RESENTED THAT CLASS SO MUCH THAT I DIDN'T WANT TO TOUCH THE CLASSICS FOR A WHILE#and that it took me until I'm 31 WRITING A DAMN FANFIC IN MY SPARE TIME TO READ THE ENTIRETY OF WHAT I FUCKING MISSED OUT ON#astarion voice: IT WAS RIGHT THERE!!!!!#vernifred...can i can i call you vern?#look...i love you. you were one of the most humble profs i had i looked forward to going to class every mon and tues for lecture and reading#i get the hyperfixations my guy i really and truly do#BUT I STILL RESENT THE SHIT OUT OF YOU FOR THIS ONE#i finally get why luis loved this shit so much too and im seeing more connections with re4 now and it feels like the cherry on top of it all#vern....just....SIGH....GIVE THE DON A CHANCE MAN#FOR THE SAKE OF THE CHILDREN WHO WILL BE IN YOUR CARE#YOU KNOW...YOU JUST...MAKE ME...GRRRHFHFHHDJDJ!!! đđŒđđŒđđŒ
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Yes, I would be very interested hearing your head canon (@tim-ribbert-56) (in response to this post)
I have decided for my personal entertainment that Clarisse de Cagliostro is related to Lupin III, and here's why.
-pulls out ArsĂšne Lupin's Wikipedia page-
In the novel La Comtesse de Cagliostro, a young ArsÚne Lupin (at the time going by the name Raoul d'Andrésy) was courting Clarisse d'Etigues, a young lady of a well-to-do family, and trying to win her hand, despite her father's disapproval.
Throughout the course of the novel, Lupin meets and falls in love with Joséphine Balsamo, aka the Countess of Cagliostro, and abandons Clarisse in favour of her. To clarify, Joséphine is not actually countess of anything, she is (or claims to be) a descendant of Giuseppe Balsamo aka the Count of Cagliostro (who was also count of jack shit), a famous conman from the 18th century.
Shenanigans ensue, which I will not go into in details on, but oh my god I am insane about Raoul and Joséphine, I want to dissect them and study them under a microscope. It turns out Joséphine aka Cagliostro is evil as fuck, Raoul/Lupin realizes that and goes back to Clarisse (whom he had previously abandoned like an old sock, I fucking hate this guy), marries her, and a few years later has her kid.
Unfortunately Clarisse dies in childbirth, and Joséphine, who was still around and very very pissed at Lupin (and jealous as hell of Clarisse whom, may I mention, had never personally antagonized her in any way whatsoever, Joséphine is just fucking bonkers). Joséphine also kidnaps Lupin and Clarisse's son, Jean, and raises him as her own son. (I have not yet read the following novel The revenge of Cagliostro so I don't really know what Jean's deal is, I just know he's an antagonist).
The following is my headcanon, based on these events. In the universe of Lupin III, Joséphine Balsamo was actually countess of the small kingdom of Cagliostro (maybe Giuseppe was count, maybe he conned his way into becoming count, maybe he bought the land and built a fake kingdom with a fake history, who knows).
After the events of The revenge of Cagliostro, Jean settles down in the country of Cagliostro, gets married, has a child, and that child will later have a daughter of their own, who they name Clarisse, after their late grandmother. Clarisse de Cagliostro, of Lupin III: The Castle of Cagliostro fame, would thus be the great-grand-daughter of ArsĂšne Lupin, making her Lupin III's cousin/niece/whatever you call this specific degree of separation.
I am choosing to make Clarisse de Cagliostro a great-granddaughter of ArsĂšne Lupin, rather than a granddaughter, because ArsĂšne Lupin was very young when the events I described unfolded: he is 20 years old when he meets Clarisse d'Etigues and the whole Cagliostro debacle happens, and 25 by the time Jean is born. I'm assuming he had Lupin II much later in his life. So Jean and Lupin II (half-brothers) would have a significant difference in age, and so Jean's hypothetical child (grandchild of ArsĂšne Lupin, so of the same generation of Lupin III) would be much older than Lupin III. Clarisse de Cagliostro is younger than him, maybe around the same age if you stretch it, so she's have to be a great-grandchild.
Now I need to read The revenge of Cagliostro and study ArsÚne Lupin's wikipedia page in more detail to determine when exactly Lupin II was born and who his mother was. And also where Albert's family branched out, because the fact that he's called D'Andrésy should theoretically place him as a descendant of ArsÚne Lupin's mother but not of ArsÚne Lupin himself; but Jean was also going by that last name, so who fucking knows.
No I am not insane I promise, I am just a gigantic nerd.
#i have very mixed feelings about Papy Lupin Original Flavour#cuz you see in the first books he was pretty much like his grandson#a charming little bastard; smug as hell but also charming enough to make up for it#like. an ego the size of the eiffel tower but it's highly deserved#if he robbed me i would just thank him#you wanna punch him in the face but like. lovingly#then around The Hollow Needle he started acting weird#and after that his ego grew into a god complex the size of the eiffel tower and he just lost all the charm#like. just a huge dick honestly.#i thought that was a logical evolution after (SPOILER FOR THE HOLLOW NEEDLE) his wife got brutally murdered in front of his eyes#mere HOURS after they got married and he gave up his whole career as a thief for her#which would be an understandable evolution#but no he's also retroactively an asshole in The Countess of Cagliostro which is a prequel#i guess leblanc just decided 'lupin's a dick now'#which sucks#but on the other hand it's very funny to kinda hate-read The Countess of Cagliostro#i was honestly rooting for Joséphine for most of the book#she is fucking insane which is exactly what raoul/lupin deserve#you know that Mountain Goats song 'no children' ?#'hand in unloveable hand; i hope you die i hope with both die'#or that post that says 'i don't ship them they're too toxic / well i hope they kill each other mid-fuck'#well that's me with them#just reading on to see how many more life-ruining decisions raoul can bodily throw himself at#also leblanc did joséphine dirty!!!!!!!!#LET MY GIRL BE EVIL FOR GOD'S SAKE#none of that 'her fragile feminine nature' and fainting after murdering someone because deep down she can't bear her own cruelty#what the fuck#let her be genuinely unhinged!! let her bash raoul's head in with a meat hammer!!!!#(yes that is something that she tried to do)#anyway. justice for Joséphine Balsamo. god forbid women do anything
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You're getting old (positive) (affectionate)
Nice try. I mean if disliking stuff getting stolen, retooled and reposted out of context irreverently as an inferior version of itself makes me old then I'm embracing my new primordial status wholeheartedly.
#bring on the clouds I'll shake my fist at all of them#anyways because of a comment i got on this I'd like to clarify#since im not allowed to be sassy on the internet when someones being rude#im mildly perturbed about the tiny little lies that a sprinkled around the internet#where things that are meaningful get watered down and changed and commodified until they lose all meaning#hell if dick seal was real I'd think shits hilarious- but its not and most people dont know#and theres millions of things like that everywhere you go and theres no way of knowing what's really real#ive probably seen tons of stuff and believed it without question#just thoughts in my head#still reserving the right to BACK IN MY DAY tho lol#reminds me of that old lesson they taught in school about articles on the internet and there was one about a tree octopus#anyways the point was to pick out what was fake and can you believe it the TREE OCTOPUS WAS REAL#(no it wasnt)
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i really love dc x dp tbh but i hate how so many fics end up making the batfam dumb as shit. and i don't mean in a "loveable goof" kind of way but in a genuine "these people don't have the skills or intelligence to be heroes" kind of way. which is just antithetical to their entire thing
sometimes it's because the writer just genuinely doesn't know anything about the batfam or what they've been through so they come across as idiots. and other times it's because the writer is writing op ghost king danny or just generally op danny and they genuinely think he could outsmart or beat them. more often than not, it's a combination of the two.
it's just so sad. like not only is it disrespectul to the batfam, essentially getting rid of all the skills and experience they have just to prop up danny, but it also makes things a lot more boring imo. don't get me wrong, i don't mind the occasional "main character is super op" kind of story, but it's boring when like 70% of fics are like that and there's no real challenge or obstacle for him. part of why the show danny phantom was so fun was that it was exciting and chair gripping to see danny have to deal with his new ghost powers, figuring out how to deal with ghost attacks or vlad, and dealing with school and his parents on top of that.
but often, dc x dp fics just,, get rid of any challenge for him. sure batman is a skilled detective but danny will always be able to trick him! sure cass has been trained since birth to read people's body language but this random ghost teen knows how to conceal and control everything!! yeah damian has also been trained since birth to fight and kill but this random guy from the midwest who just started fighting in his teens is so much better!!! like, alright. it's fun every now and then but it sucks when so much of the dc x dp content is just people acting like the batfam are the worst vigilantes/detectives in the world.
and honestly i still feel this way even with the ghost king danny fics because how? he's never had to deal with people obsessively reading his body language or reading between the lines. he's had to deal with hiding stuff sure but his parents aren't the most observant people - their whole deal was being neglectful. even as a ghost king, why would he know how to outsmart, take advantage of, or beat the batfam in any capacity when he would still mostly deal with ghosts. it's a completely different skill set here - one that he likely wouldn't be prepared for. it'd be fine if they at least attempted to explain why danny would have those skills (like league danny aus) but most of them don't.
and i'm not saying danny couldn't do it at all, especially if it's a ghost king au, but i'm just tired of seeing the batfam constantly downplayed in these fics Just to make danny look better, smarter, stronger, etc. ik most people in the fandom are just danny fans but it really shows with how they treat, characterize, and shit on the dc characters just to prop danny up. it also serves to occasionally make danny look like an asshole when he intentionally messes with them and basically commits psychological torture for a goof.
#man...#i Do like this crossover but i completely understand why so many dc fans hate it#the oocness the fanon the constantly making these skilled trained characters fumble around and get outsmarted by Some Guy#ghost king danny isn't even canon to dp! which isnt a bad thing by any means ik the dp fandom goes crazy for fanon#and generally speaking the fanon Is a lot more fun and engaging than dp's canon#but as a dc fan its insane to watch#i want to engage more with dc x dp content so badly like this crossover is really interesting to me#but so much of it is just 'the bat.fam are actually fucking useless and my blorbo is so much better :)))'#it's almost like they dont even like the bat.fam!!! they keep saying they just dont know/understand them#but it fully feels like they straight up dont like the dc characters#it definitely comes across as 'hey this is a fun world to put danny in lets do that while also shitting on it and all of the characters'#'lol bruce is so stupid this random teen can outsmart him and he can lie to cass and he can beat dick in a physical fight lol'#there's a point where it stops feeling like indulgent op blorbo and more like insulting anyone who isn't danny#<thats actually exactly what it is and its insane to me like why even like crossovers if you dont want to engage with anyone but danny#how can you say you like them when you outright refuse to know them or respect them?#and obviously im using 'you' in a vague way im not specifically calling anyone out#ik there are people in the fandom who are genuinely fans of both and Do know and respect the dc characters#but so far its very few and far between which is just such a fandom culture shock for me#like in most fandoms im able to read a lot of fics and only occasionally think 'thats not right'#but with this one its the other way around - im constantly going 'they wouldnt say/do that at all why does the op think that?'#like 9 out of 10 fics im like 'oh yeah this person has never read a comic in their life'#i can immediately tell when someone has only read the webtoon its extremely obvious unfortunately#maybe i should make a dc masterlist for dp fans... like here you can write about them again After you do your homework ajdhgl
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to be clear, i'm not angry about pretty boy slade wilson at all, if clark is just starting out then bruce has probably only been at it for a couple years himself, and dick is definitely still flipping about at haly's with his totally alive not ever gonna die parents and a good few years from slade deciding that his archnemesis needs to be a teenager from the most insane family in all of north america, it makes sense that slade so far is a young man still fulfilling mercenary contracts and other things like that and still in the relative flush of youth
also again, the way they drew him was hot, if this is how slade's anime twink phase goes i'm not mad about it
#personal#my adventures with superman#like slade being around clark and bruce's age makes sense considering he has kids that are dick and jason's ages#so if they're young men (and we know clark is a young man because he's a first time intern and literally started superman yesterday)#(and stands to reason bruce is at a similar age even if he's not in this show)#then slade too would be a relatively young man#with his anime snow white hair and anime golden eyes this is the best show ever made i'm sorry i can't stop giggling#it's not the fact that they made him young that's making me laugh again that makes sense#unexpected to me cuz again i'm used to him being an older gentlement with his shitty relationships with his children#and his rivalries with teenagers (the fact that he shows up in utrh just to sic assassins on nineteen year old jason for NO reason is just)#(it's insane why is he picking fights with batman's children while they're still children calm down buddy)#it's the fact that they had a choice on how to draw him and they just went He Will Be The Most Beautiful Girl In The Show#i love it
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google how to not be sosososo anxious all the time. its not even like stress that motivates me to get things done it's just like. i make a mistake and misunderstood instructions in class and my teacher is like "you were supposed to figure out precisely where 180 was before taping the draft and punching your marks" when i like an idiot guesstimated it and after a moment of me going "oh..." bc its something i can't fix bc i've already punched in all the holes on the part he's like "i think you'll be okay" and goes back to what he's doing and then for three hours im like he's so annoyed with me i bring things to him too much and ask him too many questions and make the stupidest mistakes every day he hates me. i ask a friend something and they don't respond because they're busy or forget about it or don't see it or any number of other reasons and then a couple weeks later i send them something else and they don't respond for a few hours and its enough time for me to convince myself i said something a while ago that they took offense to without realizing and they're ignoring me and i send another message saying "are you mad at me did i do something can you tell me what i did so we can work it out" and he's like "what?". a friend posts about people treating them badly in a way that's clear they're talking about a specific phenomenon or person and im always like omg are they talking about me did i do something bad and not realize it... and its someone i talk to so infrequently and casually it obviously would not be a concern or someone i've known for so many years that they would obviously come to me if there was any conflict that arose. help
#alex talks#one time that friend from the second example had to rescind an invitation for me to come to shabbat dinner bc he said his parents were#hosting an important rabbi and didn't want their sons friends dicking around in the house and i was like ok i get it and then another friend#mentioned to me something that implied they were still going to the friend's house and i had 2 class periods to stew and get anxious and#paranoid and think like does he hate me? does he just not want to invite me specifically? do his parents not like me did they ask him not to#invite me specifically? and then in advisory we're both just sitting there and im like 'so do your parents hate me' and he's like 'what????'#and i'm like 'jakob said they were still going to your house' and he's like '????? my parents told jakobs parents they could come and stay#overnight bc their parents are out of town so jakob has to come over' and i was like 'oh. sorry' and felt so bad about it for the entire day#honestly? now that im thinking about it so many times i've been like manic in that friends dms about something they said that i've made 10#leaps of logic over so in my head they said a completely different thing but to them i just sound insane and like i'm taking them in the#most bad faith i possibly can. which i guess really i am but i just get so worried#hm i guess manic is a specific word for a mental health symptom idk how else to describe it like i call him and leave a voicemail where ive#worked myself to tears over something i can't even remember now. maybe hysteric?#nobody reads these right
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If Kory and Dick ever had a chance if rekindling. What do you think that would look like? Thereâs something beautifully about lovers coming back to each other after so much time has passed and now being more mature with a slice of hurt and tragedy of the past still hanging over what happened to their relationship. They were so young and had so much on their shoulders when they were introduced to each other and now they are older and wiser.
i agree it can be so beautiful !!! thereâs always a bittersweet tinge to the whole thing like âwhat we had was goodâ. Kory and Dick are 100% a âright person, wrong timeâ case to me. They were just really young and going through a lot of changes and add the whole tumultuous superhero double-life thing and things get messy. The cards were stacked against them. But i do feel like if given the chance, years after the fact and after both have grown up and softened, they could make it work. It would need a lot of work though, especially from Dickâs side. He would need to be more understanding of Koryâs point of view and confront his control issues. For Kory, she would need to work on her self-esteem and abandonment issues. While the two can absolutely help each other with these issues, it would be better if they tried to resolve them on their own because these two can become codependent. They would also need to work on their (excessive) sense of duty. This is where I feel like both can help each other out. Dickâs always had issues regarding his undying loyalty to Bruce and often needs a third party to pull him out of it. And for Kory, i get the sense hers has something to do with her abandonment issues. Like âif i donât do this then everyone will leave meâ type thing. Having someone there to remind her that no, you are loved and wanted and you donât have to do this would help her loads. This doesnât mean they should never help out gotham or tamaran, it just means that when things get out of hand, the other is there to support.
If i had my way, in pre-52 continuity, they would have rekindled after Dickâs batman era. Heâs done the ultimate âbearing my fatherâs burdenâ duty and frankly needs to reconnect with his own ideals and identity again. We all know the big role Kory (& the titans ofc) played in helping Dick step out of Batmanâs shadow and forge his own path so this could be like a callback to that. Both are older, mature and now have gained a new understanding of each otherâs circumstances (Dick finally recognising Koryâs duty and devotion to Tamaran and Kory understanding more of Dickâs thought process and morals while assimilating into Earth). Theyâre acutely aware of the others (and their own) faults that lead to the breakdown of the relationship in the first place BUT can also recognise that what they had was good while it lasted. And they still love each other, even after all these years. It doesnât matter where they are or what mask they wear , theyâll always be there for the other and see them for who they truly are. And you know what, why not give it another shot? Theyâll figure things out as they go because they both know that when theyâre together - it just feels right.
#IâM SORRY FOR THE LONG POST I JUST HAVE A LOT OF THOUGHTS ABT THEM#they should also be together cuz theyâre the most aesthetic bi4bi couple#tysm anon for sending this i agree they both can make it work a second time around#but i can appreciate the tragedy of their romance it makes me go insane <3#iâm a dickkory breakup advocate too btw i need dick to date joey or roy for funsies#and kory might as well date raven she didnât crash that wedding for nothing#dickkory#dick and kory#ask#dick grayson#koriand'r#titans#meta
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re: the arcane ask you just sent quil. i feel compelled to share this exchange i JUST had with my friend
me when iâm. me when iâm predictable as fuck
LOSER. youre the opposite of nonchalant and mysterious
#sorry. anyway#asks#claire !!#in all seriousness. omg youre watching the show !!! lets fucking go !!! we have like a psychic connection idk this is so many coincidences#anyways also personally i love cait most shes my girl would die for her probably im rotating her around in my head like a microwave#OH ALSO. not to bash on your fave (and everyone elses fave) but i fucking hate viktor. i hate that man. i cant stand him. can he drop dead#he didnt even DO anything he just pisses me off SO bad and everyoens always like âomg hes so hot hes so babygirlâ like no he ISNT he SUCKS#i hope he dies a gruesome horrible bloody death i cant STANDDD him like yes sure hes a compelling character hes very interesting BUT ALSO#i hate his guts i hate his personality i think he looks stupid he annoys me so bad and i literally could not even begin to explain why#because i dont know either!!! and like eberyone LOOOOVES him and i WANT to love him but i cant. im going to run him over with a car#hes a fucking dick. he sucks. he can suck MY dick im so irrationally angered by this man. but hey maybe im just a hater#anyways. uh. i hope youre enjoying the show! and your boytoy scientist freak (i mean this affectionately. affection for you not viktor obvs#arcane
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honestly one of my least favourite things about online spaces centered around cluster b personality disorders is that they almost treat the disorders as an in joke. like its never quite anti recovery rhetoric but a lot of the times it feels like it becomes this thing where something harmful gets spurred on as a personality trait to nurture rather than a symptom to keep an eye on. freaks me the fuck out.
it could be because growing up i was pretty familiar with cluster b spaces and i lost a couple of friendships due to it becoming this whole "i have this disorder now i have to knowingly indulge the more harmful and dangerous symptoms im supposed to be treating to really prove i have this disorder!" thing.
like babes i still believe youre borderline, you dont need to go full tilt maintaining a numbered and ranked list of the people most important to you and assigning a fp role to someone who frankly is not responsible for your stability.
#i lost a friend yeeeeaaaars ago like almost 10 years ago now#who discovered npd and started using it as a justification for treating us like shit and seeing us as lesser#which was so fucking crazy to me as someone whos pretty fucking certain they have npd#bc if anything its made me a hell of a lot more aware of how i treat people around me#because like theres a lot worse things i can be than arrogant and self obsessed. but i dont wanna be arrogant and self obsessed AND cruel#like i fell victim to the borderline personality trait shit as a kid hardcore#and didnt realise i was probably comorbid npd til literally last year so i dodged that#but literally the reason i didnt realise it was probably also npd is because of how people dehumanize people w npd#like most of my exposure to npd in my own life has been absolute fucking menaces#but so has bpd. the people with bpd who have remained part of my life have always been people w bpd who keep an eye on their behaviour#bc no personality disorder makes you evil but not monitoring your symptoms does almost always make you irresponsible#like its very weird seeing people in my life react wildly differently to the discovery or diagnosis#like i just have 0 energy for people who get a diagnosis and just use it to excuse their treatment of others#and this comes from someone who was The borderline menace at age 16#i think realising i probably have npd has made me a lot more aware of my own ego among other things#and ive had enough therapy for bpd to feel comfortable navigating most of the npd stuff rn without an official dx yet#bc id say ive already been trying to curb certain behaviour for years now without realising it could be linked to smth in particular#its just a new explanation. but i dont think its an excuse#i hope that ex friend is dealing with his shit better now. i still think hes a dick but he was a struggling teenager so all i can do is like#hope hes grown up and doing better mentally and has better friends. bc god knows our friend group was pretty unhealthy#txt
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