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do y'all ever feel a little to good when starving? like i have energy somehow & its making me think through my day to check if i ate anything i forgot about lol

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how to be a stonerexic shit makes me wanna EATEATEAT

put a piece of fruity or dessert flavored gum in your mouth RIGHT after you take a hit! Minty gum doesn’t work in my experience. It will trick your body into thinking you’re satisfying your munchies. After you do that for a while, you’ll no longer have the urge to eat after smoking. also, something that has always helped me, even before I had an ed, is to tell myself that eating kills my high (which is true, it does) so I try to wait 20-30 minutes after smoking to see if I’m still hungry

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Idgaf if you put a tw or not

If you don't put a read more when posting cvt pics that tw doesn't matter because they'll see it anyway. Some of you need to know this.

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POR FAVOR DIOOOS

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does anyone know any tags or accounts i can follow that are specifically about anor3xia athletica? i see no one on here talk about it & i realized i have really different experiences than the rest of you guys

if your intrested, heres a little about me under the cut :)

im saturn! im a transmasc minor & use he/him. i do cross country and track & compete on school teams. i also do swimming & rock climbing but those are just for fun. my intake is usually between 1300-1800 but i burn enough that i usually aim for a 500+ defecit. my goal is not only to lose weight but also to build muscle & get faster.

not professional diagnosed with an ed, no one in my irl knows. they all just think i eat healthy bc im an athlete.

if you have anor3xia athletica or have similiar experiences with doings sports while also having an ed, please interact with me so i can check out your blog!! having such a high intake feels really lonely on here.

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please take care of yourself. you are loved.

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going to force myself to eat breakfast today so i can actually focus on driving :(

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1st week of august cals burnt!

(ignore thursday, that was the day i only ran 3 because my hip hurt & then was in a car for 4 hours so i couldnt even walk or anything)

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"hunger hurts but starving works" is the only ed saying i actually like tbh.

like its not weird or cringe like i find a lot of the other ones to be, and its true

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living life on the edge: weighing myself on my dad's smart scale & jumping off the second before it records the weight & sends it to his phone.

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why do gymbros and €/D people eat such bland food ?? SEASON YOUR FOOD PEOPLE

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me when wasting hours in the bathroom mirror picking at every perceived flaw or imperfection on my face doesn't in fact make me 10x hotter & fix my self image issues instantly but instead draws attention to the very features that i was originally trying to mask:

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i just got my liscense which is great but also driving alone is really scary.

as long as ive been driving ive had pretty bad thoughts about crashing the car or just flooring it and seeing what happens. theyd scare me sometimes but for the most part my dad sitting in the passenger seat helped bc i was able to focus just on his instructions and ignore myself. but now that im driving alone i could just drive off a cliff & no one would know for hours. + when i get stressed or scared theres no one to ground me, i just spiral being the wheel which is not great lol

im scared to talk to anyone irl tho bc neither of my two bestfriends are anywhere near having their liscence so theyre trusting me to drive them around which im happy about! but i cant tell them because i dont want them to be scared getting in the car with me

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pink & white blades!

all photos found on amazon by just searching "cute boxcutter" or "novelty boxcutter"