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💥💥 9 USD RANDOMLY STYLE COMMISSION 💥💥

I'M SO POOR HELP ME

If you pay me $9, I will transfer the picture I took out of my brain to a digital drawing and deliver it to you☺️

1 Character per 9 USD!!!!

There will be no feedback correction during the process, and the completed work will be used as a sample‼️

Payment will use PAYPAL‼️

Please contact DM for commission application and inquiry!

* What I can draw with confidence: middle-aged characters, CE, Doctor Who, Disco Elysium, Actors, etc.

* Things I'm hard to draw: machines, very intricate decorations, real-life criminals(DEFINITELY NOT. I leave this just in case), NSFW, etc.

And below, these are the Samples!!!

(B&W drawing is actual commission work. Don't ever save it.)

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Will try to write JayJoseph fic which nobody except me gives a fuck.

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heheehe i'm currently watching the leftovers and honestly the first two eps were kinda hard to watch: lots of information, you're dropped in the middle of the plot and have to go backwards in order to fill in the blanks and understand, lots of characters each with their own stories that are all, as you find out, intertwined, in short it's a beautiful, complicated spiderweb.

it took me until the third episode to really appreciate it, and not just because it's focused on christopher eccleston's character (matt jamison) and that i absolutely love this actor, but also because said character matt isn't as connected to the story as other characters are.

i mean, he is connected, through secrets and his sister and the fact that he's the town's priest so kind of a messenger when it comes to the main plot's elements. but the way that you follow him throughout episode three didn't make all that overwhelming.

for starters, it only focused on his character when the first two if i remember correctly are like i said a web, sometimes even a conglomeration of events and stories and characters. characters whom we don't know the names of yet btw. takes a while to understand that this one is the cop's son and this one the cop's daughter and that other one is the priest's sister etc...

then, even though matt's episode did raise some questions (like his relationship with the cop's dad, or elements of his backstory, or even "is matt a good guy?" cause it's really ambiguous), it also answered some other questions (elements from the first episodes for example).

finally, it's not as confusing as the first two eps because it's really fast-paced, a roller-coaster of emotions, and it crescendos until you reach the episode's climax and you don't know wtf to make of matt anymore.

like you can't really hate him cause you've been basically in his shoes for an entire episode and man was it hard af, but also he's a big hypocrite, but also you agree with what he does but then you don't cause he's an asshole but then you feel bad for him cause dude is so fucking tired and can't catch a break but at the same time god is he stupid???

wonderfully written character, played by an incredible actor. this right here is nuance, bitches. saw an article that said eccleston perfectly portrayed a character that sees the world in black and white but lives is shades of grey (aka his principles only apply to him when it's convenient) and that's exactly it.

best type of character you don't know whether to hug him or slap him. probably both.

also this one episode where kevin is insulting this dude on the phone then he hangs up and screams fuck and matt is standing right behind all awkward and he says "i say fuck too" with a proud little smile like

this is fkn glorious

and the other characters are very cool too: kevin, nora, aimee is hilarious, meg is strange and cute, the frost twins are adorable (omg they're the twins from teen wolf who could converge and form an enormous werewolf dude wtf hello), and wayne wtaf.

if you doctor who fans didn't remember: paterson joseph (wayne's actor) also played bitch ass rodrick in the finale 2 parters of series 1 and he was detestable. and as wayne i really don't know what to think of him except that paterson joseph is a really, really great actor. he's so scary and weird like AAAA

anyways hi i didn't sleep

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I kept thinking about 9Lumiat like what if it triggered Nine into existential crisis and imagine there is no War Doctor.

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After finishing the story I still ship both JayJoseph and PattersonGabriel 🗿🗿🗿. Actually I might even be more into it..... Real toxic yaoi.....

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Joseph might actually rise up to one of the hottest characters of Christopher Eccleston.

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I finished the Shadow Line. I'm going insane!!!

What a good crime show. I love it so much..... Genuinely enjoyed it a lot.

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PattersonGabriel........PattersonGabriel...............

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First 9Lumiat fic

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Would anybody talk about the Shadow Line with me

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The Shadow Line ep 5 spoilers

Tbh if it only takes touching hands with Joseph to make him sleep with people I just knew he'd have had some hate sex with Jay and hated himself for it lol.

Jay would laugh maniacally whenever he could rile up Joseph.

It's actually interesting that the few times Joseph lost control was because Jay and Jay was always soooooo happy about it.

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I have so many ships in the Shadow Line 🗿🗿🗿🗿🗿. Crazy....

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# is this also from the shadow line??

No. It's from a stage play called Antigone. Christopher Eccleston and Jodie Whittaker were both in it.

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But consider the better option: he'll do tax and commit crime for you.

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When I talk about NineLumiat I honestly don't think about Thoschei that much because I don't really know their lore well (And I don't care). Like, I totally disregard their past and future. 😂

Just imagine Lumiat would be the kind of person who would be able to corner Nine gently. She's polite and kind, but she made Nine want to run away. She gave him endless love and understanding and he panicked.

He would not open up. He would ask her to prove herself again and again even when he himself already knew that she was truthful. Because then it would mean he was denied even the reason for his suffering. He's not even the last of the timelords. He's not even alone in trying to rescue the universe.

It must be a trick because there's no way that the only other timelord left would forgive him. No way his oldest friend who hated him so much would give him love when he deserved it the least. She should have punished him instead.

But she simply did what he asked of her again and again. She chased after him at his own speed that no one could ever catch up, so she could tell him that yes she loved him - even when he's so broken and fragile like this. And yes she didn't give a fuck about what he did.

Nine could not even use an excuse like "you would not understand!" Because Lumiat understood - and it terrified him so.

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I finished ep3 and I lowkey ship Jay and Joseph because their dynamic is kinda insane.