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Saan na ba ko pupulutin nito

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I feel lost.

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favorite (Credits sa may ari nito. Matagal nang naka-save phone ko to. Di ko maalala kung saan ko nakuha, basta galing sa internet.)

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Bakit sobrang lungkot ng mga recommended blogs ng tumblr sakin

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one thing I for sure noticed... ads. they’re everwhere on tumblr wtf?

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Two weeks after graduation and I still don’t have a job.

Sabi ng tatay ko, “relaks ka lang anak, darating din yan.” Sabi din ng ate ko mga isang buwan pa siyang tumengga bago siya nagkatrabaho nung pagkagraduate niya. Si Mama sabi niya chill lang daw ako, kapag daw nagkatrabaho ako mamimiss ko daw tong mga bakasyon na to dahil di na daw magkakaroon uli ng ganito ka-habang bakasyon pag nagkatrabaho ka na.

Totoo naman lahat, pero I just feel very worried about the future.

Nahihirapan ako gawan ng path yung career ko sa course ko. Basta ang gusto ko mangyari eh ma-put to use yung tinapos kong course sa career ko. Di ko gusto yung kursong tinapos ko, pero kinaya kong tapusin ito on time at nang walang failing grades (may tres ako, pero hindi yun bagsak, wag kayong ano.) Kahit papano eh nagustuhan ko naman siya, hindi sa lahat ng aspeto pero may mga bits and pieces akong nagustuhan sa kursong to. ANYWAY, hopefully nagets niyo yung point ko medyo sumegway na eh.

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wow self sobrang depressing ng dashboard. natandaan ko dati nagunfollow ka ng mga blogs kasi puro reblog ng kung anu ano, ngayon puro sad blogs natira sa dash. hays self. hahahahaha

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Hello zrxn of n years ago

Woe is me. charot. Sobrang tagal na simula nung huli akong nagpost ng kahit ano dito.

Akalain mo yun self, huli mong post yung mga panahong kakagraduate lang ng ate mo, ngayon ikaw na graduate gago!!!! I’m so proud of you, kinaya mong tapusin yung kursong ayaw mo naman talaga i-pursue, pero here you are betchhhhh.

Sobrang dami nang bago. May aso ka na, yung ate mo grade school teacher na, si Lei maggrade 11 na, sa UST pa! nakakahiya ka na ikaw lang di thomasian pero walang may pake diba, OKS LANG YON GRADUATE KA NA.

 HELLO EVER1 kung may nagbabasa pa ba dito (syempre bukod sayo bebu hehe lavee). I AM ALIVE. Gusto ko sana bumalik sa pagbblog. Grabe nung high school sobrang gamit na gamit ko tong tumblr ko. Pagdating ng college, nawalan na ko ng gana kasi busy din and all. I’m taking my time now to blog habang naghahanap pa ko ng trabaho SHET akalain mo yun 3-years-ago self! nagjojob hunt ka na! Dapat nagaral ka sana ng mas maigi dati para may maipagyabang kang academic awards sa mga employers ngayon hayup!

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Nawala na ko sa sasabihin ko pa, nanggigil kasi ako kay Michiko (yung Sheprador naming 1 year old), sobrang cute kasi.

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MY GOAL IS TO CREATE A LIFE THAT I DON'T NEED A VACATION FROM

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10 Things your should give up to be happy

1. Give up your need to always be right.

2. Give up your need for control.

3. Give up blame.

4. Give up your self-defeating self-talk, and your limiting beliefs.

5. Give up complaining.

6. Give up your need to impress others.

7. Give up your resistance to change.

8. Give up your fears.

9. Give up your excuses.

10. Give up on living your life to fit other peoples’ expectations.

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Nothing of me is original. I am the combined effort of everybody I’ve ever known.

Chuck Palahniuk, Invisible Monsters  (via psych-facts)

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Does anyone else feel like a “filler friend”? Like you just sit there, never contributing to the conversation, and when you do, no one notices. You don’t really have a purpose or do anything and kinda just sit there existing. No one ever invites you ever or asks to do anything with you, and people even make group plans right in front of you and neglect your presence. It’s not that anyone means for this to happen it kinda just does?

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vorfreude

(noun) A German untranslatable word, vorfreude is defined as the intense euphoric sensation you experience from thinking about future plans and daydreams. This beautiful feeling is a natural reaction the human mind manifests from expectations of future pleasures and joyful anticipations, such as planning a trip, going on a date, and many other fulfilling, life-changing events. (via thunderpopcola)