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•10/3/22•

Can we be real about something? What I'm about to say isn't targeted towards anybody but rather is a reminder towards both myself and anyone who may relate to this.

Studyblr isn't always about pretty study spaces and notes. It's not always about productive study sessions and neat bullet journals. Sometimes it's about the empty pop cans and cups sitting around, papers with notes flying around, and layers upon layers of whiteout. Sometimes it's about sitting in your pajamas all day staring at your computer screen and wondering when your brain will decide to concentrate. It's about sitting in lecture and feeling like you're the only person in the room that has no idea what the professor is talking about. It's about feeling alone. But also about not giving up.

If watching YouTube videos and rewriting your notes 5 times with all sorts of colors helps you learn the material, then so be it. If you can't study at home and need to be at a cafe or a library to focus, then so be it. If you take a thousand breaks and get distracted easily, then so be it. And if you takes you twice or thrice the amount of time to do homework, then so be it. All that matters is that you're trying. You're trying and you're learning what your brain likes and dislikes.

Studyblr is both the pretty and the frustrating sides of academia.

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kimhekim spring 2023

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theorizing that this is from anti-hero and it’s one taylor looking at herself in the mirror and being really hard on herself and then badass older/healed taylor who comes to help her

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taylor swift obsessed with pushing a narrative of lifelong clandestine emotions she can only indulge in alone, while suffering and feeling trapped… i’m not making that a thing, she is!!!!

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when you have plans in the morning you can still live an eventful & fulfilling life afterwards but when you've got plans in the afternoon? well that's your whole day

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Le temps des secrets (2022)

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has a breakdown about what a lonely life it is. goes for a walk with headphones in. purchases a beverage at the supermarket. you know how it goes

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the kitchen sink scene giving me big Tolerate It vibes

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a very good day

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*tears a hole in the fabric of reality* O_o

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A rose petaled bath in Paris, a view of the Eiffel Tower from the window, instrumental jazz softly playing in another room. A long bathrobe, moonlight and internal peace.

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do you wish you were seeing somebody

a therapist 

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So I am an Indian and I haven't been to America yet , but taylor swift released this song called Coney Island and took me with her on this painful heartbreaking journey to the merry go's , the gift wraps , suburban dreams . I feel it.

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i am always one little emotional crisis away from an online purchase

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One day you meet someone and your heart understands why it didn’t work out with anyone else.