EXPLORATORY TRAUMA ACCOUNT WITH DEDICATION TO THAT REAL FREAK SHIT. THAT ABSOLUTE SCOUNDREL STUFF. (18)
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that being said. how many times can i overwork my mortal coil until i one day collapse to my knees and struggle to hold myself up, breathing heavily and trembling a bit under the pressure. my entire body exhausted and ready to give up. how many
god punishes me for having sex as a chronically fatigued constant body pain loser by giving me the worst most diabolical pain of backshot aftermaths
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god punishes me for having sex as a chronically fatigued constant body pain loser by giving me the worst most diabolical pain of backshot aftermaths
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Self destruction is hot, attractive and addictive. I just need it to be more toxic, more damaging. I want it to hurt.
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I think that traumatizing psychological experiments should become a thing again. We should also be allowed to participate in experimental surgeries for fun. No anesthetic. No numbing the pain. Just seeing a "Medically Licensed" doctor cut you open and mess with your insides as you're strapped to the table so tight that you can't move an inch.
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making a boy sob and cling onto you shakily is necessary for your health sometimes i think
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the stomach churn when the tip of the gun grazes your head. the holding your breath and shakey exhale when you can hear the light fidgeting of the trigger. the begging to be shot because you're so close to death. the sickening pleasure of imagining the feeling of the bullet shooting through your skull
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idek but he's been on my fucking nerves recently. keeps saying progressively offensive shit
when you tell a guy about your cocsa experience and the incestual intrusives you developed because of it and he makes jokes about how your sibling must've "wanted to be dominated by you" and insinuates they must've sexually enjoyed the physical abuse you'd subject them to as a kid
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not to mention the most uncomfortable complaints he makes about his ex in regards to their sex life. vent about the emotional complications but stop saying you're "fine not having sex" and then ranting about being blue balled the next. stop telling me you think sex is an emotionally involved experience. stop telling me what body parts are ugly and attractive. just stop fucking talking
when you tell a guy about your cocsa experience and the incestual intrusives you developed because of it and he makes jokes about how your sibling must've "wanted to be dominated by you" and insinuates they must've sexually enjoyed the physical abuse you'd subject them to as a kid
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when you tell a guy about your cocsa experience and the incestual intrusives you developed because of it and he makes jokes about how your sibling must've "wanted to be dominated by you" and insinuates they must've sexually enjoyed the physical abuse you'd subject them to as a kid
#馃└#like i vaguely laughed it off the first time but then he just wouldn't stop and he's been on my fucking nerves recently#can people stop making jokes at the expense of my vulnerability before i fucking kinshift and ghost people
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there's something wrong with me and i fear i might have to shoot and kill myself
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just had a real disgusting sickening feeling wash over me and i feel genuinely mortified. this doesn't even make any sense anymore. what am i doing?
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uhhh something something stu bottoms something something
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just face fucked a guy and dear god does this autism have hands
#馃珋#everyone who enjoys head is stronger than me#be tryna keep my composure and then double over a little and shake because the autism sensitivity hurts#also the sound i made in slight pain was sickening like i might vomit
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The kind of mood I鈥檓 in rn
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desperate doms <3
doms who just lose their mind with every second that they're not fucking you, and once they've got you, they're basically using you like a toy because you feel so fucking good
desperate doms <33333333
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beating him to a pulp but starting to make out with him mid-punch. is this something guys!
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bullying a man into fucking me doggy style would fix a good number of my problems rn im ngl.
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