zoe-castille

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the world is full of insecure overachievers. have you tried being a secure underachiever? you'll have more life in you that way

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it's been one of those weeks pass me the thinness of my life quote

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all thw hottest girls were avoided and shunned as boys in school

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"in north korea they teach kids to hate america since birth" wish I had had formal training too I had to learn to hate america all by myself

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this sucks so bad i need to (remembers suicide jokes only make my mental health worse) join an expedition to find the northwest passage

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the more gender/sex get codified into "silly identity uwu vs REAL ACTUAL BIOLOGICAL TRAIT" by virtually everybody from trans liberals to nazis the more im gonna start referring to myself and other trans women as females

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I hope that one day the flag of the usa is as reviled and repressed as the flag of nazi germany

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Yeah

You know what?

Being trans fucking sucks. It does! it's lonely, barely anyone understands and if your lucky some might care! But for a lot of us we don't have that.

We can't even escape reality cause theirs barley ANY fiction that has us, and if it does then it's a 5% it's done respectfully and we're not just the butt of a joke.

I am a trans girl, and I have no idea on how to be prideful about it.

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worrying is like worshipping the problem

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seething about the fact that i will never experience photosynthesis in my own useless cells. i bet it feels so good when the light of the sun both warms you and fuels you at the same time. a bone-deep satisfaction mixed with a heated sugar-rush and endless brightness. not that i would fucking know

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also semi relatedly is people really fucking go for the throat when they see especially a young trans girl saying the incredibly common "i wish i was born a girl :( things would have been easier if i was born a girl" and like immediately rushing to accuse her of being misogynistic or something and it's like fucking no cunt, she's just expressing dysphoria leave her the fuck alone.

yes some people definitely do genuinely have a simplified idea of what it's like growing up being gendered as female but like fucking christ you don't need to jump on the "male outsider who could never understand our pain" bullshit.

like it'd be easier if she was born a girl" because she's a girl and constantly made to not feel like a girl, it'd be easier for her because she wouldn't be feeling her current dysphoria like why the fuck are people so vicious about that?

idk you just see it sometimes like this idea that trans women more than any other group of people have massive internalised misogyny that means they can't possibly understand how restrictive gender is and they're like fetishising or whatever the experience that people find opressive. as if that's even slightly fair and also like fuck you it's not your relationship with gender now is it. "trans women are just reinforcing gender roles" is like genuinely one of the oldest transmisogynistic lines in the book. like it fucking always comes with that implication of "you're a man so you can't understand this" to incredibly vulnerable women

just fucking do better jesus christ.

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sending this to my boss

Good news: if you’re currently laying around and not producing anything, you are a credit to your species.

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inclusive pride flag but intersex is at the center :3

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Reminder that micropenis jokes are inherently intersexist, and as an intersex person (this used to say woman but I feel I was simplifying my identity for the benefit of others) with a pseudo-phallus/micropenis it really fucking hurts to hear people use my body as the short hand for "crude", "uncouth", "violent", "lacking", "of poor character", and nearly any unpleasant trait imaginable.

It hurts me, it has never not hurt. Stop.

Also every single cis man with a micropenis is intersex, trans women with micropenises are intersex too, as is anyone born with a micropenis or clitoromegaly or who naturally developed one, and trans people on testosterone with micropenises hear your vitriol. You have always been punching down.

Small dick jokes aren't ok, big dick jokes are just small dick jokes in mirrored text, it's all just body shaming.

(edited 23 May 2023 to be more inclusive of a variety of experiences/bodies, original post was a personal rant that despite being untagged got popular by surprise.)

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silly idea

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Weird young lady with a low husky voice and rings under her eyes hesitates for a statistically significant amount of time when faced with an "I'm a human" checkbox

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trans women shouldn't have to be funny and extremely likable for you to care about us