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𝙷𝙴 𝙸𝚂 𝙰 𝙶𝙷𝙾𝚂𝚃 𝚂𝚃𝙾𝚁𝚈. 𝚃𝙷𝙾𝚂𝙴 𝚆𝙷𝙾 𝙺𝙽𝙾𝚆 𝙷𝙸𝙼 𝙲𝙰𝙻𝙻 𝙷𝙸𝙼, 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚆𝙸𝙽𝚃𝙴𝚁 𝚂𝙾𝙻𝙳𝙸𝙴𝚁. ɪɴᴅᴇᴘᴇɴᴅᴇɴᴛ ʙᴜᴄᴋʏ ʙᴀƦɴᴇꜱ/ᴛʜᴇ ᴡꞮɴᴛᴇƦ ꜱᴏʟᴅꞮᴇƦ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴄᴜ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴄᴏᴍɪᴄ ɪɴꜰʟᴜᴇɴᴄᴇꜱ. ᴡʀɪᴛᴛᴇɴ ʙʏ ᴄᴀʟɪ.

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I have some asks i will get to tonight specially bc it's new followers

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miscellaneous angst starters.

when were you going to tell me?

you can’t keep doing this to yourself.

that’s…a lot of blood.

can you walk?

please don’t lie to me.

you were supposed to leave.

i’m not going anywhere without you.

shh, it’s okay. it was just a dream.

there was nothing more you could have done.

it wasn’t your fault.

this is all my fault.

you aren’t acting like yourself.

i’m never going to let [her/him/them] hurt you again.

you’re hurting me.

don’t ever do that again.

go to hell.

please don’t cry.

you have to stay awake.

i wish i could take the pain away.

you could have died.

hey – stay with me.

it’ll be over soon.

did you ever love me?

i’m sorry. i can’t do this anymore.

things won’t always hurt this bad.

you passed out.

how much have you had?

i’m okay. it’s all fine.

it’s not okay! you’re not fine!

let me get you something for the pain.

it’s nothing. it’s just a bruise.

it’s clearly not nothing.

have you been to the doctor?

i didn’t mean the things i said.

i thought we meant something.

people who are okay don’t act like this.

you don’t have to go through this by yourself.

i don’t want you to be alone.

please don’t regret me.

i heard you crying.

you need to get some rest.

when was the last time you ate something?

i’m worried about you.

did you have another nightmare?

[name], there’s nobody there.

i want to be happy but i don’t think i deserve it.

please talk to me.

why are you mad at me?

alcohol isn’t going to solve your problems.

don’t leave me.

did you do this to yourself?

it’s breaking my heart to see you like this.

tell me what’s wrong.

tell me how to make it better.

why don’t you care?

get the hell away from me.

please don’t do this.

i can’t believe that you lied to me.

just…stay for the night.

you obviously can’t be trusted to take care of yourself, so let me do it for you.

you can’t die. i won’t let you.

just hang on, okay?

hold my hand if you need to.

i’m sorry.

why do you have a gun?

don’t panic.

just breathe.

you’re bleeding.

i’m trying to stop the bleeding.

you’ve been crying, i can tell.

you should have told me sooner.

i wanted to tell you in person.

a phone call would’ve been nice.

i hate you.

i love you.

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THE FALCON AND THE WINTER SOLDIER (2021)

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get this though, drui.g helping buck.y with his mind as he still doesn’t feel he can trust it. 

drui.g making sure the trigger words are really shut down.

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BUCKY BARNES The Falcon and The Winter Soldier 2021 | dir. Kari Skogland

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(x)

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you should ask her out.

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Summer of 85 (2020)

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@multiwrites​ asked: ❛  say  my  name .  louder .  ❜ [ from steve!! ] +  ❛  who  gets  to  touch  you  like  this ?  ❜       𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑬𝑵𝑶𝑹𝑴𝑰𝑻𝒀 𝑶𝑭 𝑴𝒀 𝑫𝑬𝑺𝑰𝑹𝑬 .

“YOU   ARE   A   LITTLE   PUNK,   YOU   KNOW   THAT?“   bucky   mumbles   through   kisses   and   touches,   tongue   meeting   steve’s   into   a   kiss   that   makes   him   forget   any   sarcasm   he   wanted   to   spit   back   at   steve   and   the   little   attitude   because   he   doesn’t   mind   it.   they   kiss   and   bodies   press   together,   he   leans   over,   metal   digits   digging   into   the   side   of   steve’s   waist   and   pulling   him   closer,   wanting   to   get   that   friction   done.   “steve.“   he   complies,   mumble   name   leave   his   name   in   a   quiet   whisper   and   the   demand   is   met   with   a   grip   of   his   hands   on   steve’s   rear.   “steve.“   he   said,   louder,   against   the   man’s   ear,   teeth   nibbling   and   biting   on   his   earlobe.   he   feels   a   hand   on   his   body,   down   and   under   his   shirt   and   it’s   warm   and   he   curves   under   the   touch,   as   fingers   drag   further   south   and   he   feels   himself   twitch   and   grow   and   there   is   a   desperation   in   there   that   resumes   that   need   he   had   for   steve   for   over   80   years.   

who   gets   to   touch   you   like   this?   punk.   he   wants   to   say   again   but   hand   distract   him   from   his   words,   he   feels   it   through   the   fabric   of   his   jeans   and   bucky   does   the   same,   fingers   hooking   to   the   belt   and   pull   closer,   hips   grinding   to   show   steve   the   effect   he   is   having   on   him.   “you.   just   you.“   

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𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑬𝑵𝑶𝑹𝑴𝑰𝑻𝒀 𝑶𝑭 𝑴𝒀 𝑫𝑬𝑺𝑰𝑹𝑬 .    (   a  series  of  nsfw  prompts ,  separated  by  quotes   &   acts .   ‘ my ’  muse  belongs  to  the  one  who  posted  the  meme .  send   “ + REVERSE ”   to  reverse  the  prompts  )

       →  WORDS .

❛  i’m  sorry ,  you  don’t  enjoy  being  teased ? .  ❜ ❛  you  know  what  i’m  waiting  for .  ❜ ❛  keep  your  hands  where  they  are .  ❜ ❛  i want you to ride  [ me / my fingers ] .  ❜ ❛  you  make  the  prettiest  sounds .  ❜ ❛  say  please .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  make  this  last .  ❜ ❛  look  at  me .  ❜ ❛  i’m  yours ,  only  yours -  ❜ ❛  yeah ,  just like that -  ❜ ❛  i’ve  barely  even  started .  ❜ ❛  i  need  you .  ❜ ❛  god ,  shut  up  and  fuck  me  already !  ❜ ❛  god ,  yes ,  [ name ] ,  don’t  stop .  ❜ ❛  you  have  no  idea  how  long  i’ve  wanted  to  do  this .  ❜ ❛  who  gets  to  touch  you  like  this ?  ❜ ❛  come  for  me .  ❜ ❛  ah ,  ah -  don’t  touch .  ❜ ❛  brace  your  hands  on  the  wall .  ❜ ❛  could  you  come  like  this ?  ❜ ❛  please ,  let  me  come -  ❜ ❛  god ,  you’re  beautiful -  ❜ ❛  i’ve  been  waiting  for  this  all  night .  ❜ ❛  you’re  such  a  tease .  ❜ ❛  take  these  off .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  feel  your  [ mouth / fingers ] .  ❜ ❛  do  you  have  any  idea  how  good  you  taste ?  ❜ ❛  tell  me  what  you  want .  ❜ ❛  we  shouldn’t -  ah ,  we shouldn’t be doing this .  ❜ ❛  faster ,  [ name ] ,  i  need  more .  ❜ ❛  is  this  good ?  ❜ ❛  keep  your  eyes  open .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  wait  to  find  out  what  else  you  can  do .  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  have  to  be  so  gentle .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  hear  you  beg .  ❜ ❛  can  i  take  this  off ?  ❜ ❛  please ,  please ,  please -  ❜ ❛  you’re  doing  so  well  for  me .  ❜ ❛  please  touch  me .  ❜ ❛  keep  reading ,  i  want  to  see  how  long  you  last .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  buy  you  another  one .  ❜ ❛  say  my  name .  louder .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  wait  any  longer .  ❜ ❛  you  feel  so  good .  ❜ ❛  you’re  going  to  leave  a  mark -  ❜ ❛  touch  yourself  for  me .  ❜ ❛  do  you  deserve  it ?   ❜ ❛  did  i  say  you  could  come ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  so  close -  ❜ ❛  they’re  going  to  catch  us -  ❜ ❛  i  want  you  right  here .  ❜ ❛  we  have  to  be  quiet .  ❜

         →  ACTIONS .

❛  pin .   to  restrain  my  muse’s  hands  during  intimacy . ❛  mirror .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  in  front  of  a  mirror . ❛  deny .   to  deny  my  muse  an  orgasm . ❛  distance .   to  have  [ phone / video ]  sex  with  my  muse . ❛  playlist .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  while  music  is  playing . ❛  paw .   to  fondle  my  muse’s   [ chest  /  ass ] . ❛  wall .   to  pin  my  muse  against  a  wall . ❛  table .   to  hoist  my  muse  onto  a  [ table  /  counter ] . ❛  clothed .   to  make  my  muse  come  while  fully  dressed . ❛  finger .   to  finger  my  muse . ❛  oral .   to  give  my  muse  oral . ❛  fervent .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  after  a  fight . ❛  distraction .   to  rile  my  muse  up  during  a  film . ❛  mark .   to  leave  marks  on  my  muse  [  optional :  specify where  ] . ❛  tie .   to  use  restraints  on  my  muse  during  intimacy . ❛  throat .   to  choke  my  muse  during  intimacy . ❛  sparring .   for  sparring  to  turn  into  sex . ❛  toys .   to  use  toys  [ vibrator / strap / otherwise ]  on  my  muse . ❛  imagery .   to  send  my  muse  a  risque  photo . ❛  drag .   to  pull  my  muse  closer  by  a  piece  of  clothing . ❛  tear .   to  tear  a  piece  of  clothing  from  my  muse’s  body . ❛  shower .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  in  the  [ shower / bath ] . ❛  sneaky .   to  sneak  away  from  a  gathering  to  have  sex  with  my  muse . ❛  beg .   to  make  my  muse  beg . ❛  carnal .   to  [ scratch / bite ]  my  muse  during  intimacy . ❛  preoccupied .   to  rile  my  muse  up  as  they  [ read / work ] . ❛  jealous .   to  purposefully  make  my  muse  react  possessively . ❛  dare .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  based  off  a  dare . ❛  read .   to  re-enact  something  from  a  [ book / show / porn ]  with  my  muse . ❛  collapse .   to  break  a  bed  during  sex  with  my  muse . ❛  caught .   to  get  caught  with  my  muse  during  sex .

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ok i need wint.erhaw.k someone gimme

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someone: so just like that uh, stev.e tells you to jump and you - -  bu*cky: YES I WOULD TELL HIM HOW HIGH OK

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someone: so just like that uh, stev.e tells you to jump and you - -  bu*cky: YES I WOULD TELL HIM HOW HIGH OK

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multiwrites​:

           steve feels like he’s dreamed        of this moment for as long as he can remember.             he’s known he’s felt this way for bucky since he was old enough to understand what love meant.                but with the times they grew up in,           steve knew they would never get the chance to be together the way he wanted.             and the last thing he wanted was to ruin their friendship with a confession like that.             so he kept his desires to himself through all they had been through.             there never seemed to be a right moment for him to admit to his feelings for his best friend,      so they’ve gone unsaid until  now.

           of course bucky knows        that steve cares for him,       but steve’s sure the other man is oblivious to his hidden feelings.                  he’s sure his sudden advance and the desperate kiss is a surprise to the brunet.                  steve only revels for so long,      then makes a move to pull away and apologize when bucky surprises him.                   the other man wraps a hand at the back of steve’s neck and holds him close,           murmured plea against his lips and steve’s heart just about  leaps  out of his chest.             he never thought he would be able to have this.          and now bucky’s asking him to  stay.

           steve makes a soft sound         as he feels bucky’s mouth open against his and he can’t resist the temptation.              he presses closer,       setting his drink against a surface carelessly before bringing both hands up to cup bucky’s cheeks.                he holds him tenderly as he explores bucky’s mouth,        lapping against the brunet’s tongue and sucking sweetly.               the brunet tastes amazing and steve can easily see himself getting  addicted  to kissing him.           it feels so  good  that he doesn’t want to pull away,      but they have to breathe,    so he pulls away just enough to do so.  

           steve feels bucky’s breath       on his lips and gaze locks onto the other man’s searchingly.                         “  been wanting that for as long as i can remember,  ”                     he admits,       voice quiet in the loud room.               but all that filters out when they’re close like this.                          “  never  thought you’d feel the  same  …  ”

HE  WONDERS  THEN.  IF  THEY  SHOULD’VE  DONE  THIS  BEFORE.  but  back  then,  things  weren’t  as  simple  as  they  seemed.  perhaps,  simpler  in  some  ways,  but  the  stigma  in  the  1940s  about  what  bucky  had  felt  for  steve  could  be  seen  as  odd  and  put  both  of  them  in  danger,  perhaps.  it  was  accept  today,  more  than  it  was  before  and  for  that  he  is,  but  he  still  wonders.  .  .if  he  should’ve  said  something  (  he  thinks  of  the  night  before  he  was  drafted  and  left  to  europe,  their  last  night  together  and  they  barely  said  goodbye  ).  brunette  girl  long  forgetten  because  he  feels  the  blond’s  hands  on  his  cheeks  and  he  invites  the  touch  with  his  own,  flesh  and  metal  digits  digging  into  the  back  of  steve’s  back.  pulling  him  closer  and  somehow,  needy  with  the  feeling.  

he  feels  the  hint  of  the  drink  in  his  tongue  and  bucky  feels  as  if  he  wants  to  swallow  the  entire  thing  and  never  leave  that  one  place,  shoulders  relax  and  expression  softens  as  they  separate  to  breathe  but  his  mouth  follows  steve’s,  wanting  more.  eyes  open  to  find  oceanic  ones  staring  back  and  he  breathes  out,  suddenly  out  of  words  at  the  words  confirming  feelings  had  not  been  entirely  one  sided.  “you  never  asked.  I  never  thought  you  felt  anything  either.  .  .”  guess  the  yare  both  idiots  on  that  regard.  or  perhaps  he  had  known  in  some  quiet  moments  ;  when  they  stayed  up  late  on  steve’s  apartment.  or  when  hands  brushed  upon  reaching  for  something  or  the  way  he  hated  waking  up  a  morning  after  a  bender  and  the  thought  of  leaving  steve.  maybe  he  had  noticed  being  watched  in  the  same  ways  girls  back  then  did.  

he  thought  that  perhaps,  steve  had  wanted  the  girls.  or  he  had  convinced  himself  of  that  matters.  “must  be  the  world’s  longest  pinning.”

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do i move bucky or just soft reboot?

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@zimniysoldvt​​   asked  :               a kiss that isn’t meant to happen but it does anyway - for Steve

           he’s been trying so hard to deny himself this.               to give bucky his space,      because steve knows he needs it,      but in the process he may have given him too much space.               always so worried about his friend that he forgot how bucky might have needed him closer than a simple arm’s length away.               steve won’t pretend he knows what’s going on the brunet’s mind  ;   bucky’s thoughts have always evaded his reach.           what he does know is this is his  breaking  point,        having tried for so long to keep a respectable distance.            he just  can’t  do it anymore.

           he’s clumsy about it            and steve would have liked to have a whole speech prepared for this moment.              but it doesn’t end up happening like that   ;   it’s a spur  -  of  -  the  -  moment thing.             he watches his friend from across the room as a beautiful woman entertains him with a bright laugh and an offer of a drink.              steve doesn’t fault her.            but he’s also feeling  sick  to his stomach at the very sight and he just can’t take this.               he can’t fake it anymore,      pretend like this doesn’t bother him.               it gets under his skin like nothing else and he knows he has to do  something  about it.

           his feet are taking him across the room          and before he realizes it,        he’s approaching bucky.             a precursory glance to the woman on the brunet’s left before steve gaze hones in on those beautiful lips of his.                  a wash of emotions comes over him,       and he manages a quiet,                           “  forgive me,  ”                             before he’s crashing their lips together.                steve kisses his best friend the way he’s always wanted to   ;   passionately,       soaked in yearning and desperation.                he wouldn’t have it any other way.

IT  TAKES  TIME  TO  GET  USE  TO  ALL  THE  MODERNITY.  this  is  as  close  to  the  1940s  as  he  can  recall  and  perhaps,  he  was  taken  there  for  that  same  reason.  a  bar,  loud  music,  pretty  girls  and  men  all  around  and  it  feels  almost  like  home,  except  the  music  is  louder  and  words  he  cannot  understand.  but  he  is  with  steve,  even  if  he  is  across  the  room  and  bucky  feels  the  heat  of  a  gaze  on  him;  recognizing  it  as  steve’s  very  own.  but  he  gets  distracted,  however  briefly.  a  pretty  woman,  she  is  all  smiles  and  flirtacious  and  bucky  is  surprised  he  is  seen  as  attractive  still.  not  because  of  his  looks,  but  because  he  is  hard  to  approach.

but  she  insists  and  it  causes  him  to  smile,  accepting  the  drink  she  was  offering.  but  the  shadow  on  the  side  moves,  hyperaware  of  any  activity  around  him,  he  perceives  steve  had  moved  from  across  the  floor.  woman  to  his  side  long  forgotten  until  he  is  about  to  ask  what  steve  is  apologizing  for.  AND  THEN,  IT  HAPPENS.  kiss  upon  his  lips,  he  feels  the  force  of  crash  and  the  desperation  under  the  simple  touch.  movement  on  the  side  tells  him  that  the  girl  has  moved  away  once  she  realized  that  he  wouldn’t  be  interested  back  (  how  long  had  he  wanted  this  from  steve?  sweeter  than  in  his  dreams  ).

he  feels  the  pressure  being  released  and  realize  he  is  going  to  break  away.  bucky  is  fast,  a  hand  to  the  back  of  his  friend’s  neck.,  this  is  the  most  alive  he  had  felt  in  a  long  time.  he  doesn’t  want  it  to  end.  “don’t.”  don’t  leave.  don’t  apologize.  he  is  opening  his  mouth  as  an  invitation  to  stay  there.