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another one bites the dust. hello !! this is an indie rp blog for LINK ( the legend of zelda : breath of the wild ) & i would be extremely grateful if you could like/reblog this if you’d be interested in writing with me, because I only know a few people who dragged me back into rp hell. thank you in advance, blog is temporary dash only ( please bear with me until I actually have enough motivation for theme graphics ) ✦ written by prince.

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another one bites the dust. hello !! this is an indie rp blog for LINK ( the legend of zelda : breath of the wild ) & i would be extremely grateful if you could like/reblog this if you’d be interested in writing with me, because I only know a few people who dragged me back into rp hell. thank you in advance, blog is temporary dash only ( please bear with me until I actually have enough motivation for theme graphics ) ✦ written by prince.

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        ❛❛      you know I never actually expressed my gratitude towards having the death note.     ❜❜      it’s a weird thing to bring up out of nowhere,   but he’s always been comfortable enough to talk to her about anything.      plus he figures if anyone were to understand where he’s coming from it would be her,   besides the fact she another holder,   she complete gets him in every way ( and if she doesn’t she at least still has a smile on her face. )

he chuckles a bit before holding his book closer to his chest,   to his heart.      ❛❛      maybe I developed a bit of a god complex because of it–––      ❜❜      but doesn’t he deserve to play god for a bit?      ❛❛      ...but because of the death note I finally have a bit of control over something.      maybe it’s cruel to enjoy having power over people’s lives and to dictate their deaths but,   I was thinking,   maybe I deserve to have this...   especially after having so little control over my own life because of my rotten luck.      ❜❜      

*  ✦  ❜  ━━━ @notepass.

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I need to fix up this blog a bit more but ♡ for a proper starter!!

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❛i want to be loved, it aches within my ribs.❜

         ❛❛      by who?      by HER?     ❜❜      disgusting,   the word lingers on his lips but he figures the look he’s giving her is enough to convey how much the though is off-putting to him.      she didn’t love anyone or anything other than despair;   even though tsumiki holds onto this false hope that,   maybe,   enoshima might love her back.      it’s pathetic.      it’s sickening.      she’s sickening.      ❛❛      that aching within your ribs,   that’s despair isn’t it?      wouldn’t that be what she wanted?      ❜❜      the words ‘to watch you suffer?’ also get left unsaid,   but once again it doesn’t need to be said.      they both know it’s true.

❛❛      you want to make her happy,   don’t you?      ❜❜      he’s pushing his luck to see how much he can break her.      he wants to see her spiral in despair just as much as he wants to see if the hope he so desperately believes in will outshine it.      ❛❛      there’s nothing you can do but keep on aching.      no matter how much you beg or cry or throw a tantrum she won’t love you back,   you’re far too disposable for her–––far too ugly and twisted and––      ❜❜      he lets out a wheeze that cuts him off on all the things he finds repulsive about her.

❛❛      you and I,   we’re trash and she wants nothing to do with us.      we won’t ever be loved by her.     ❜❜      

*  ✦  ❜     SOFT SENTENCE STARTER     /    ACCEPTING !

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❛i could disappear forever & it wouldn’t make a difference.❜

          ❛❛      that’s not true!!     ❜❜      he’s quick to respond to her,   feeling passionate whenever it comes down to talking about the symbols of hope.      maybe he has no right to argue with her,   given that he beneath her in ever sense,   but he can’t just sit back and let her talk down on herself when she–––––as the super high school level nurse––––– is everything to him.      she and the rest of their classmates are all the matter to him.      all that he has left in this rotten,   unforgiving world is to see their hope shine brighter than anything else.      ❛❛      if you disappeared who would give the world the motivation it needs to keep going ?      everyone would be utterly lost without hope––– your hope to carry them through the day.      you’re needed here tsumiki-san!!      the world wouldn’t be the same without you around as a shinning symbol of all that is good in life!      ❜❜

*  ✦  ❜     SOFT SENTENCE STARTER     /    ACCEPTING !

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if anymore of my friends send me a wig ask it’s on sight

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WIG, NAGITO

           ❛❛      are you trying to snatch my wig,   tsumiki ?      because if so…   then WIG!!      ❜❜

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* ∘ ∙ — soft sentence starters (pt.4)

tw for suicidal thoughts.

❛i used to be a better person.❜

❛everything tastes like blood, now.❜

❛i’m not easy to love.❜

❛you motivate me to make myself a better person.❜

❛do you ever feel worthless?❜

❛i pretend a lot of shit doesn’t get to me.❜

❛if the world gets too cold & lonely, don’t worry. i’ll protect you.❜

❛the world has always been cruel.❜

❛please don’t forget me.❜

❛i wish i could love you right.❜

❛there’s a reason i can’t love.❜

❛i’ve always been prepared to die.❜

❛maybe i did get my hopes up too high.❜

❛god, i’m so in love with you.❜

❛remember that you can’t save everyone.❜

❛i want to be loved, it aches within my ribs.❜

❛they aren’t even nightmares; they’re memories.❜

❛i’ll protect you.❜

❛there’s a reason why i wander alone.❜

❛you deserve the world, & i can’t give it to you.❜

❛i’m afraid that somebody else might take my place.❜

❛i’m a horrible person & i know it.❜

❛i’d sell my soul & turn myself inside out to make sure no one i love gets hurt again.❜

❛maybe i should just die.❜

❛i wish i wasn’t so fucked up.❜

❛would you fall in love with me?❜

❛i just want the freedom to make my own mistakes.❜

❛i’m not yours to control.❜

❛i always think that one of these days you’ll leave me behind.❜

❛i’m not good at relationships.❜

❛i wonder why i’m still running.❜

❛love me or hate me. just choose one, please.❜

❛trust the magic of beginnings.❜

❛remember all of the places we could’ve gone?❜

❛you were born to chase the stars.❜

❛as long as you’re happy, don’t worry about me.❜

❛i could disappear forever & it wouldn’t make a difference.❜

❛sorry to bother you again.❜

❛please don’t blame yourself.❜

❛you deserve much better.❜

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             of course she would believe and want for him to be sent by her.      he’s almost sickened ( and enticed ) at the thought of seeing enoshima again too,   but she’s busy doing other things,   he tells himself.      in reality,   he’s waiting for the right moment to approach her,   that moment being when he can witness hope shine through all the despair,   and make this situation interesting once again.      when he can see the look of despair overcome her features at the sight of a last minute hope,   that’s when he decided he’ll pay her a visit again.      until then he deems himself too unworthy of her presence.      he figures enoshima wouldn’t want it any other way either.      

that’s when realizes he’s been silent for too long and he hasn’t answered her questions yet,   but he figures she’s smart enough to put the pieces together.      and just as he predicted,   she does,   digging her nails into him out of disgust.      he doesn’t mind it though,   nor does he mind the fact she shoves him away.      he rightfully deserves this treatment from any one of the Despairs.      ❛❛      of course I won’t touch anything.      ❜❜      hands lay limp at his sides just to make sure he does what he’s told.      not that he’s not willing to test the waters a bit,   but after the last time he came to see her and the last shot he had to endure,   he rather not deal with that bad of luck again at least for now.      ❛❛      riiiight.      ❜❜      he steps into her makeshift infirmary and quickly wonders now that he’s here what she’ll do to him,   but he pushes that thought aside & decides he’ll humor her for a bit,   after he ask her a couple of things.      ❛❛      if I may inquire,   what makes you think I’d be in enoshima’s presence in the first place?      ❜❜

@zetsomen sent,

hey :))))

    “Ehehehehe  .  .  .  Nagitoooo? Have you come to visit me? You weren’t sent by ENOSHIMA by any chance, were you?”  Gloved hands reach out to press the tips of her fingers into his cheeks, yanking him closer to her as she stares at him with lidded, glazed over eyes. Her makeshift infirmary here in Towa City had turned into more of a graveyard since his last visit. It reeked of gore and vomit, decomposed bodies dumped in a corner amidst the prying paws of Junk Monokumas on cleanup duty. Not exactly a welcome fitting for a fellow Despair, but luckily for her, Komaeda hardly constitutes a human being, let alone anything worthy of respect. Gently, her fingers stroke the sides of his face, smearing blood along his cheekbones. The drawings around his face suggest he must’ve been with Monaka at some point, but probably not Junko. Her nose scrunches.  “Trash!”  She spits, her nails digging into his skin a little too harshly for comfort. Letting out a heavy breath, she pushes him away.  “Don’t! Touch! Anything!”  She runs her hands along her body, transferring the blood on her gloves to her doctor’s coat instead.  “Come iiiiin.”

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I need to fix up this blog a bit more but ♡ for a proper starter!!

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so i dream,   i dream,   i keep dreaming.   one word in my mouth crystallizes like sugar :  hope.   ”      |      KOMAEDA NAGITO,   loved by prince/mya   [  i.  ii.  ]

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#I TAKE IT BACK HINATA AND KOMAEDA ARE BOTH ACTUALLY DEAD TO ME

okay, wig.

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Hajime voice, "What the hell is 'wig'?"

             he laughs as the word slips out of hinata’s lips.      never had he imagined in all the time he’s known the other that such a thing would be uttered,   with such a serious but confused expression as well.      it’s all too much,   how can he not laugh as hard as he is when hinata starts to give him an impatient look as well.      ❛❛      you really–––– s–snatched my wig,   hinata-kun.      ❜❜      he opts for just saying that instead of actually explaining what wig means.      maybe if hinata was annoyed enough with him,   he’d eventually ask someone else.

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. °◞ ✦ ⨾ desbearer.

               “I will never allow you to touch me again — not with that hand of yours the way it is now. If you truly wish for my ‘ AFFECTION, ’  why not prove how much you love me and cut it back off?”

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this isn’t the right time to be laughing,   however it’s the response he comes up with upon hearing the others request.      he can’t quite say he wasn’t expecting a reaction like that but it’s still fascinating to see the hold and effect enoshima has on both of them.      even after death she causes nothing but despair,   it’s beautiful in a disgusting way.       ❛❛      ...  it’s really repulsive to look at,   isn’t it ?      if that’s the case wouldn’t that make it more fitting to be on my person ?      she was repulsive herself but so am i.      ❜❜      the reason he took a piece of her and attached it to himself was to feel pain and despair,   and to spread just as much of those things as she did.      it seems to be working as much as he wanted it to since it’s causing problems with the only person he found happiness with,   however it doesn’t feel good,   not even a little bit.      ❛❛      never mind,   i get it.      ...  i’d gladly cut it off along with any other limbs of mine to prove my love.      ❜❜

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im not here but just wanted to let yall know they’re not allowing custom themes anymore. time to find a theme you like that tumblr made lol

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